and i hate how much i love you, and i just cant let you go.
everytime you ask me to "believe in what [you] i think" my heart breaks a little more. every time you reject me, no matter how insignificant it may seem to you, it numbs me inside out.
He turned to Allie and laced his fingers through her own, squeezing nearly to the point of pain. 'Three months ago, if you asked me, i would have told you that if you really loved someone, you'd let them go. But now i look at you, and i dream about Maggie, and i see that i've been wrong. If you really love someone, Allie, i think you have to take them back.'
- jodi picoult, mercy
just read through my classmate's blogs. tseyin's recent post (which commented on my laughter) flattered me a bit hahaha :D
unfortunately, or rather fortunately, i am not the pervert you think i am sorry to disappoint you eh (inside thingum)
claire's post, however, made me reminicise (?) about the really engagingly funnaye moments with ms chew. yes she used to stomp into the classroom in an unfeminine fashion and bellow "(good) afternoon!"
oh my MC(s) :(
anyw, i am/have sore: heart
- throat
- eye
and i am running a [high(er)] temperature now
i was fine this morning anyw.
oh yeah yuyan's my happy tree :D
went to vivo with fish hyung right after classes ended. ate and bought some stuff and walked etc hahahah the usual things :)
you um, know *tikko look*
hahahah nah joking luh.
came back and watched the juniors for a while before deciding that seeing them do stretching excercises was Boring (with a capital B)
reached home relatively early and i brought back fish's phone by mistake whooops :S
you dont decide who survives in a car crash,
10th day without ms chen;
7 days till breaking dawn is released;
28 days till i see momo again -
Showing posts with label baby. Show all posts
Showing posts with label baby. Show all posts
Monday, July 28, 2008
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
being cool is overrated
baby why'd you look at me like that haha ;P
i'm at the computer lab now (my first com lesson of 2008) and the keyboard sucks (much). if i dont (literally) hit the spacebar with all my finger power mypostwilllooklikethatandiamnottheleastkidding so dang it
okay i got thispiece (shitzxc the dying spacebar) of freakinggg (bad) news today morning and it caused me to curse out loud so much i awed bolun and/or huakai cos i did the wtf hand thing and i said it out too
tsk i couldnt help it so forgive me for stooping to such low qwerty behaviour
like who wouldnt be upset if he/she/it knew that ms sharlene chew (fyi she was my lang arts teacher) was gonna be replaced by some faith goh person (perhaps my impression of her will change overtime but right now i'm hella upset k)
like maybe my flame for language will diminish and soon i were to be going to typed liddat.
end of the world alr :(
ahya but um we-all-know-who saved my morning cos we-all-know-who talked to me !!! !!!
and i became really eggcited and screamy and high and whatevernots i threw my face/reputation outta the window but well point is i feel happy now :DDDDDD
stupid of us (baby and i and maybe shepherds pie too).
during break the usual people were like at the netball table referencing homework when someone 'mongst us asked for the time.
lois (i think) said "ten thirty or around there." btw she was estimating cos none of us were geek enough to carry a watch (joking, people).
hueychyi and i literally jumped out of our seats/benches cos our break was supposed to end at 10.20AM we were like OMG!-ing and wtshitzxc-ing and screaming and stuff and um while running upstairs she almost fell and i was laughing and then we got smart and we asked for the time from this year1 boy who had this blue watch and hallelujah it was only like 10.10PM so yeah we rushed for nothing
in the end we even had time to stand outside the class to singggggg and sorts so yeah you get my lame point i hope
i miss momo lots i wish she would come back soon :(
anyw if you see this i hope your uncle's okayi alright he'll be fine and i'll be praying for him so have faith in trust in him who healeths, please.
you can do it :D
jiayou!
"because you live, and breathe, because you make me believe in myself when nobody else could help - because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky."
and i wish i could do the same for you.
i'll be.... watching!
eh i feel like i can emo for the rest of my life. W-T-arrrrrrrghhhhhhh mc mc mc mc mc mc mc (oh my miss chew is also mc)
my life is coloured by the mcs
xoxo
i'm at the computer lab now (my first com lesson of 2008) and the keyboard sucks (much). if i dont (literally) hit the spacebar with all my finger power mypostwilllooklikethatandiamnottheleastkidding so dang it
okay i got thispiece (shitzxc the dying spacebar) of freakinggg (bad) news today morning and it caused me to curse out loud so much i awed bolun and/or huakai cos i did the wtf hand thing and i said it out too
tsk i couldnt help it so forgive me for stooping to such low qwerty behaviour
like who wouldnt be upset if he/she/it knew that ms sharlene chew (fyi she was my lang arts teacher) was gonna be replaced by some faith goh person (perhaps my impression of her will change overtime but right now i'm hella upset k)
like maybe my flame for language will diminish and soon i were to be going to typed liddat.
end of the world alr :(
ahya but um we-all-know-who saved my morning cos we-all-know-who talked to me !!! !!!
and i became really eggcited and screamy and high and whatevernots i threw my face/reputation outta the window but well point is i feel happy now :DDDDDD
stupid of us (baby and i and maybe shepherds pie too).
during break the usual people were like at the netball table referencing homework when someone 'mongst us asked for the time.
lois (i think) said "ten thirty or around there." btw she was estimating cos none of us were geek enough to carry a watch (joking, people).
hueychyi and i literally jumped out of our seats/benches cos our break was supposed to end at 10.20AM we were like OMG!-ing and wtshitzxc-ing and screaming and stuff and um while running upstairs she almost fell and i was laughing and then we got smart and we asked for the time from this year1 boy who had this blue watch and hallelujah it was only like 10.10PM so yeah we rushed for nothing
in the end we even had time to stand outside the class to singggggg and sorts so yeah you get my lame point i hope
i miss momo lots i wish she would come back soon :(
anyw if you see this i hope your uncle's okayi alright he'll be fine and i'll be praying for him so have faith in trust in him who healeths, please.
you can do it :D
jiayou!
"because you live, and breathe, because you make me believe in myself when nobody else could help - because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky."
and i wish i could do the same for you.
i'll be.... watching!
eh i feel like i can emo for the rest of my life. W-T-arrrrrrrghhhhhhh mc mc mc mc mc mc mc (oh my miss chew is also mc)
my life is coloured by the mcs
xoxo
Saturday, June 21, 2008
if ever i believe my work is done, then i'll start back at one
i didnt know brian mcknight is black till like, now. black(ie)s sing well (*hints hints* nah i'm joking)
sigh i've/we've got to conform (back) to the regular school routine (and such) in like, what, two days. these four weeks have passed in such a scuffy jiffy i didnt really make use of them to do (enough) work nor enjoy myself (enough). i wish school term would pass just as fast. isnt it weird how time sometimes feels relative?
i have like almost all my homework left undone grrrrrr
yay hueychyi's coming over (i think she'll reach soon) and tgt we're gonna chionggggg all the assignments and whatever shitzxc :D
watched both the c'div's and b'div's ENL games and went to kallang leisure park to lunch with baby lixuan ethel cynthia hoching and rachel after that.
thereafter we played at the arcade and it was the mosssst funnnnn daytona-ing with all of them! we (or maybe just cynthia and rachel and i) were squealinggg pigs (no of cos not we squeal with dignity, helloo?) and our heads dropped off after all that screaming (like of cos they did) cos the race was hellaaaa exciting i tell you.
like cyn and i were fighting for first-second placinggg and we kept overtaking each other. then rachel the *#&)!*@ had to go raammm me into the wall/sides while i was drfting (i was reallyyyy doing it k). if not for her i would have won the race !!! like seriously
ahya but rachel kept saying that it was unfair cos cyn and i both had headstarts in the very first place hahhaha
its okayi. just jiayou for monday noplease
not needed. extra. no warmth. i miss it. i miss her. i miss everything i wish the clock would turn back. given a second chance i would have done it all differently and come out of court with zero regrets, i would have made her proud of us.
off to play with my ESAIS.
xoxo
YAY BABYYYY BOUGHT ME REDBULL HOHOHO :D
sigh i've/we've got to conform (back) to the regular school routine (and such) in like, what, two days. these four weeks have passed in such a scuffy jiffy i didnt really make use of them to do (enough) work nor enjoy myself (enough). i wish school term would pass just as fast. isnt it weird how time sometimes feels relative?
i have like almost all my homework left undone grrrrrr
yay hueychyi's coming over (i think she'll reach soon) and tgt we're gonna chionggggg all the assignments and whatever shitzxc :D
watched both the c'div's and b'div's ENL games and went to kallang leisure park to lunch with baby lixuan ethel cynthia hoching and rachel after that.
thereafter we played at the arcade and it was the mosssst funnnnn daytona-ing with all of them! we (or maybe just cynthia and rachel and i) were squealinggg pigs (no of cos not we squeal with dignity, helloo?) and our heads dropped off after all that screaming (like of cos they did) cos the race was hellaaaa exciting i tell you.
like cyn and i were fighting for first-second placinggg and we kept overtaking each other. then rachel the *#&)!*@ had to go raammm me into the wall/sides while i was drfting (i was reallyyyy doing it k). if not for her i would have won the race !!! like seriously
ahya but rachel kept saying that it was unfair cos cyn and i both had headstarts in the very first place hahhaha
its okayi. just jiayou for monday noplease
not needed. extra. no warmth. i miss it. i miss her. i miss everything i wish the clock would turn back. given a second chance i would have done it all differently and come out of court with zero regrets, i would have made her proud of us.
off to play with my ESAIS.
xoxo
YAY BABYYYY BOUGHT ME REDBULL HOHOHO :D
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