the place where a star used to be.
- D. H. Lawrence, "submergence"
lo and behold i have finished my sister's keeper (by jodi picoult, for all you who live under a stone/rock/pebble and/or are deprived of the exhilirating experience of reading her books)! i am kidding. no offence to those who'd very much rather stephen king or some sci-fi author
yay lunch @ sakae was a blast! its been lightyears since the family had fun. fun as in my brother spilling over his can of coke my other brother attempting to throw those green jap beans into his cup and my poor father trying to be cool and calm ignoring them while trying to strike up a conversation with my mom who is busy upholding (or pretending to) her dignity by trying not to shriek and/or scream she ends up shouting in a whisper which my brothers know they can get away with so they just continue messing around anyw
sometimes i think i'm the only one with brains.
i sat there laughinngggg and eating to my fill.
let's just say i've got a paunch now. oh die die die diet
got a new nike tote too. ask and you will be given hahhahaha :D
i think we might be going down to visit my greatgrandma late noon then we'll head to town for more shoppinggggggggg
BREAKING DAWN (of twilight series) is out for pre-orders alr! if by chance we end up somewhere near borders i will convince them to get me a copy
my parents had a lil fight when jovan got injure just now,
but oh well today might just be a promisinggggg day after all
nosorry darling
xoxo
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Thursday, July 3, 2008
one fire burns out another's burning, one pain is lessen'd by another's anguish.
- william shakespeare, romeo and juliet
okayi first of all (ms) faith goh is really not that bad (as in boring, uninteresting, quiet etc) a teacher. never judge a book by its cover
she's nice and all plus she showed care for me when i was pale (not exactly, still black actually) and groggy and isolated from all my other classmates during speech and drama lesson today.
trik + rae + kristal attempted to get panadols for me from the PE teachers before assembly today. did you know that the school is not allowed to give out drugs/medication which cause drowsiness and/or host side-effects? i didnt
i was sleeping almost throughout all the lessons anyw
i will read ashes for you, if you ask me.
i will look in the fire and tell you from the gray lashes
and out of the red and the black tongues and stripes,
i will tell how fire comes
and how fire runs as far as the sea.
- carl sandburg, "fire pages"
went to visit my greatgrandmother in the hospital yesterday. i got fussed over pretty much. alright, very much, actually.
it really shook me to see how much she hurt. i am just glad that she still remembers me after the concussion.
then again, how can she ever forget me (i am the sunshine in her life as she always tells)
i think i will drop by again after training tmr
my sister's keeper by jodi picoult is rather sad.
I LOVE BULLY GANG!
and i cant wait for the outing ooooooooooooofs
replaced replaced replaced
xoxo
okayi first of all (ms) faith goh is really not that bad (as in boring, uninteresting, quiet etc) a teacher. never judge a book by its cover
she's nice and all plus she showed care for me when i was pale (not exactly, still black actually) and groggy and isolated from all my other classmates during speech and drama lesson today.
trik + rae + kristal attempted to get panadols for me from the PE teachers before assembly today. did you know that the school is not allowed to give out drugs/medication which cause drowsiness and/or host side-effects? i didnt
i was sleeping almost throughout all the lessons anyw
i will read ashes for you, if you ask me.
i will look in the fire and tell you from the gray lashes
and out of the red and the black tongues and stripes,
i will tell how fire comes
and how fire runs as far as the sea.
- carl sandburg, "fire pages"
went to visit my greatgrandmother in the hospital yesterday. i got fussed over pretty much. alright, very much, actually.
it really shook me to see how much she hurt. i am just glad that she still remembers me after the concussion.
then again, how can she ever forget me (i am the sunshine in her life as she always tells)
i think i will drop by again after training tmr
my sister's keeper by jodi picoult is rather sad.
I LOVE BULLY GANG!
and i cant wait for the outing ooooooooooooofs
replaced replaced replaced
xoxo
Monday, June 30, 2008
classic arcade buttons
i. am. freezingg brrrrr my fingers are so numb i (sorta) have trouble typing. doesnt help that i'm using the same com as i did in com class last week. the one with the problematic spacebar :O
you know they have like iMacs in the artrooooooooom and all they have here is like, some reallly really lag shitzxc hp computers?!?!
tsk but (anyw) i think apple products are way overrated (like how being cool is) they just look classy and spick (which is how guys should look but come'on sometimes they are overrated too, just sometimes - for eg. tom welling and zac efron are exceptions).
yesterday evening/night was one hell of a time.
or maybe i just got like too whatever-ed/mad/pissed/frustrated/unhappy (as it might have struck you i have henceforth decided to relinquish my fermantle-wocked grasp of bombastic words so you dont have to search your dense little brains you know what forget it this is just a load of crap
bullshit
goodbye.
you know they have like iMacs in the artrooooooooom and all they have here is like, some reallly really lag shitzxc hp computers?!?!
tsk but (anyw) i think apple products are way overrated (like how being cool is) they just look classy and spick (which is how guys should look but come'on sometimes they are overrated too, just sometimes - for eg. tom welling and zac efron are exceptions).
yesterday evening/night was one hell of a time.
or maybe i just got like too whatever-ed/mad/pissed/frustrated/unhappy (as it might have struck you i have henceforth decided to relinquish my fermantle-wocked grasp of bombastic words so you dont have to search your dense little brains you know what forget it this is just a load of crap
bullshit
goodbye.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
sometimes there's only one thing left to say:
bully gang forever!
no other group of stupid people (yeah name calling is how we show our affection right, trik) makes me laugh so hard and uncontrollably with such good (actually, the best) clean fun :D
after training yesterday played a bit of netball (feng shui gan coolio to the max manzxc okayi back to the point) and then.... YONG HUEY CHYI MY BABY came (back to school to the netball court)! not important that she came lah actually, the point is she bought us hyungs a can of apple juice and um the plastic-thingy of ribena and i thought it was really sweet of her.
and then i had the best time of my day!!! !!! !!!
well i almost got married to my three hyungs cos they carried me by my limbs and threw me on the field and i got paralyzed so they had to take responsibility (by marrying me).
notice the word almost.
i didnt in the end cos:
no other group of stupid people (yeah name calling is how we show our affection right, trik) makes me laugh so hard and uncontrollably with such good (actually, the best) clean fun :D
after training yesterday played a bit of netball (feng shui gan coolio to the max manzxc okayi back to the point) and then.... YONG HUEY CHYI MY BABY came (back to school to the netball court)! not important that she came lah actually, the point is she bought us hyungs a can of apple juice and um the plastic-thingy of ribena and i thought it was really sweet of her.
and then i had the best time of my day!!! !!! !!!
well i almost got married to my three hyungs cos they carried me by my limbs and threw me on the field and i got paralyzed so they had to take responsibility (by marrying me).
notice the word almost.
i didnt in the end cos:
- i forgot why trik didnt want to marry me whoops
- livia thought i was too short for her
- i got brought away by the police (my hyungs who can multi-act loh who else) cos i was an illegal immigrant (banglah, pardon my/my hyungs' racism sigh)
- we never got to hueychyi and my marriage cos we were laughing so much we forgot abt it when we stopped.
um then hueychyi had a concert and yes she was entertaining us. in the end i was dragged up/volunteered up to sing/dance with her and zomggg liv and trik were such awesome fans siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D
no words can do justice to that whole time so i shall just stop here goodbye
3 + 1 = bliss
xoxo
Monday, June 23, 2008
being cool is overrated
baby why'd you look at me like that haha ;P
i'm at the computer lab now (my first com lesson of 2008) and the keyboard sucks (much). if i dont (literally) hit the spacebar with all my finger power mypostwilllooklikethatandiamnottheleastkidding so dang it
okay i got thispiece (shitzxc the dying spacebar) of freakinggg (bad) news today morning and it caused me to curse out loud so much i awed bolun and/or huakai cos i did the wtf hand thing and i said it out too
tsk i couldnt help it so forgive me for stooping to such low qwerty behaviour
like who wouldnt be upset if he/she/it knew that ms sharlene chew (fyi she was my lang arts teacher) was gonna be replaced by some faith goh person (perhaps my impression of her will change overtime but right now i'm hella upset k)
like maybe my flame for language will diminish and soon i were to be going to typed liddat.
end of the world alr :(
ahya but um we-all-know-who saved my morning cos we-all-know-who talked to me !!! !!!
and i became really eggcited and screamy and high and whatevernots i threw my face/reputation outta the window but well point is i feel happy now :DDDDDD
stupid of us (baby and i and maybe shepherds pie too).
during break the usual people were like at the netball table referencing homework when someone 'mongst us asked for the time.
lois (i think) said "ten thirty or around there." btw she was estimating cos none of us were geek enough to carry a watch (joking, people).
hueychyi and i literally jumped out of our seats/benches cos our break was supposed to end at 10.20AM we were like OMG!-ing and wtshitzxc-ing and screaming and stuff and um while running upstairs she almost fell and i was laughing and then we got smart and we asked for the time from this year1 boy who had this blue watch and hallelujah it was only like 10.10PM so yeah we rushed for nothing
in the end we even had time to stand outside the class to singggggg and sorts so yeah you get my lame point i hope
i miss momo lots i wish she would come back soon :(
anyw if you see this i hope your uncle's okayi alright he'll be fine and i'll be praying for him so have faith in trust in him who healeths, please.
you can do it :D
jiayou!
"because you live, and breathe, because you make me believe in myself when nobody else could help - because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky."
and i wish i could do the same for you.
i'll be.... watching!
eh i feel like i can emo for the rest of my life. W-T-arrrrrrrghhhhhhh mc mc mc mc mc mc mc (oh my miss chew is also mc)
my life is coloured by the mcs
xoxo
i'm at the computer lab now (my first com lesson of 2008) and the keyboard sucks (much). if i dont (literally) hit the spacebar with all my finger power mypostwilllooklikethatandiamnottheleastkidding so dang it
okay i got thispiece (shitzxc the dying spacebar) of freakinggg (bad) news today morning and it caused me to curse out loud so much i awed bolun and/or huakai cos i did the wtf hand thing and i said it out too
tsk i couldnt help it so forgive me for stooping to such low qwerty behaviour
like who wouldnt be upset if he/she/it knew that ms sharlene chew (fyi she was my lang arts teacher) was gonna be replaced by some faith goh person (perhaps my impression of her will change overtime but right now i'm hella upset k)
like maybe my flame for language will diminish and soon i were to be going to typed liddat.
end of the world alr :(
ahya but um we-all-know-who saved my morning cos we-all-know-who talked to me !!! !!!
and i became really eggcited and screamy and high and whatevernots i threw my face/reputation outta the window but well point is i feel happy now :DDDDDD
stupid of us (baby and i and maybe shepherds pie too).
during break the usual people were like at the netball table referencing homework when someone 'mongst us asked for the time.
lois (i think) said "ten thirty or around there." btw she was estimating cos none of us were geek enough to carry a watch (joking, people).
hueychyi and i literally jumped out of our seats/benches cos our break was supposed to end at 10.20AM we were like OMG!-ing and wtshitzxc-ing and screaming and stuff and um while running upstairs she almost fell and i was laughing and then we got smart and we asked for the time from this year1 boy who had this blue watch and hallelujah it was only like 10.10PM so yeah we rushed for nothing
in the end we even had time to stand outside the class to singggggg and sorts so yeah you get my lame point i hope
i miss momo lots i wish she would come back soon :(
anyw if you see this i hope your uncle's okayi alright he'll be fine and i'll be praying for him so have faith in trust in him who healeths, please.
you can do it :D
jiayou!
"because you live, and breathe, because you make me believe in myself when nobody else could help - because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky."
and i wish i could do the same for you.
i'll be.... watching!
eh i feel like i can emo for the rest of my life. W-T-arrrrrrrghhhhhhh mc mc mc mc mc mc mc (oh my miss chew is also mc)
my life is coloured by the mcs
xoxo
Sunday, June 22, 2008
procastination kills
and imma die tomorrow. any last words?
oh c'mon dont be shy you can proclaim your love to me its alright :D
i know that i am no longer as important.
__________________________________
EDITED @ 8.13PM
for the one millionth time i wondered why everyone was ignoring me/not replying to my messages. now i know why!
my inbox was full i got upset for nothing and really i am the person who has supposedly dao-ed them whoops hahaha okay bye
__________________________________
i listened to Boys II Men's Four Seasons Of Loneliness 15 times today! its quite an emo-y love song (like a lot of their songs are but nice noneoftheless) if you really listen to the lyrics:
i know you look at me differently from what you used to, you show it.
I long for the warmth of days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life's empty without you by my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try
When I get courage up to love somebody new
It always falls apart 'cause they just
Can't compare to you
Your love won't release me
I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four season's change
Chorus:
In comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes its way here
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare
When you're not here it doesn't feel the same
Remember the nights when we closed our eyes
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
Anytime I think about these things is shared with you
I break down and cry 'cause I get so emotional
Until you release me I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change
Chorus
This loneliness Has crushed my heart
Please let me love again
'Cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain
Or four seasons will bring the loneliness again
shitzxc i dont feel like doing my homework already.
haha i really have no idea why that OMG! nicole aspires to blog like me someday.
and she thinks that its funny that i'm lazy. ()h miie tian ^^
is it selfish of me to still want you to love me wholeheartedly?
i feel quite sad that my angel matt is gonna be enlisted in the army/serving in camp next month.
you shouldnt and i should not want this
oh and thank god, my grandmother's feeling so much better! just yesterday she was unable to walk and that scared me quite a bit.
but the thing is, i do. i do, so much
xoxo
oh c'mon dont be shy you can proclaim your love to me its alright :D
i know that i am no longer as important.
__________________________________
EDITED @ 8.13PM
for the one millionth time i wondered why everyone was ignoring me/not replying to my messages. now i know why!
my inbox was full i got upset for nothing and really i am the person who has supposedly dao-ed them whoops hahaha okay bye
__________________________________
i listened to Boys II Men's Four Seasons Of Loneliness 15 times today! its quite an emo-y love song (like a lot of their songs are but nice noneoftheless) if you really listen to the lyrics:
i know you look at me differently from what you used to, you show it.
I long for the warmth of days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life's empty without you by my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try
When I get courage up to love somebody new
It always falls apart 'cause they just
Can't compare to you
Your love won't release me
I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four season's change
Chorus:
In comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes its way here
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare
When you're not here it doesn't feel the same
Remember the nights when we closed our eyes
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
Anytime I think about these things is shared with you
I break down and cry 'cause I get so emotional
Until you release me I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change
Chorus
This loneliness Has crushed my heart
Please let me love again
'Cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain
Or four seasons will bring the loneliness again
shitzxc i dont feel like doing my homework already.
haha i really have no idea why that OMG! nicole aspires to blog like me someday.
and she thinks that its funny that i'm lazy. ()h miie tian ^^
is it selfish of me to still want you to love me wholeheartedly?
i feel quite sad that my angel matt is gonna be enlisted in the army/serving in camp next month.
you shouldnt and i should not want this
oh and thank god, my grandmother's feeling so much better! just yesterday she was unable to walk and that scared me quite a bit.
but the thing is, i do. i do, so much
xoxo
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