as we go on, we remember

all the times we had together.

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yesterday 6 nov 2008 :

ytd was RV's annual learning symposium and i (along with joshua, shirley, yuxian, suzanne, claire, wenting and abigail) skipped all the boring lectures/workshops to tend 2B's game stall.
can say that we did pretty well because we came in fourth in the competition :D
am just so glad that the last big project we got to do as a class was such a success!
oh and we all (2B) pencils had our arms/faces/hair painted it was all very very hip.
indescribable gaiety and life in the hall.
2A's game was quite funny. very entertaining.
well, almost everything that has got to do with blindfolds are.
2H's game was rlyyyyyyyyy cute hahaha yeyun kristal trik and i played doubles.
not tennis luh, just in case you were wondering.

then trik and i went to ikea/anchorpoint to look for gifts. class farewell presents that sorta stuff
ended up spending nearly all our assets on sausage buns, icecream, chicken wings, bread, eggs and tea.
hahah i was close to getting something but they didnt have it in a quantity of thirrty sooooo.. sigh. sorry guys

rushed for speed7 training thereafter and was late by five mins. thank goodness they werent about to start yet!
got our team tees alr :D
yellow and red dri-fit tees. quite nifty
couldnt focus entirely and i only have chan yu xian to blame.
she messaged me right before my training started, when i was on the way, asking me to contribute an ending statement to the class montage.
so i had to think. a lot. reminisce. walk down memory lane.
all you (2B) pencils were still weighing on my mind throughout my whole traininggggg
i performed okay for it though.
buck up x 100000000000000000000000
i can do it :D

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today:

was very sad.
the above fragment is an understatement

when the montage was played on the screen in class, wenting and ali broke down.
the others followed suit subsequently.
it was a downer situation.
i was trying damn hard to contain all that melancholy and dofuleness.
i hurried downstairs to whr all the netballers were, hoping that the tears wouldnt fall but i couldnt help it. so i ran back up to whr the rest of 2B were hiding/crying and i sequentially hugged every single one of them (mostly girls) left in what would soon be our ex-territory.
missed part of ms loo's celebration cos i couldnt bear to go down.
missed more of the celebration cos TM claire and i went to the hall to listen to live RFIY.
i didnt even cry so much when my P6 class was parting.
sigh but i found solace upon reminding myself (constantly) that our class chalet is just tmr :)

after weights training, munched and talked a bit with the netballers before going off to join the class at JP lib.
walao TM claire and jerome (whom i thought were absolutely nice cos they went to fetch me) totally played a prank on me hahaha.
read.
truth-or-truthed.
laughed.
trained home.

a list of 10 reasons as to why i will miss 2B so fking much

1. we have awesome class chairpersons (and congrats to shirley for winning best chairperson award :D). they're so good we are always spoon-fed/have nothing class-related to worry about
2. no one (not at all) is ostracized here in this class.
   
3. WEST MALAYSIA TRIP !!!
   
4. thr's rarely a dull moment. someone's always being silly/retarded/cute/stupid
5. you guys are super duper pooper encouraging, motivating, caring, supportive and everything nice
6. we had cool teachers like ms chew
7. PE is always fun (cos of you guys, even running is)
   
8. we are quite a qwerty, unrestrained bunch :)
9. bonded. though the guys and girls still sit at separated tables most of the times hahaha
10. last but not least, i will miss 2B so fking much because i had an awesome x 100000000000000000000 tablemate.

we started off as a class of thirty two, then thirty one. after two years of insane fun, constant teasing (even bullying), and rough, sad moments, we are right now just one.
toast up to the coolest class.
2B, together forever, truly.

i love you guys very much.

05/11/2008

thank goodness for you girls (namely jiarui, yeyun, trik, kristal and lois) who totally made my day!
netballers are awesome :D :D :D
i might have given up
pictures are in order:


lemon squeeze. hahah up to your imagination as to what they were doing.


they started the whole camwhoring thing first!


we... just had to copy luh. and this is my very first pic with jiarui !!! besides the team ones


so really sweeeeeeeet. the drink i mean


our first successful shot out of a million


at the start of last year we couldnt tell them apart. they decided to relive those geeky moments hahah


i'm bringing sexyback/MC on my back


trik is the world's best photographer i love her very very much


look lois is fairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr :D


i forgot what this is/why we even took it


i wasnt happy cos jiarui was reluctant to take this pic with me :(


they complained about looking too small


so a bigger traffic light lor


hahaha act shy


we found trik's perfect bear: one in a million, once in a lifetime
hahaha
(AND TM, SO DAMN BIG !!! HAHAHHA)


and we took turns to pump the cotton inside.



























end product :)
btw the whole process was rly fun! videos will be up in a jiffy


we announce the birth of stylo milo :D


cute luh. the bearrrrrrrrrr


yes, indeed we look slim :D


a real big part of my life.


this was supposed to like be a picture luh. lois ong is brilliant yeh


i wasnt drunk.


just laugh along.


self-invented eraser game or someth hahaha lois is very cute

oh and i would specially like to thank joshua ang for taking the time to teach me the first/second layer of rubik's cube so patiently though i'm a rly tough student to handle :D

oh and for learning symposium tmr, do come to 2B's game stall hahaha
but i still love you as i did way back then.
xoxo it's the same every night

and the day i thought i'll never get through

i got over you.

i'm gna let go totally and it wont be easy, but i know you guys will help make it as painless as possible :D
i havent felt like that in a million years. i actually feel myself.
i dont have to conform to anyone else's ways so as to please the person; i am not burdened with worries; i am no longer tied down; my world does not revolve around that one dot anymore.
feels awesome.

hereby, i am sarah considerate punctuality rapturous goh hui xian.
all hail the queeeeeeeeen hahaha

sknaht tm for cheering me up hahaha and averil soh you are so damn pretty awesome i'm gna link you !!! :D

so. training started with fitness tdy and it was kinda peculiar!
we did boxing! complete with all the gears such as gloves and shield/whtvr you call that.
was fantasticly funnnnn though my arms ached quite a bit after all that.
i like i like i like. and ms loo has the boxing stance.
trik you dont

second part was court and we did centre third throw-ins.
i thought we did quite fine until we were told to end of with last 5.
ummmm but i felt less lost on court tdy :D
hahah go RVNB :D

i dont want 2B to split. if given a chance i would have opened up to you pencils eeeeeeeeons ago.

i can beat everyone else, i can win marginally.
but my greatest challenger will still be myself.

xoxo

p.s. i promise to do the quiz thing tmr

if it kills me

well all I really wanna do is love you

a kind much closer than friends use
but I still can't say it after all we've been through
and all I really want from you is to feel me
as the feeling inside keeps building
and I will find a way to you if it kills me
if it kills me
(jason mraz's song)

spend my late morning watching hotshot and ignoring (almost) everyone who talked to me on MSN.
the show's getting kinda sad now. it must be real difficult and painful to give away the one you love.

then we had a friendly with tanglin trust school.
my, their courts are indoors and air-conditioned! was quite grand, reminded me of perth. i/we all was/were freeezing inside though, had a hard time breathing cos the air was cold and dry.
they're quite fast.
(as leeyin said) their play is sort of unpredictable, too, cos they dont exactly have a game-plan they stick very much to.
i didnt play very well :(
but as a whole, well done RVNB :D

saw the singapore slingers (who were thr for training i suppose) and i realised that most of them arent even chinese (nor malay nor indians), much less singaporeans.
"imported" basketballers lor
the other day tanya was saying that netball is about the only sport here in singapore with real local talents. quite true :)

sang a trik a belated bday song after the game. yeyun and i presented her our shared gifts (um a yellow construction worker helmet, two case-file folders, and a handcuff)! :D
btw, trik's ambition is to be a detective.
plastic bag on the floor - "investigate lei! case of littering!"
red paint on a sign - "eh oh my god i think its blood! trik go be detective!"
a villa - "i think that's whr they hold hostages! go trik!"
hahaha

had dinner at BK with xuan (my horse who piggybacked me) clau cyn ethel liv!
hahah the staff served cyn her order wrongly and she was too nice to complain/feedback!
funny bunch.
went to the basement to buy waffles/cheese balls and i saw CT netballers! hahah more like the other way round.
it somehow feels good to be regconised.
oh and i bought some rly marvelous cookies to last me through lessons tmr
even btr than famous amos'! they're called little jerry cookies i think.
awesome awesome awesome
hahaha tm, you're very fortunate to be sitting beside me.

i have decided to change my dieting plan since thr is no way i'm gna stick to the current one.
instead of eating as little as possible to cut down on my fatty intakes,
i shall eat something every hour so as to increase my metabolism rate! that way, my body will burn all the calories at a much shorter time :D
hahaha i'm so brilliant

i'm jealous of rae like totally
two days ago i bought a pair of sony MDR-EX85LP/R
i was quite happy with it until i saw rae's shure earphones. single drive if i'm not wrong. and she was so nonchalent about it. okayi fine she didnt even know it was thaaaaaaat gooood. walaoeh hahaha

tell me what i should do to make you come back to me.
i'll fail in everything just to hear an encouragement from you.
if it kills me. that's what it takes

xoxo

p.s. sknaht :)

you think i've forgotten but i havent

look at the stars, look how they shine for you


and all the things you do, yeah they were all yellow


i came along, i wrote a song for you






















and everything you do, and it was called yellow

that was hard.
hahaha.

HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST :D

you've been awesome x 1000000000000000

i get by with a good laugh more than once in a while.

and for the first night in a longgg longgggg time, you werent my very last thought at nightfall :)

anyw, i cant stand it any longer.
alphabets are my true friends. so ytd will mark the end of my word-blogging hiatus. hello i'm back to bombard you with my satanic rants and contort ideas hee :D

went for 8AM church service tdy morning. then had bible class and there were some funny bits in the speaker's lesson.
here is a part of it:

there was an astronaut convention. russian, china and indian astronauts were present at that event.
the russian proposed, "why dont we go to the moon?"
the chinese said, "no, it is too boring we have been thr. we shd go to the sun."
the russian then replied hurriedly, "it is too hot thr! we cant survive."
finally, the indian who had been keeping quiet all this while, retorted, "dont think we indians are stupid! i mean, we can always go at night!"

hahaha laugh! cos i command you to.

went home quite early and i was bloghopping like crazy. btw, i read a whole year of a stranger's archive. i was bored to the apple core.
and that's when yeyun my saviour came to the rescue :D
she randomly called me to ask me out and so we arranged to meet at suntec 1h 15mins ltr.
she brought her brother (junming) alonggg. i think he's cute.
he's camera shy, though. refused to take a picture with me luh walao. maybe its cos he has no front teeth hohoho


bob the builders






















momo, see this








and this too !!! we all long for you to come back

xoxo

happy belated birthday ethan :D

spent the evening with him tdy.