and the day i thought i'll never get through

i got over you.

i'm gna let go totally and it wont be easy, but i know you guys will help make it as painless as possible :D
i havent felt like that in a million years. i actually feel myself.
i dont have to conform to anyone else's ways so as to please the person; i am not burdened with worries; i am no longer tied down; my world does not revolve around that one dot anymore.
feels awesome.

hereby, i am sarah considerate punctuality rapturous goh hui xian.
all hail the queeeeeeeeen hahaha

sknaht tm for cheering me up hahaha and averil soh you are so damn pretty awesome i'm gna link you !!! :D

so. training started with fitness tdy and it was kinda peculiar!
we did boxing! complete with all the gears such as gloves and shield/whtvr you call that.
was fantasticly funnnnn though my arms ached quite a bit after all that.
i like i like i like. and ms loo has the boxing stance.
trik you dont

second part was court and we did centre third throw-ins.
i thought we did quite fine until we were told to end of with last 5.
ummmm but i felt less lost on court tdy :D
hahah go RVNB :D

i dont want 2B to split. if given a chance i would have opened up to you pencils eeeeeeeeons ago.

i can beat everyone else, i can win marginally.
but my greatest challenger will still be myself.

xoxo

p.s. i promise to do the quiz thing tmr

if it kills me

well all I really wanna do is love you

a kind much closer than friends use
but I still can't say it after all we've been through
and all I really want from you is to feel me
as the feeling inside keeps building
and I will find a way to you if it kills me
if it kills me
(jason mraz's song)

spend my late morning watching hotshot and ignoring (almost) everyone who talked to me on MSN.
the show's getting kinda sad now. it must be real difficult and painful to give away the one you love.

then we had a friendly with tanglin trust school.
my, their courts are indoors and air-conditioned! was quite grand, reminded me of perth. i/we all was/were freeezing inside though, had a hard time breathing cos the air was cold and dry.
they're quite fast.
(as leeyin said) their play is sort of unpredictable, too, cos they dont exactly have a game-plan they stick very much to.
i didnt play very well :(
but as a whole, well done RVNB :D

saw the singapore slingers (who were thr for training i suppose) and i realised that most of them arent even chinese (nor malay nor indians), much less singaporeans.
"imported" basketballers lor
the other day tanya was saying that netball is about the only sport here in singapore with real local talents. quite true :)

sang a trik a belated bday song after the game. yeyun and i presented her our shared gifts (um a yellow construction worker helmet, two case-file folders, and a handcuff)! :D
btw, trik's ambition is to be a detective.
plastic bag on the floor - "investigate lei! case of littering!"
red paint on a sign - "eh oh my god i think its blood! trik go be detective!"
a villa - "i think that's whr they hold hostages! go trik!"
hahaha

had dinner at BK with xuan (my horse who piggybacked me) clau cyn ethel liv!
hahah the staff served cyn her order wrongly and she was too nice to complain/feedback!
funny bunch.
went to the basement to buy waffles/cheese balls and i saw CT netballers! hahah more like the other way round.
it somehow feels good to be regconised.
oh and i bought some rly marvelous cookies to last me through lessons tmr
even btr than famous amos'! they're called little jerry cookies i think.
awesome awesome awesome
hahaha tm, you're very fortunate to be sitting beside me.

i have decided to change my dieting plan since thr is no way i'm gna stick to the current one.
instead of eating as little as possible to cut down on my fatty intakes,
i shall eat something every hour so as to increase my metabolism rate! that way, my body will burn all the calories at a much shorter time :D
hahaha i'm so brilliant

i'm jealous of rae like totally
two days ago i bought a pair of sony MDR-EX85LP/R
i was quite happy with it until i saw rae's shure earphones. single drive if i'm not wrong. and she was so nonchalent about it. okayi fine she didnt even know it was thaaaaaaat gooood. walaoeh hahaha

tell me what i should do to make you come back to me.
i'll fail in everything just to hear an encouragement from you.
if it kills me. that's what it takes

xoxo

p.s. sknaht :)

you think i've forgotten but i havent

look at the stars, look how they shine for you


and all the things you do, yeah they were all yellow


i came along, i wrote a song for you






















and everything you do, and it was called yellow

that was hard.
hahaha.

HAPPY FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST :D

you've been awesome x 1000000000000000

i get by with a good laugh more than once in a while.

and for the first night in a longgg longgggg time, you werent my very last thought at nightfall :)

anyw, i cant stand it any longer.
alphabets are my true friends. so ytd will mark the end of my word-blogging hiatus. hello i'm back to bombard you with my satanic rants and contort ideas hee :D

went for 8AM church service tdy morning. then had bible class and there were some funny bits in the speaker's lesson.
here is a part of it:

there was an astronaut convention. russian, china and indian astronauts were present at that event.
the russian proposed, "why dont we go to the moon?"
the chinese said, "no, it is too boring we have been thr. we shd go to the sun."
the russian then replied hurriedly, "it is too hot thr! we cant survive."
finally, the indian who had been keeping quiet all this while, retorted, "dont think we indians are stupid! i mean, we can always go at night!"

hahaha laugh! cos i command you to.

went home quite early and i was bloghopping like crazy. btw, i read a whole year of a stranger's archive. i was bored to the apple core.
and that's when yeyun my saviour came to the rescue :D
she randomly called me to ask me out and so we arranged to meet at suntec 1h 15mins ltr.
she brought her brother (junming) alonggg. i think he's cute.
he's camera shy, though. refused to take a picture with me luh walao. maybe its cos he has no front teeth hohoho


bob the builders






















momo, see this








and this too !!! we all long for you to come back

xoxo

happy belated birthday ethan :D

spent the evening with him tdy.

it seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth

how did i get here? what did i do?

MINOTAURRRR OWNNNSSSSSSSSSSS :D :D :D
eat that, unicorns (tm especially) !!!
i was cheeeering like a retarded mad-ass. all the netballers were hahaha
and we played the "johny johny johny johny who's johny who's johny" thing and after quite a while, everyone except for kristal got it.
she's like the most tardy person ever
quite an enjoyable sports day even though my throat's hoarse and very worn from all that screaming and shoutinggg
my fav cheer is the peel banana one its damn gay dont you all agree
um i ran (4x100m relay)
we didnt win anything and it wasn't exactly glamorous either, but at least my hair wasn't centre-parted when i was going against the wind hahaha
was the last runnerrrrrrr. thanks for the encouragement :)

anyw, we were released three hours after the scheduled time
had a short bully gang outing after it!
went to watch





















at the cathay and it was awfully disenchanting :(
the only reason why i'd advocate this movie - you get to see zac efron on a damn big screeen

oh i do like this song though.
can i have this dance


hanged around at gramophone.
wrote on a post-it at the "to-do" board.

spot our little note :)


whrvr we are, the one person who's always in our hearts.
oh its not self-delusion btw, it's absolutely true that MC loves BG hohoho

then we separated.
then i went to meet joong at marina bay then he sent me back to yew teee. slept all the way hahha sorry i was such great company

will be going out to have supper (instead of dinner as we originally intended cos i'm way too tired right now) with alfred and joong ltr on.

will be on a word-blogging hiatus till everything feels fine agn.

till then,
xoxo

p.s. we will never ever give up on you.

hello my friend

went out to eat with rafflesia agn! this time at queenstown market.
awesome awesome awesome.
laugh laugh laugh.
too much food makes me/us drunk.

tired tired tired.

sports day tmr. go minos :D
and to everyone else who's running, alll theee wayyyyyy

k bye