if it kills me

well all I really wanna do is love you

a kind much closer than friends use
but I still can't say it after all we've been through
and all I really want from you is to feel me
as the feeling inside keeps building
and I will find a way to you if it kills me
if it kills me
(jason mraz's song)

spend my late morning watching hotshot and ignoring (almost) everyone who talked to me on MSN.
the show's getting kinda sad now. it must be real difficult and painful to give away the one you love.

then we had a friendly with tanglin trust school.
my, their courts are indoors and air-conditioned! was quite grand, reminded me of perth. i/we all was/were freeezing inside though, had a hard time breathing cos the air was cold and dry.
they're quite fast.
(as leeyin said) their play is sort of unpredictable, too, cos they dont exactly have a game-plan they stick very much to.
i didnt play very well :(
but as a whole, well done RVNB :D

saw the singapore slingers (who were thr for training i suppose) and i realised that most of them arent even chinese (nor malay nor indians), much less singaporeans.
"imported" basketballers lor
the other day tanya was saying that netball is about the only sport here in singapore with real local talents. quite true :)

sang a trik a belated bday song after the game. yeyun and i presented her our shared gifts (um a yellow construction worker helmet, two case-file folders, and a handcuff)! :D
btw, trik's ambition is to be a detective.
plastic bag on the floor - "investigate lei! case of littering!"
red paint on a sign - "eh oh my god i think its blood! trik go be detective!"
a villa - "i think that's whr they hold hostages! go trik!"
hahaha

had dinner at BK with xuan (my horse who piggybacked me) clau cyn ethel liv!
hahah the staff served cyn her order wrongly and she was too nice to complain/feedback!
funny bunch.
went to the basement to buy waffles/cheese balls and i saw CT netballers! hahah more like the other way round.
it somehow feels good to be regconised.
oh and i bought some rly marvelous cookies to last me through lessons tmr
even btr than famous amos'! they're called little jerry cookies i think.
awesome awesome awesome
hahaha tm, you're very fortunate to be sitting beside me.

i have decided to change my dieting plan since thr is no way i'm gna stick to the current one.
instead of eating as little as possible to cut down on my fatty intakes,
i shall eat something every hour so as to increase my metabolism rate! that way, my body will burn all the calories at a much shorter time :D
hahaha i'm so brilliant

i'm jealous of rae like totally
two days ago i bought a pair of sony MDR-EX85LP/R
i was quite happy with it until i saw rae's shure earphones. single drive if i'm not wrong. and she was so nonchalent about it. okayi fine she didnt even know it was thaaaaaaat gooood. walaoeh hahaha

tell me what i should do to make you come back to me.
i'll fail in everything just to hear an encouragement from you.
if it kills me. that's what it takes

xoxo

p.s. sknaht :)