running in circles, coming up tails

heads on a science apart.

god, i love coldplay. so alternative

tdy was simply horrid. thank goodness for all the texted/IMed/phoned words of concern, brightened up my day quite a bit :)

first, i had fever in the morning and the parental unit berated me for falling ill. so i cried first thing in the morning. and the downcast mood seemingly draped itself on me like a piece of wet cloth from then

second, was typing information wholesale from trik's bio notes cos i ran out of paper and thus couldnt photocopy at home. my freaking computer hanged on me like a thousand times so i had to keep retyping. i got so damn fed up i threw the mouse on the floor and it fking died on me.
so i had to put a paper bag over my head and borrow my neighbour's mouse.
goodness gracious me.

third, my bro brought two of his unruly classmates home. and they were so rowdy they actually broke:

1. my cup
2. my glass bottle filled with stars

the whole world is against me tdy.

fourth, had made a plan with my most trustest aunt tdy. i was gna runaway from home. so i met her at dhoby ghaut. and we sat at a super crowded MOS for i think an hour with nothing but a cup of drink while everyone else just looked at us impatiently. after she talked (sense) into me for such a lonngggg time i had no choice but to go home. she notified my dad anyw.
离家出走 plan failed horribly terribly vegetably.

fifth, hangover.

hopefully tmr will be a beautiful day.

xoxo

i need a little more help than a little bit

like the perfect one word no one's heard yet.
cos everytime that i try i get tongue tied.
i'll need a little good luck to get me by
i just need you around to get me by this time.
so i got my fangs yesterday.
its a little misfitting cos i'm supposed to customise both teeth by applying on semi-solid plaster and pushing them up my teeth so they'll fit just tightly according to the shape of my real premolars.
but i was so excited the moment i got it so i tore the packaging and started fitting them on, just skimming through the instructions. and it was rly late so i was tired and sort of in a daze.
um so i readjusted the fangs while the plaster was drying, which was someth i was not supposed to do. so they arent perfect now :(

i wore it to school tdy and i bared them selectively :)

accompanied engting and trik to sheng siong @ commonwealth to get their ingredients for home-econs test tmr!
hahaha all the best :D
then i went along with trik to her house whr we attempted to study. didnt get much outta it.
talked and ate rubbish. asked her if she was sure abraham lincoln was american. asked her to spell mohata gandhi's name. asked her a few other sensible qtns. then that was it i had to go home !!! hahahhah

on a serious note - aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar i'm gna yield to the overmounting pressure :S

was twenty minutes away from home when my bro called to tell me that mosa was in my house playing PS2. thought it was a terribleeeeeeeeeee joke.. until jerald put him on the phone!
hahahah the rest is history.
you shd have seen the way he and my bros were playing the PS2/(dining) tabletennis. walaoeh kids hahahah

oh and i spent half an hour cleaning out raffle's cage without complains :)
yknow, i can be responsible.

k off to my abs excercises.

i'm gna stay up till 1AM (to mug) and im not gna fall aslp this time! :D
sknaht!
xoxo

painful realisation that all has gone wrong

EDITED @ 9.07PM

have just finished reading picture perfect and goddamnit the tears are threatening to fall.
love. compassion. fear. hatred. remorse. guilt. passion. abuse.
will you leave the person you love the most, when staying on just brings you more hurt?
when there are multiple sides to that one person, will you wait and struggle through the tough times just for rare, short moments of having his/her true self be given selflessly to you?
you just dont know, that i love you so fking much it literally kills. but what can i do?
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a side stepping has come to be a brilliant dance.
.. and breathing is a foreign task,
and thinking's just too much to ask.
and you're measuring your minutes
by a clock that's blinking eights.

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["The moment they came together, Cassie understood why they belonged to each other. He filled her, and she took away his scars.
Cassie wrapped her arms around Alex's neck, surprised by the tears that leaked from the edges of her eyes. She turned her face to the open window, breathing in the sweet mix of herself and Alex and endless ocean.
She was drifting off to sleep when Alex's voice slipped over her.
"You dont have to get your memory back, Cass. I know who you are."
"Oh?" she said, smiling.
She drew Alex's arms around her. "Who am i?"
She felt Alex' peace curl against her like a benediction. He pulled her back against his front, into the place where she just fit.
"You're my other half," he said.]

[I tried to watch them but people miled between us, pumping my hand up and down and speaking platitudes that could have been a foreign language.
I lost my view of Alex in a sea of suntanned faces. I thought i might actually faint, although i'd never done that in my entirely life, and then out of nowhere Alex stood at my side once again and i realised i hadn'e been ill at all;
it was just that half of me had been missing.]

- Jodi Picoult, Picture Perfect
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tanya needed some hamster food.
so i gave her a set of instructions to get to my place. that was at 6.15pm.
it's been almost an hour and she's still not here yet.
hahaha apparently she got lost because she cant discern right from left.
i have really queer friends :)

anyw, came back not very long ago. was doing work with trik and kristal at west mall's subway.
well, at least i was. productive :D
though i think i took in more food than facts.
then we went to popular and bought like loads of stationery.
i spent like thirteen bucks (+ trik's pen which costs 1.35bucks). so gna claim it from the parental unit or i'd have to join the duo's plan of not eating during break for like, three days.
was at risk of being complained abt cos we were freaking noisy.
"hahaha what to do? first time in popular what."

raffles is not the same tiny ball of fur anymore :)
she's getting reaaaally big. and round. fat.
am afraid she might just not fit into the slide or the excercising wheel anymore.
hahaha but definitely still damn adorable.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

zac efron was on the cover of lime! didnt rly like the photoshoot picture though, didnt buy the magazine

gna cont reading picture perfect.
then i'm gna study.
then i'm gna do my sit-ups/crunches/abs excercises for im determined to rid myself of this newly aquired paunch (goodness gracious :O) and restore my neat little ab line hahahha

ciao

one and only

hey, evol.

in case you never get to see my PM on 5 october 2008, here it is:
i love you more than my heart can take.

study rly rly rly hard cos at the end of it all, its gna be worth it.
if you're mugging, i'm half mugging :)

if you ever feel down, stressed, crushed, demoralised, whatever it may be, you know who you can always turn to. you know the monkey will always be behind you, breaking your fall, saying stupid things to brighten up your day.

i might have been a terrible other half throughout this whole time, but things are gna change from now on.
trust, faith, love.

jiayou! :D

xoxo

wise men say only fools rush in

but i cant help falling in love with you.
shall I stay?
would it be a sin
if I cant help falling in love with you.
like a river flows surely to the sea,
darling so it goes - some things are meant to be.

had my breakfast at the railway mall and went to church after that. bible class was a combined sermon instead of the normal classroom stuff. and i feel a sense of .. i dont know, overwhelming satisfaction (?) cos i actually savedddd enough to give 5bucks during giving tdy :)
(esp to chen hua kai) i am proud to be a (not so full) christian !!!
and.. ... ... i'm gna get baptised after the exams.
faith, faith, faith, love, love, love.
i know i still owe like, you guys some money but hahah fret not i will pay you back. i'm not like... someone.. yknow.. hahah joking luh :D

and yay joanmak !!! :D x 10000000000
she bluetoothed me the lullaby edward cullen played on the piano for bella!
its gna be in the movie (i think)
heh if you please me i might consider sending it to you hahah

went to JE lib with matt thereafter.
borrowed picture perfect by jodi picoult and i'm so damn sure its gna be a major distraction &#%@)
plus i havent been mugging as hard as i shd to claim my 3.3 :(
aye can someone like kick me in the ass or someth. like force me to revise. or at least make me hand in my homeworkkkkk
aaaaaaaaaaaaaar i suck big time i'm such a fabulous student. so teachers' favourite

witnessed a fight at bugis just now. cant believe xurong was involved :S
he got whacked/slashed (by a freaking knife).
get well pretty damn soon k i promise to go to homeclub with you hahah.
dont get me worried all the time.

p.s. mosa, i rmb the art-oven-toast-thingy
but to be truthful, i have no idea whr i've misplaced it. i'll turn my house upside down to find it though :)

dash, dot, gone
SFF, too

can you stand the rain

cos i need somebody to stand by me

i watched hot shot (and chatted with R) till pretty late last night.
and coach talked to me this morning.
manzxc i feel my passion burning up once again. the spark's reigniting.
accurate passes, strong drives, a little speed, support, intensity, confidence - i'm gna have to work towards possessing all these. i rly x 1000000000 wna get back my focus and my gameplay. i have nothing to lose if i put in 100%
all or nothing.

went to cut my hair earlier on. tsk
its like, screwed. and i'm gna have an almighty tough time tying my hair every morning.
and and, my ponytail's now a piggtail so small and stumpy i dont think it can swat flies anymore hahaha.
nonetheless, still btr than tanya's.. asymmetrical bangs! :D

you never know if you never try

which organism has cells containing DNA not enclosed within a nuclear membrane?

A) Virus
B) Mushroom
C) Lactobacillus
D) Mimosa plant

heh, was planning to dedicate the whole of tdy to hardcore mugging/revising/studying but i was distracted big time.
one, raffles! :D
it's such an attention-seeker, rly. it made freaking lot of noise to get me to pick her up. when i put my hand in the little tank she was previously in, she scurried into my little scoop hahah. and i think she likes it when i hand-feed her seeds.
its just been a day and she's so damn tame alr i think i'm cut out to be a zookeeper!

two, you-know-who-you-are-luh <3
was like, stuck at the question mentioned above, but i gave up and started amusing myself by asking you those "shoot, shag and marry" questions. hahhaah i ROFLMAO luh! hhahaha. not rly luh. my ass still intact

three, .. .. .. what ar? i forgot

anyw, hardly revised any shitzxc cos at about 12 noon the whole family went to bugis area.
if we can like, spend this much money so very easily every shopping trip, i dont see why the parental unit refuses to increase my weekly allowance.
raffles has depleted two weeks of pocket money liao. grrrr.
i know that kristal will be shrieking "SARAH! ITS ONLY A MOUSE!" if she reads this. hahha. btw, its a hamster okayi. my hamster somemore :)

the parental units have assumed that raffles is sorta my class pet. and since they havent asked, i wont clarify. thing is, i'll prolly have to lug the so damn big (hahaha) new cage to sch everydayyy.
*peels petals* i shd tell, i shd not tell, i shd tell, i shd not tell, is shd tell...
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see how.

xoxo