Showing posts with label ambiguity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ambiguity. Show all posts

Sunday, September 21, 2008

i'm a big big girl in a big big world

its not a big big thing if you leave me. or if i leave you

i wont even fking care if you disappear from the face of earth. never again will i have anything to do with you. let's draw the line, for real this time.

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so my daddy should be in taiwan now. didnt go to church cos of some family issues tdy morning. my mom, bro and i ended up at causeway point whr we spent four hundred dollars.

my new pencil case. no joke



retail therapy came too early.

but perhaps, thr is a btr alternative. one which numbs totally

i choose to have no air.

Sunday, May 11, 2008

has your world ever come crashing down on you, cos mine is

all this ambiguity is killing me.

how do you breathe when there's no more oxygen in the air?
how does the story continue without the main character of the plot?
what happens to all those afraid of the dark when the moon, along with all the stars, is removed from the night sky?
what happens when the most important person of your life involuntarily, or perhaps with your push, walks out on you?
you become breathless.
your life loses its drive.
the pathways of which you walk on becomes dim, dark, un-lit.
simply, you die; or you learn to cope with this loss - in this case the latter is much, much harder.

flyaway.