the gap in the great constellation,

the place where a star used to be.
- D. H. Lawrence, "submergence"

lo and behold i have finished my sister's keeper (by jodi picoult, for all you who live under a stone/rock/pebble and/or are deprived of the exhilirating experience of reading her books)! i am kidding. no offence to those who'd very much rather stephen king or some sci-fi author

yay lunch @ sakae was a blast! its been lightyears since the family had fun. fun as in my brother spilling over his can of coke my other brother attempting to throw those green jap beans into his cup and my poor father trying to be cool and calm ignoring them while trying to strike up a conversation with my mom who is busy upholding (or pretending to) her dignity by trying not to shriek and/or scream she ends up shouting in a whisper which my brothers know they can get away with so they just continue messing around anyw
sometimes i think i'm the only one with brains.
i sat there laughinngggg and eating to my fill.
let's just say i've got a paunch now. oh die die die diet

got a new nike tote too. ask and you will be given hahhahaha :D

i think we might be going down to visit my greatgrandma late noon then we'll head to town for more shoppinggggggggg
BREAKING DAWN (of twilight series) is out for pre-orders alr! if by chance we end up somewhere near borders i will convince them to get me a copy

my parents had a lil fight when jovan got injure just now,
but oh well today might just be a promisinggggg day after all
nosorry darling
xoxo

cant you see that there's nothing i wanna do, but try to make it up to you and it feels like tonight

MCFC sent (or rather, gave) me a warning letter today after the history paper (which was mediocre in a good kind of way) because i am/was wayyy to infatuated with MC!
i am kind of tempted to post that piece of formal thing here but well that will only lead me to receiving another one. i feel like MCFC is a real solid organisation yo.
i'll just have to be (a lot) more discerning/careful with my words from now.

AND I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I JUST READ. THEY.. TH.. THEY ______ __!
DANG AM I ENVIOUS, LIKE WALAOEH HOW CAN MANZXC.
ITS SUCH A PITY TOO, THAT CHEMISTRY IS NOT MY MODULE.
oops i need to tone down because i dont need another warning letter.

i forgot what i wanted to blog about.
forget it. must be the beans (do i make sense to you?).

my darling bought that bag today and i feel like getting another tote (not the ones from zinc though).
i am such a spendthrift i think i will die, like, when i'm thirty - due to poverty.
and i wont get a proper burial.

and i think there is a serious need to observe trik cos she has insane thoughts: she told me that she will someday become (somewhat like) peter and shoot everyone down.
dont remind me, i do remember that i owe her (or rather, her sister) a book.

stress seems to be taking a toll on me.
mind you.

and, i understand all that hueychyi said, to some extent.

addicted,
ciao.