won't somebody come take me home

its a damn cold night, trying to figure out what's life

i am well! and alive.

had a very funny conference conversation with claire and TM ytd on msn! look hahah i am the originaaaal (friday) okayi!



















(friday) said:
WALAU

(friday) said:
WHY COPY ME

(friday) said:
THAT IS TSEYIN

(friday) said:
IM TSEYIN LUH

(friday) said:
FINE

(friday) said:
I'M CLAIRE

(friday) said:
888 DOLLARS

(friday) said:
I'M SARAH

(friday) said:
HUR?! HAHHAHA

(friday) said:
I AM TSEYIN

(friday) said:
I THEN AM TSEYIN LUH!

(friday) said:
WALAOEH

(friday) said:
HAHAHAHA

(friday) said:
I AM TSEYIN!

(friday) said:
SARAH HERE LUH

(friday) said:
I LOVE YOU SHENG

(friday) said:
I AM TSEYIN CAN WALAU

(friday) said:
I LOVE YOU SHENG SO MUCH

(friday) said:
HAHAHAHA

(friday) said:
ZOMG THATS NOT ME

(friday) said:
WAIT

(friday) said:
I LOVE AHEM.

(friday) said:
I GO PICK UP PHONE

(friday) said:
ORH

(friday) said:
THATS TSEYIN

(friday) said:
WHO GO PICK UP PHONE?

(friday) said:
HAHHAHA

okay.

tdy was pretty good in a sense that i had good food, good finds, good companionship (with the exception of my two ever-irritating brothers), and i was rich. of cos the last one mentioned is quite relative because i will never be considered loaded if you ever put me beside alfred (who cabs to sch daily with his own pocket money).

the fun started off in the afternoon when my two grandaunts, two brothers, cousin sabrina and i went to orchard's 24h swensens for lunch.






















that outlet's legendary tardiness had us waiting forty five mins or so for our main course.
was rly hungry (and grumpy if i should add).
but well the cookie summit and frosted chocolate malt sundae redeemed it all :D :D

after that we went to the christmas charity carnival at ngee ann city whr:

• i bought a HSM poster,
• a zac efron photoframe,
• 6 colourful hair clips (totally tacky but i love 'em anyw),
• a bumble bee key-chain that's handmade,
• a wired bookmark (made into the shape of a star),
• a smiley face bouncy ball,
• a cool self-drawn shirt;
  

• we played a guppy-fishing game and won ourselves 6 real live guppies which i think might not live past tmr;
  
  
• we played mini-golf and won the grand prize;
  
  
• i got my first ever manicure.
  (if you click to enlarge the picture below, you can actually see that thr's some stuff on my nails)
  

used up all fifty-dollars worth of coupons doing the above mentioned (plus buying snacks and stuff), then went shopping at taka/kinokuniya.



and now i'm a very very happy kid because i bought zac efron's unofficial guide - up close and personal !!! :D :D :D

anyw, at kino i saw this twilight guide and i got so hyped up and all i texted TM and tanya and alfred and joonghan to tell them that its out!
and i almost boughtttt it!
i just checked for the details of the book online, and now i realise that its not the official one so im just gna wait for stephanie meyer's real one.
sorry/yrros for the wrong information i was so so so excited!

eva's almost done with sending me MK's farewell party/netball camp pictures! so when i have everything i will upload the pictures selectively hahaha
i cant have every single photo up here because if i do so you readers will prolly not be able to even loaaaaad the freaking page.
not in a million years
and i am quite lackadaisical (not by nature) nowadays

feeling very somnolent. yawns
ciao

that's just the way we roll

minus the fact that i got back my chem results, tdy was awesome :)
spent the whole day with rafflesia (considering that i do sit beside her in class afterall) and we parted near 8PM.
were stuffing ourselves silly, but damn, it was insane fun.

i didnt go for training, but i didnt go get my muscles rubbed/massaged either.
went out with rafflesia instead and our first stop was island creamery at serene centre!
that seven days of (trying to abstain/) abstaining from all that sweet sugary and oily stuff (the dieting, basically) was in vain after all the the ice-cream we ate:
(arranged in order)

• 1 mudpie
• 1 scoop of apple pie ice-cream
• 1 scoop of reverseo ice-cream
• 1 scoop of cookies and cream ice-cream
• 1 scoop of strawberry sorbet
• 1 scoop of teh tarik ice-cream
• 1 scoop of yoghurt ice-cream

that's quite a lot of calories

then we got sick of all that creamy cold stuff so we walked (and laughed the whole way, "BLINK! BLINK! HAHHAHAHA") two roads across to adam's food centre whr we shared a bowl of the acclaimed prawn noodles.
good.
just, freakingg good hahahha.

had a drink. it was non-alcoholic btw hahahah sparkling ribena juice.

then we damn randomly headed to cold storage whr we walked many x 100000 rounds.
we asked the "fresh new person" (yknow colds storage, the fresh new people hhahaha) if they sold lubricant and i think that lady thought we were looking for that thing so it was rly embarrassing. blister lubricant luh! for the foot, not genitals
and we carried 2litre bottles of washing detergent around in a bid to toughen up our muscles. i dont know how to pen the experience across in words, because it was too damn hilarious
hahahahah

walked out empty handed.

frolicked (not exactly but anyw,) to another mini shopping centre (crown's if i'm noy wrong). explored the place a little (bookshop, toyshop, sweet shop) then we went to NTUC!
supermarkets are like our favourite place to be.
then got hungry (again) so we stopped by at one of the cafes/food stalls one level up and got ourselves a popiah to share.
i must say that they have rly delicious stuff thr (bukit timah/adam's road area/near ccab) !!!

last stop was 7-11! camwhored (i mean, we tried to) outside the place because they had an amazing sliding door that was very unlike all the other 7-11 outlet entrances we've seen thus far. took like one million pictures but i wasnt satisfied with a single one though i deleted them all hahahah.
the sky was still bright then.
after that we went in and camwhored (tried to) again! this time in a secluded corner without the disturbance of others interrupting our smile moments
i saved two pictures :)
out of twenty. hahahaha

couldnt go out without buying anything cos we made lots of noise and all, so we got a mash potato.

took bus 67 from a nearby bus stop. went on separate ways at CCK.

aaaaaaaaah all that food! plus tmr's run has been changed to a swim so everyone will like see my paunch/atrociously big thighs zomg
but well come to think of it, at least everything was shared :)

to end this post which does no justice of the fabulous times we spent tdy, yay tablemate!


btw, for a more exhaustive list of things i eat daily you may click here.

hello, i am sarah considerate responsible goh hui xian

what a long name, i know. hahaha jiarui's pm is "considerate is our middle name (:"
it reminds me of perth and ms puva.

(last night) reached kris' house at about 9.30PM (lois was alr there) then we did stuff and watched goong until 11.20PM+/-
she's insane; she's watched it ten times already !!!
then i text-messaged till i fell asleep hahaha
didnt take any pictures of them snoring away though i was damn tempted to because kris said that doing that will capture the person's soul and indirectly kill her or smth. hahaha
couldnt wake up at 5AM the next morning like we intended, although we set like five alarms. in the end kris' dad had to knock on the door to wake us up.

then... 10km! hahaha my timing was ridiculous.
but i hope you like the shirt :)
and esteeeee, get well soon! hohoho

anyw, the real fun began when we took the charter bus from changi exhibition centre (whr the event was held) to pasir ris.

lois kristal rae yeyun trik and i ate at the foodcourt in white sands first.
rae had to leave after that, um the rest of us went to downtown east cos there's a NUM outlet and kris wanted to buy her havainas.
she didnt get her flip flops though. instead, we surprised hueychyi with her belated birthday present - a pair of brazillian smth shared by the five of us :D

yy and lois then went off, so the three of us went to have mouthwatering chocolate fondue! :D x 10000000



we were like, cackling/laughing non-stop. must have been the noisiest customers in a thousand years.
and, we are central committee (co-founders + secretary of) MCFC, afterall :)



anyw, we finished the delight in godspeed as soon as we knew that yy lois and hueychyi were coming back to look for us! it was rly funny.
from this:



to this:



just look at the awful mess we made hahaha

so hueychyi got her gift and she was grinning so hard, it literally had a life of its own.



we sang her a birthday song! and she made a wish. hahaha and see what i told you abt her smile !!!



what birthday celebration (however last min and mini it may be) is complete without the blowing of candles?
we lifted up the porcelein bowl of choc and got this



self-timer pictures :D





oh walked around eHub. its an exciting place manzxc
thr's this indoor playground that's awesomely cool. resembles a humongous hamster cage cos it has lots of colourful tubes (the kind made for crawling through luh. do you have a childhood?!)
such a pity we're over-aged :(
next time we're gna bring all our little siblings and "act" as guardians in thr hahahah

our final stop was a board-game cafe! like settlers'
played ugly doll and had a whale of a time :D
"UGLY UGLY UGLY !!!"



trik's quite photogenic, if you havent noticed.

hahahaha
after trik left we played cluedo. hueychyi has no common sense.



and jenga. walao i made the tower fall (into chilli/tomato sauce for our potato wedges)



a whole freaking hour of fun :)

trained back and talked to hueychyi the whole wayyyyy.

(in no particular order) bully gang + RVNB, jamsters/the ellas, 2B-pencil, K08, PPCOC (and maybe speed7 a few months down the road).
you guys make my life complete.

so hold me close and say three words like you used to do

its rly all about you.

"Failure is an event, never a person."
- Beerbohm Max

at 9AM, i was walking around in JP with weijie. to look for claire's birthday gift
but all the stores were closed except for mac/subway/kfc etc
hahahaha silly of us. spent half the time in the arcade trying to win damn cute soft toys inside scam machines.
we didnt frame up 14 guitar picks in the end cos we couldnt buy enough picks :(
so we gave her some awfully random things put in an airlock container, hoped she liked it anyw :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE BON!
you've got aura :)

lunched at pizza hut .. noise pollution manzxc !!! thr were like twenty of us (aye attendance btr than class outing can)
knocked my head against rafflesia's chair was freaking painful i almost forgot almond hahaha (joshua ang are you reading this?)
tricked bday girl with candles that constantly reignite no matter how hard/many times you blow. hahahaha i think someone videoed it. damn funny

went to the arcade agn, this time with alllll of them. i left ten mins before threee. trained down to my greatgrandparents' place (which is whr i am blogging from now)
... ONLY TO REALISE THAT I'M FREAKING EARLY.
i think everyone else's gna come at like 6PM.
so i helped out with the decor and i fell from the ladder zomggggg hhahahahha

and hey, i still wna say sknaht for everything :D
sknaht for everything
sknaht for everything
sknaht for everything
sknaht for everything
sknaht for everything
sknaht for everything
sknaht for everything
sknaht for everything
sknaht for everything
sknaht for everything

hahahaha

xoxo

i'm slipping into the lava, and i'm trying to keep from going under

and, guess who blogged the previous post! :D

am immensely proud of myself for organizing/filing/stapling all my worksheets/mock tests/revision papers/notes and for gathering my studying materials within two hours last night.
i even drew up a timetable! i reckon i'll rly stick to it, though.
ah, perseverance and discipline

finished the last of batik tdy and i rly wanted the tjanting :(

also had the last ever speech and drama lesson for the year! teckchye yousheng (heee) jieru and i put up our play and it went surprising smooth. enjoyed it much, even.
hahahaha. i especially liked the part whr i told yousheng, "i say, brave knight, these paper balls [for your info they were supposed to be soft toys but i forgot to bring them to sch :S] are adorable [and we didnt have time to edit the script so we just edited it like that hahah]!"
and he replied gallantly, "indeed princess, would you like one?"
after which teck chye the evil villian jumps into the scene and starts fighting with yousheng. ... okayi, then i got to pelt teck chye with the paper balls and it was awesome fun srsly :D

everyone's been asking me "hey when are your fangs coming?"
in approximately threee and a half weeks, if nothing goes wrong in the shipping/checkpoint clearance !!!
hahaha and i've decided to bare my fangs selectively.
used my dad's visa to buy it from a US online store and i told him it was about 20US dollars
turned out twice the price, but i bought it anyw. hope my dad doesnt blow up when he gets the billing

randy asked me out on a golfing date! 9 holes !!!
zomg srsly. what, the last time i played was in... i forgot. a few gahzillon years ago
my arms have been itching for a swing but i dont know lei, i'm not prepared to get owned by him hahaha.

imma start mugging. i promise to get a life after EOYS

xoxo

yes, so damn big

okayi i cant have my reputation slandered so horribly like that so i'm here to like, clarify.
if you believed that the previous post, headed "it's so damn big", is written by yours truly, me (,sarah goh hui xian), i am utterly disappointed in you.
how could you !!!

but its quite real actually. so kudos to you ongtseyin

one more thing, i dont love you sheng. really

too good to be true, but it is TRUE

today is, by far, (one of) the happiest day of my life! although i'm not a teacher hahaha

first of all, had mass dance in the sch field and (most) netballers were all dancing tgt! we are class 23N :D

all for one, sun dance, hahaha it was all really enjoyable i love you guys. truly madly deeply

then yes team pic/cake cutting/screaming/hugging was all very nice luh

then went back to class for the partyyy and it was incredibly fun too! yeh my hair was screwed cos some very ungentlemenly self-proclaimed gentlemen (hahah namely teck chye, chun yuan, huakai) oiled my face/hair/arms with cream (from the cake)! oh wenting too. she took me by surprise hahaha

then had some kind of balloon fight etc. tseyin has awfully short hands hahaha she cant get the balloon out of my hand when i raised it at highest point! she was like grabbing me all over luh (zomg sounds wrong) hahaha

music was cool too!

oh but now the class stinks. reeks of a revolting mixture of cake + cream + oil + sweat and whatnots

i love 2B!

then had the teachers' day concert and yes was impressed by the items

afterrrrrrrrr that we went for the sign-up games! hahah i was in a team with trik hyung, fish hyung, kristal, kasey and mrs anna chan! zomg we played in the basketball challenge and we were the only girls' team! :O

everyone else who signed up were either basketballers or huge guys !!!

okayi so went down to the court, saw the many x 100 000 000 supporters/spectators and realised that we were so gna make a fool out of ourselves.

then... played our first (and only) match :D

lost 18 - 12 but i thought it was an awesome game cos i was laughinggggg and all that it was awesome gaiety !!!

met my long-time-no-see P6 classmates at yew tee thereafter! i dont think they have changed much! talked/laughed for a bit then i had to go! i'm absolutely -all smiles- that i went! so much catching up to do

well, the mainnn reason as to why i am so freaking happy now. is. because.

i. messaged. both. ms. chen. and. ms. chew. yep. my. two. favourite. teachers.

AND THEY BOTH REPLIED!

i even had a conversation with ms chewwwwwwww!

:D

tell me, just tell me, isnt this such a fabbbbbbulous day?

i'll end off with someth that trik pointed out to me tdy. its funny shitzxc. found along the stairs, btw they are srsly side by side okayi. here it is:

do you get it?

i lost my footing and stumbled into your arms instead

sanctuary.

watched olympics basketball USA vs china last night/tdy morning. finally got to see kobe bryant and (king) james lebron etc and yaoming (where's jackie chan and his visa card)!
dozed off during the 3rd quarter so didnt view the women's game which was at 3AM :(

met up with ian yeo'sup at 10.45AM in the morning then we went to queensway! hahaha i've bought my shoebag alr. walked (pratically) all three storeys before deciding on one.
ate (at anchorpoint) and bused to parc oasis (condo/his place) thereafter. explored his house quite a bit.
when his friends came we went down to play street bball :D
was awed by his freaking accurate far shots but i was not too bad myself i only got gai4/rejected once. not bad ar hahahah my ass luh was really noob k
left at about 4.30PM, decided against meeting xurong and gang (sorry yeh)!

i'm in need of a good book/a good movie! or a good album, whichever

anyw,
MOMO CALLED ME JUST NOW!
yes all the way from UK hahhaha it was an expensive four-minutes call !!!
stupid woman i know you can read this. imma forget you if you dont come back soon alright
she told me she painted the sg flag on her face and walked down Farringdon Rd. then she found some other singaporeans (were wearing sg colours and were speaking with 'lah' and 'lor's and) so they very randomly shook hands made friends and gathered at a bend singing NDP songs.

okay lets all mourn for the loss of my PSP. the dust in my room will miss (coating) it terribly horribly vegetably. srsly, its been lightyears since i last touched it and now that i've got this insane urge to play NBA, its MIA
i thought my mom would prolly scold me and swear never ever to get me another gadget again (like she did to my bro 6 months ago, a week before getting him his DS). but she didnt!
she just shrugged and smiled her cruel smile. after huddling tgt with my bros, we concluded that she stole my dearet PSP to make me shuddup (instead of convincing her to buy me another memory card).
bottomline - no more PSP :(

so um, yeh its confirmed that my grandmother has cancer so i'd very much appreciate if you could all pray for her.

when life gives you lemon, you really have gotta make lemonades.
xoxo

sometimes there's only one thing left to say:

bully gang forever!
no other group of stupid people (yeah name calling is how we show our affection right, trik) makes me laugh so hard and uncontrollably with such good (actually, the best) clean fun :D

after training yesterday played a bit of netball (feng shui gan coolio to the max manzxc okayi back to the point) and then.... YONG HUEY CHYI MY BABY came (back to school to the netball court)! not important that she came lah actually, the point is she bought us hyungs a can of apple juice and um the plastic-thingy of ribena and i thought it was really sweet of her.
and then i had the best time of my day!!! !!! !!!
well i almost got married to my three hyungs cos they carried me by my limbs and threw me on the field and i got paralyzed so they had to take responsibility (by marrying me).
notice the word almost.
i didnt in the end cos:

1. i forgot why trik didnt want to marry me whoops
2. livia thought i was too short for her
3. i got brought away by the police (my hyungs who can multi-act loh who else) cos i was an illegal immigrant (banglah, pardon my/my hyungs' racism sigh)
4. we never got to hueychyi and my marriage cos we were laughing so much we forgot abt it when we stopped.

um then hueychyi had a concert and yes she was entertaining us. in the end i was dragged up/volunteered up to sing/dance with her and zomggg liv and trik were such awesome fans siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

no words can do justice to that whole time so i shall just stop here goodbye

3 + 1 = bliss
xoxo

seems like its been forever since you've been gone, please come back home

okayi alright say hi to strawbeary, sunkiss' (number two) best friend! :D

not bad sia, i think its been ages since i came to my grandma's house cos i just realised that they do have internet access after all! thrrreeeeeeee cheeeeerrrrrrrs
but then there's only like this one freaking laggggg laptop and everyone in the house queues to use it (and somehow i'm always last in the line grr).
anyw yes i am gonna stay here (at my grand's) for six days (oh die thats like so long) because my grandmommmm went to macau and she left her dearest dog in singapore, so we've gotta take care of it.
elmo (the silver mini schnauzer) is so very pampered he/it cant sleep anywhere else but here so the whole company (parental department + co-units) has to stay over.
big-shot dog.

went over to trik's house after training and boy am i terribly sorry for sorta um, pangsehing rae yeyun lois kristal (cos i didnt go to vivo in the end)
i'm sure those magnanimous people will forgive me/trik, yes yes yes.
watched like a few episodes of this super exciting hongkong serial (if i'm not wrong its called the best ever crime-fighters or something like that loh) and livia hyung joined us!
watched and watched and watched and we shared a slice of cheese.
thaaaat cheese went up my nose! and i blew it out!
(hahahah hyung the pastamania incidentttttt) it was really gross.
i can still smell that stench of the cheese (not that i mind now).
but its so strong i think it'll stay in there for the nexttt hundred days (okay i do mind can)!
ate (very late) dinner at her place.
livia says that zac (trik's eight year old brother) likes me but i beg to differrr.
sigh i think trik's maid/househelper is terribly rude to her and my oh my our dearest hyung does not deserve to be treated that way!
walaoeh, dare to bully a bully ganggg member siaaaaa.

hahahhahhahahhaha.
the skirt incident in schoool.
i hope kristal has found the/her correct skirt! :D

i think my computer time is almost up - we have internet rationing here, tsk.
my brother the irritating is screaming in the background.
okayi this is so abrupt goodbye and goodnight.

i miss you and i will continue to the next six days :(

p.s. post dedicated to my momo will come up when i return to my yew tee home. happy waitingggggg my deaaaaaars.

you'll always be a part of me, i'm a part of you indefinitely

dont you think the shadows look like dna strands (or whatever you call them)?
i cooked her egg and she cooked mine - edible stuff fyi (@ her place)
well it was (rather) deserted and we were talking a lot so we decided to shout out how we felt.
most of it sounded like
"I MISS MISS PUVA!"
"C'DIV 08 WHERE ARE YOU!"
"C'DIV 08!"
stupid thing threw her duffel bag into the tree!
never knew hueychyi could look so cute eh!

my (ex)boyfriend number one totally dated (well sort of) me for the whole day. i got sent out of school/training (again! sigh) so she took me in and we ended up spending like ten hours (plus plus) with each other.

i stayed at her house till about 3+PM before we headed to choa chu kang. time flew (like seriously) super-duperly fast when we were watching intriguing MVs and coolio/grotty new songs and disgusting/sick/saddistic stuff (youtube) at her place. we cooked and she made me wash most of the dishes (so like home econs lessons hahaha).

wanted to play basketball at first but we both felt like sleeping when we reached the court (@ limbang park) so yayyy went to my house.
watched 27 dresses and its quite a cute movie!

my dad said she could stay over (o.o?!?!) lei.

anyway premium-grade boyfriend was freakkinggggg awesome today!
1) the fun and the laughter
2) talking
3) earpiece
4) garlic bread

yay i have awesome hyungs and an awesome boyfriend-hyung!
LUBDUB *inserts heart*

why dont you miss me :(
xoxo

lubdub my hyungs are the coolest!

and so we wanted to go to KNC at first.
but then it was raining so very heavily and we werent sure if *ahem* was there.
in the end we headed down to CCAB/botanic gardens, supposedly for the change concert but there was a sports carnival/event so we went there instead.
it was freaking random lah. SEE!

hahah and we didnt know if any admission tickets were needed. we just like stepped into this whole um, space(?) and started laughing like crazy idiots. i mean, we didnt even know what the event was about! intruders sia.







i thought it was an elephant from afar (like very very far).

we even got three free cans of redbull!

there was cheap food but we had to cough out five bucks to buy the coupons or something.

this guy tucked in his shirt so freakinggg high, couldnt help but take three pictures of him. bet he thought he was cool.

HAHAHHAHHA.
HAHHAHHA.

okay that guy(in the black box)'s middle name is tall and he is kinda cool. he was wearing a catholic high jersey and quite pro luh.
the other guy(in the white box)'s middle name is taller. another catholic high giant. he was like doing all kinds of bball tricks/stunts, and all the while he was stealing glances at us! there was this thing he did - he held the ball with one hand and he started swinging that arm like a pendulum. however hard he tried to impress us (haha) he looked reallyyyy stupid doing that lor! and then he lifted up his shirt and i think there are like ten packs in there. thus, we nicknamed him the ten-pack clock! and cos he was like secretly looking at us, the hyungs dared me to do something. well i was supposed to like wink when he caught my eye and sort of like do this hand thing \m/ to my ear (as in ask for phone number lah) but walaoeh my reaction wasnt quick enough/bad timing on my part.
ahya but then again:
they were/are both really ugly.

um nice sky i suppose.

poor thing she looks lost.

anyway it was like a whole hour of almost non-stop laughing and i swear its been quite a long time since i had so so so so so much fun!
but it was like at all the people's expense um ahhaha.

well i love you hyungs for all the adventures (and misadventures) since day one! i kinda wish livia was with us though :(

lubdub!

the road to hell is paved with good intentions

how very true.

well i had great fun with leumas eew (minus nicole lim) today! we caught what happens in vegas. its a good and funny no-brainer more-or-less chick flick, and i think cameron diaz and ashton kutcher had great on-screen chemistry.

spent twenty bucks at the arcade and laughed a lot playing this street fighting game (somewhat like tekkan) because i kept using this imba heavy-weight kungfu fighter who inflicted super lot of damage with his humongous chained iron-ball.

thank you so much :D

for today, and for your gift, although ... ...

and i'm really sorry.

i think i'll be going on a longgg hiatus.

or maybe a forever hiatus (although i doubt so).

when i dont feel that much of a monster (haha), i'll be back.

just to show you,

drink drink drink drink drink drink if you highlight you will know stuff you are better off not knowing.

the shadow of the day

okayi, let's just say i have no idea how to operate this (sound tech) thing. ooofs but i managed to come up with an arranged bar of beat (how wonderful)!

darling where's your patience?! hur, where? :D

i'm going to be awfully fat cos i had three cakes yesterday - okay enough of my birthday stuff because suddenly i feel like i never want to grow up. maybe i got sorta influenced by mitch albom's for one more day. kids lead wonderful, innocent lives. kids do not try to commit suicide thrice and fail all three times (seriously, how pathetic could chick get). kids are happy.
"my teacher asked me what i wanted to be when i grew up. i said, i wanted to be happy. she told me i didnt understand the question. i told her that she didnt understand life."

i've got another aspiration! okay to date: zookeeper (half time)! lawyer (half time)! writer (half time)! photographer (freelance)! sunflower grower (quarter time)!
i hereby add language arts teacher to this longggg obcrate list.
well ms chew said i will be a good one because i am meticulous (and yay).

well i went around to look for/buy ______ ___________ with tricia kok! she was such a naughty girl today, tsk. but oh well thanks a gahzillion for skipping your tuition to gallivant about with me (or maybe you should be thanking me). oops what cat did i just let outta the bag.
anyw, as i was sayinggg - oh we came back empty handed (save for sushi i guess).
it was reallyyy funny, how we pretended to be uh some interviewer and interviewee (now, didnt your mom teach you how to offer your chocolates, haha). and how we almost pee-ed in our pants. and how that idiot was scratching her throaat. and how we were trying to hide from ___ ___ cos this fella was in her PE attire. hhahahhahahhaha, laughs your head off.
yay hyung!

dont you all want to own what you like/love?
dont you? why act so noble and force it upon yourselves that "nothing can be wrong if she be well" (r and j quote btw)?
you know your heart never truly buys it.
i dont get it, i dont get it, i dont get it............!
sometimes i dont get myself either.

there is nothing brilliantly lit(erature) about this post (sigh).
sometimes,
i wonder if the sky is really green,
ciao.