the shadow of the day

okayi, let's just say i have no idea how to operate this (sound tech) thing. ooofs but i managed to come up with an arranged bar of beat (how wonderful)!

darling where's your patience?! hur, where? :D

i'm going to be awfully fat cos i had three cakes yesterday - okay enough of my birthday stuff because suddenly i feel like i never want to grow up. maybe i got sorta influenced by mitch albom's for one more day. kids lead wonderful, innocent lives. kids do not try to commit suicide thrice and fail all three times (seriously, how pathetic could chick get). kids are happy.
"my teacher asked me what i wanted to be when i grew up. i said, i wanted to be happy. she told me i didnt understand the question. i told her that she didnt understand life."

i've got another aspiration! okay to date: zookeeper (half time)! lawyer (half time)! writer (half time)! photographer (freelance)! sunflower grower (quarter time)!
i hereby add language arts teacher to this longggg obcrate list.
well ms chew said i will be a good one because i am meticulous (and yay).

well i went around to look for/buy ______ ___________ with tricia kok! she was such a naughty girl today, tsk. but oh well thanks a gahzillion for skipping your tuition to gallivant about with me (or maybe you should be thanking me). oops what cat did i just let outta the bag.
anyw, as i was sayinggg - oh we came back empty handed (save for sushi i guess).
it was reallyyy funny, how we pretended to be uh some interviewer and interviewee (now, didnt your mom teach you how to offer your chocolates, haha). and how we almost pee-ed in our pants. and how that idiot was scratching her throaat. and how we were trying to hide from ___ ___ cos this fella was in her PE attire. hhahahhahahhaha, laughs your head off.
yay hyung!

dont you all want to own what you like/love?
dont you? why act so noble and force it upon yourselves that "nothing can be wrong if she be well" (r and j quote btw)?
you know your heart never truly buys it.
i dont get it, i dont get it, i dont get it............!
sometimes i dont get myself either.

there is nothing brilliantly lit(erature) about this post (sigh).
sometimes,
i wonder if the sky is really green,
ciao.