i need a little more help than a little bit

like the perfect one word no one's heard yet.
cos everytime that i try i get tongue tied.
i'll need a little good luck to get me by
i just need you around to get me by this time.
so i got my fangs yesterday.
its a little misfitting cos i'm supposed to customise both teeth by applying on semi-solid plaster and pushing them up my teeth so they'll fit just tightly according to the shape of my real premolars.
but i was so excited the moment i got it so i tore the packaging and started fitting them on, just skimming through the instructions. and it was rly late so i was tired and sort of in a daze.
um so i readjusted the fangs while the plaster was drying, which was someth i was not supposed to do. so they arent perfect now :(

i wore it to school tdy and i bared them selectively :)

accompanied engting and trik to sheng siong @ commonwealth to get their ingredients for home-econs test tmr!
hahaha all the best :D
then i went along with trik to her house whr we attempted to study. didnt get much outta it.
talked and ate rubbish. asked her if she was sure abraham lincoln was american. asked her to spell mohata gandhi's name. asked her a few other sensible qtns. then that was it i had to go home !!! hahahhah

on a serious note - aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar i'm gna yield to the overmounting pressure :S

was twenty minutes away from home when my bro called to tell me that mosa was in my house playing PS2. thought it was a terribleeeeeeeeeee joke.. until jerald put him on the phone!
hahahah the rest is history.
you shd have seen the way he and my bros were playing the PS2/(dining) tabletennis. walaoeh kids hahahah

oh and i spent half an hour cleaning out raffle's cage without complains :)
yknow, i can be responsible.

k off to my abs excercises.

i'm gna stay up till 1AM (to mug) and im not gna fall aslp this time! :D
sknaht!
xoxo

painful realisation that all has gone wrong

EDITED @ 9.07PM

have just finished reading picture perfect and goddamnit the tears are threatening to fall.
love. compassion. fear. hatred. remorse. guilt. passion. abuse.
will you leave the person you love the most, when staying on just brings you more hurt?
when there are multiple sides to that one person, will you wait and struggle through the tough times just for rare, short moments of having his/her true self be given selflessly to you?
you just dont know, that i love you so fking much it literally kills. but what can i do?
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a side stepping has come to be a brilliant dance.
.. and breathing is a foreign task,
and thinking's just too much to ask.
and you're measuring your minutes
by a clock that's blinking eights.

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["The moment they came together, Cassie understood why they belonged to each other. He filled her, and she took away his scars.
Cassie wrapped her arms around Alex's neck, surprised by the tears that leaked from the edges of her eyes. She turned her face to the open window, breathing in the sweet mix of herself and Alex and endless ocean.
She was drifting off to sleep when Alex's voice slipped over her.
"You dont have to get your memory back, Cass. I know who you are."
"Oh?" she said, smiling.
She drew Alex's arms around her. "Who am i?"
She felt Alex' peace curl against her like a benediction. He pulled her back against his front, into the place where she just fit.
"You're my other half," he said.]

[I tried to watch them but people miled between us, pumping my hand up and down and speaking platitudes that could have been a foreign language.
I lost my view of Alex in a sea of suntanned faces. I thought i might actually faint, although i'd never done that in my entirely life, and then out of nowhere Alex stood at my side once again and i realised i hadn'e been ill at all;
it was just that half of me had been missing.]

- Jodi Picoult, Picture Perfect
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tanya needed some hamster food.
so i gave her a set of instructions to get to my place. that was at 6.15pm.
it's been almost an hour and she's still not here yet.
hahaha apparently she got lost because she cant discern right from left.
i have really queer friends :)

anyw, came back not very long ago. was doing work with trik and kristal at west mall's subway.
well, at least i was. productive :D
though i think i took in more food than facts.
then we went to popular and bought like loads of stationery.
i spent like thirteen bucks (+ trik's pen which costs 1.35bucks). so gna claim it from the parental unit or i'd have to join the duo's plan of not eating during break for like, three days.
was at risk of being complained abt cos we were freaking noisy.
"hahaha what to do? first time in popular what."

raffles is not the same tiny ball of fur anymore :)
she's getting reaaaally big. and round. fat.
am afraid she might just not fit into the slide or the excercising wheel anymore.
hahaha but definitely still damn adorable.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

zac efron was on the cover of lime! didnt rly like the photoshoot picture though, didnt buy the magazine

gna cont reading picture perfect.
then i'm gna study.
then i'm gna do my sit-ups/crunches/abs excercises for im determined to rid myself of this newly aquired paunch (goodness gracious :O) and restore my neat little ab line hahahha

ciao

which organism has cells containing DNA not enclosed within a nuclear membrane?

A) Virus
B) Mushroom
C) Lactobacillus
D) Mimosa plant

heh, was planning to dedicate the whole of tdy to hardcore mugging/revising/studying but i was distracted big time.
one, raffles! :D
it's such an attention-seeker, rly. it made freaking lot of noise to get me to pick her up. when i put my hand in the little tank she was previously in, she scurried into my little scoop hahah. and i think she likes it when i hand-feed her seeds.
its just been a day and she's so damn tame alr i think i'm cut out to be a zookeeper!

two, you-know-who-you-are-luh <3
was like, stuck at the question mentioned above, but i gave up and started amusing myself by asking you those "shoot, shag and marry" questions. hahhaah i ROFLMAO luh! hhahaha. not rly luh. my ass still intact

three, .. .. .. what ar? i forgot

anyw, hardly revised any shitzxc cos at about 12 noon the whole family went to bugis area.
if we can like, spend this much money so very easily every shopping trip, i dont see why the parental unit refuses to increase my weekly allowance.
raffles has depleted two weeks of pocket money liao. grrrr.
i know that kristal will be shrieking "SARAH! ITS ONLY A MOUSE!" if she reads this. hahha. btw, its a hamster okayi. my hamster somemore :)

the parental units have assumed that raffles is sorta my class pet. and since they havent asked, i wont clarify. thing is, i'll prolly have to lug the so damn big (hahaha) new cage to sch everydayyy.
*peels petals* i shd tell, i shd not tell, i shd tell, i shd not tell, is shd tell...
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see how.

xoxo

such great joy

i am peeling the shells off the sunflower seeds.
raffles is taking the shell-ed seeds off my fingers.
he is nibbling them.
this is bliss.
hahhahahha

maybe we're trying, trying to hard

maybe we're torn apart.

and i'm very very very surprised you look right through my false pretense :O

hahahah someone from 1K brought a hamster to sch ytd and she showed it to us (2B)!
i was like "zomg i want a hamster too!"
and i got one tdy.
RAFFLES :D
its damn cute its like 1.5 times of your thumb. i think its 3-4weeks old. my beloved fe(r)n shen gave it to me yay i love you :D

NOW I NEED TO UPGRADE ITS HOUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
and i need 24dollars.

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