i'm slipping into the lava, and i'm trying to keep from going under

and, guess who blogged the previous post! :D

am immensely proud of myself for organizing/filing/stapling all my worksheets/mock tests/revision papers/notes and for gathering my studying materials within two hours last night.
i even drew up a timetable! i reckon i'll rly stick to it, though.
ah, perseverance and discipline

finished the last of batik tdy and i rly wanted the tjanting :(

also had the last ever speech and drama lesson for the year! teckchye yousheng (heee) jieru and i put up our play and it went surprising smooth. enjoyed it much, even.
hahahaha. i especially liked the part whr i told yousheng, "i say, brave knight, these paper balls [for your info they were supposed to be soft toys but i forgot to bring them to sch :S] are adorable [and we didnt have time to edit the script so we just edited it like that hahah]!"
and he replied gallantly, "indeed princess, would you like one?"
after which teck chye the evil villian jumps into the scene and starts fighting with yousheng. ... okayi, then i got to pelt teck chye with the paper balls and it was awesome fun srsly :D

everyone's been asking me "hey when are your fangs coming?"
in approximately threee and a half weeks, if nothing goes wrong in the shipping/checkpoint clearance !!!
hahaha and i've decided to bare my fangs selectively.
used my dad's visa to buy it from a US online store and i told him it was about 20US dollars
turned out twice the price, but i bought it anyw. hope my dad doesnt blow up when he gets the billing

randy asked me out on a golfing date! 9 holes !!!
zomg srsly. what, the last time i played was in... i forgot. a few gahzillon years ago
my arms have been itching for a swing but i dont know lei, i'm not prepared to get owned by him hahaha.

imma start mugging. i promise to get a life after EOYS

xoxo

wish there was something inside me, to keep you beside me

call me childish or whatever, anyhow its a tid for a tad.

and walaoeh, why doesnt anyone (none at all) get the seriousness of this!
our dearest cleo's (or in my case, my dearest momo's) birthday is in -um count the hours please i'm having a headache now-!
maybe they all dont bother because they have already got their perfect gift wrapped up, and people like joonghan will just write an enormous 'I O U' card (like i used to do before i became thoughtful).
my point here is that, i have like no ideas for herrrrr gift at all (besides one spect of dust, um alfred.....)!
momo if you're reading this dont worry i'm just trying to scare you as a matter of fact your super huge thing is now on my bedroom floor so yeah just enjoy the last day of you beinggg fifteeeeeeen....! *ahem*
i'm quite a good liar in case you havent noticed.
DIE MANZXC.

yoursuperheromonstersizedsmile! says:
hahaha lady wld u just chill?
yoursuperheromonstersizedsmile! says:
she wun slaughter u for nt giving her a present
yoursuperheromonstersizedsmile! says:
or else u will b dead by nw
yoursuperheromonstersizedsmile! says:
since whn u give her presents =.=

i have awesome friends.

and i think i'll be having vocal lessons with my angel.
bless me.

xoxo
i know i'm losing you

there's hope in every heartbeat

cross my fingers, i hope thz doesnt slaughter me on friday.
"sarah, you are not on task at all!" grrrrrrrrrrrrr manzxc.
oh and then i'll have to go meet (meat, haha trik) mk on that day too. i bet its gonna be a mind-taxing emotions-draining dayyyyyyy :(

mid-years are in two days. i feel the pressure buildingggggg.
i want to fly away in a hot air ballooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

i havent exactly been feeling the urge blog, dont know why lei/
and i miss mc.
i'm not gonna see her tmr you know, mcfc let's all die.
i'm not gonna see my darling either, sighs

oh well i've got plans for tomorrow alr! yay trik and i will go over to yy's place and do some hardcore mugging. okayi, not some. like plentiful of it - five hours hopefully. i cant afford to screw up my upcoming papers (especially not after failing all my graded assignments). ahur, stresseedddddd. it'll be great if we could squeeze some time off to bake yo.
discipline. and goodness we took a really long time (actually not luh) to find a place which is free-of-distractions, quiet (but not so much that we cant study), got personal space etc.

i cant help but sneeze non-stop. who's thinking of me [so very vigourously (bad vocab so sorry)], own up now alright. sneezes, sneezes.
i think i can form a one-man band yeah.
and what's wrong with me i think the mucus has gotten to my brain. like, block it or something.
i wasnt talking any sense when i was phoning trik just now.
gross.

what an ugly post, yuck.

i feel impatient.
ciao.
sneezes on you

emotions

updated:

four rv netballers found dead in the kalamari desert (actually, the netball court).
cause of death is unknown, corpses were found sprawled on the floor.
however, a possibility would be excessive inhalation of pesticide (uh, they were spraying it yo).
sarah: are we mosquitoes? are we? are we?!
trik: yes, yes we're pests.
sarah and trik and kristal and rae: *dies*

trik: eh, are you taking? are you? (talking to kristal abt shooting statistics)
kristal: yes...
sarah: yes, yes! *uses handphone to pretend to take pictures (like my phone has a camera)*
trik: *gives a dang lame face* *starts doing ultra unglam poses* *james bond hahahhahha*
kristal: HURRY UP I WANT TO GO HOME!
trik: okay, okay, i know. i want to go home too. we all miss home very much.

and then, we cracked ourselves up by lip-syncing/singing and trying to shoot album covers (using shadows). oh and by planning to throw the soccer ball over the fence if it rolled to us, because the boys said something rather crude to us (like chio) and they didnt want to pass our ball back initially, grrrrrr.
my, it was awfully fun under the sun!

oh and well, it was so dang embarrassing today cos i, along with four other classmates (btw chairman included), had to shift my table and chair out of the classroom to complete my assignment. so i/we had to bear with all the quizical looks those people from level two (who were going about their toilet routine so the untimely) shot me/us.
and i know the parental department is very disappointed in me cos thz called them up. and dang, fish and i have gotta face mk tmr. die, die, die. last words, anybody?

yay thanks twinneh again for kite!

darling i came so close to losing you.
i never ever ever ever want to experience it again.
never.
and, (no)sorry.

ciao

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the more i try to hide them, the more i am revealing them.

thanks twinneh :)