pon and zi

so siying kelly and qingyi are in my house "doing LA project" on pon and zi !! :D
what a lie.
this is what we've been doing for the past two hours. no kidding.


























power nap. not slacking, mind you.



























oh and i just got to know that they took many many many jumpshots while i was ordering their pizza.

yesterday was the best sat i had in quite a long time !! :) :)

at like six in the morning T came to fetch me and we cabbed to his house whr we made his sister's birthday present. its so !@#$%^&*() pretty i wish my brother was half as thoughtful.
one hour after we started on it i promptly fell asleep on the couch and i didn't wake up till eleven.

i then read a bit of Songs of Humpback Whale (and other stuff like T's personal diary) then got ready to go meet 3L-ers at CCK. only to realise that we've lost his house key. when we finally found it i was alr so x 10000000 late i didnt think i would make it in time to mr liu's house. then grace changed my mind by getting me to cab she paid for it hahaha

mr liu's house is so spacious. that's about all the comment i have for it. hahaha oh and he has a baby room set aside. heehee
we played a few rounds of slapjack !!! i think its a very cute game it was my first time. our laughter was bouncing off the walls. and taylin was singing.

at about 4pm mahweiren and i left for mrs yeong's house !! :D :D
because i am just a little bit lazy i shall copy wholesale from zhiyee whom i think will not mind one bit.

"Today is such a fun and meaningful day! :D

Paid a visit to Mrs Yeong's house with 6C-ers. :)
Melissa!, Jovina!, Sarah Goh!, Melanzzo, Jingzhan, Chengyong, Weiren!, Elton and Li Jie came.
Weiren pon-ed his tuition and risked getting scoldings from his mum for this gathering. :P
So sad Nicholas, Hongzhi and Sarah Kum didn't come. :(

LOL. It was super fun @ Mrs Yeong's house. XD
At first, we chatted with Mrs Yeong.

Then Mr Yeong asked us to play xbox. LOL.
Damn funny. They playe this iceberg game.
Then we started laughing at Sarah's so-called "self-kill", which is suicide.
LOL. It was damn fun and funny! Especially Melanzzo and Weiren.

And Melanzzo is a sweet guy!
We all just found out today. HAHA. XD
He carried Mrs Yeong's daughter away from the mess she created.
Which is, whacked down Melanzzo' cup with green tea. -.-

Then went to BPP and eat.
The two jokers, Weiren and Melanzzo crapped again.
Melanzzo was supposed to meet his girl-friend (XD) @ vivo for movie.
LOL. But he lied to that girl he's at harbourfront when he's at BPP. =.=
Then we all starting calling him liar and bastard.

Woah... I seriously enjoyed it when i am with 6C-ers.
Today is a fun day! I hope there'll be more 6C gatherings. :)"

oh i have to add on that.. melanzzo is quite a gentleman.
despite alr being rather late in meeting his date he sent me to JE from CCK! then he trained back again to get his stuff and change his contacts before cabbing down to vivo hahaha

okayi so from JE i went to my aunt's place! the fourth house visitation back to back (if you consider going to T's house one).

okokokokokokokok the pizza is here i shall stop now although i have many more things to say like i am looking forward to valentines day and i am a happy kid despite having a bad night ytd goodbye :)

living in twilight.

it feels so awesome to be a good kid. today's good albeit the fact i was late for school because of averil soh from class 3I hahaha. i handed in more than half of all the homework i owe, and for the first time since i came into secondary school, i learnt my ting xie :) :)

after school us year3s trained the new juniors for a while. yeyun and i left at 4pm to rush for basketballer's match! mr keith gave us a ride so we saved on cab fare and everyth!

left for bpp in yeyun's car after that. walked around with ximin (in bpp, not yy's car duh) for a little while then had my own quiet time in the lib :)
my life's been so busy (with i dont know what actually) and it feels like i'm always on the go meeting random people at random times; so much that i havent felt this peaceful, so undisturbed,
in a very long time.

after being by myself for an hour i felt more socially inclined so i braved the rain and walked all the way to T's place to surprise visit! but no one was home so feeling rather dejected (not really luh hahah) i left for home.

going down to meet T for dinner in a while :D :D

life is simple so try not to complicate things.

i hope tmr is as exciting as it sounds because i really cant wait !! two cny visitations at teachers' homes back to back.

sometimes i wonder
sometimes i think
if you hear the thoughts running through my mind
if you listen to them screaming your name
do you look at me
do you see me
have you fallen in love?

oh btw chem practicals are getting more interesting because aside from the boring white ppt we usually get, we have bright yellow ones every now and then !!
bio is exciting too because the magnified cells turn me on. hahah of cos not, i just think it's amazing how those structures are, complex or simple, god's beautiful creations.

it's us against the world

the perfect melody against the biggest lies.

this is it. if i dont change now, i know i never will. bad habits die hard.

no more procrastination. no more making excuses for myself. no more sneaking out of the house after i'm back home. no more all-night chats on school days. no more random blog hopping (now i'll just stick to reading those of people i actually know). no more of whatever lame things i have been doing.

i'm going to have to start being a responsible and good student.

how else will i build the most successful zoo in the world?

off to do work :) :) :)

p.s. tricia kok, if you ever see this, thanks for making me realise how i'm ruining my tomorrow today.

if you see the wonder of a fairytale,

you can take the future even if you fail.

as an act of recognition for chin le estee's birthday, i baked a whole batch of nearly 100 cupcakes (ytd).

i now present you my ST confectionary!


























honoured much? hahaha thr are so many and they're all made in your name!
they're a bit to sweet but hey! i'm working on it :)
there's barely half of everything left because my brothers, T and i ate a lot of them fresh from the oven.














once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! you're wonderful.

nothing much happened today. i skipped my 2.4km, lang arts was amusing, math period was spent talking abt life and love with trik, thank goodness thr was no lit class, and i owe all the teachers homework.

watched matches after classes ended.

that's about it.

i'm looking forward to saturdays !!! :) :) :)
wow. just, wow :)

when all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me

you make it real for me.
- James Morrison
its different this time, i'm afraid when i'm around you....
i didn't attend class today so i had an extra four hours of sleep :) :)
cos i had an almost non existent fever and a bit of sore throat.
i'm scared of uttering the wrong words, doing the wrong things.
while my maid was out buying groceries and most prolly chatting up her boyf too, T came over for a date.
it was a very pathetic date at first, because there wasn't any food at home !! grrrrr
so the poor fellow went to stock up for my house and i have no idea how it was possible, but half an hour later there was a box of donuts, two servings of udon, a small platter of sushi and one litre of strawberry milk.
oh i baked in the meantime, while i was alone :)
i'm afraid of ruining your perfect impression of me.
anyw, since T had classes from 3.30pm at SP, and i wanted to attend junior's trg + collect and do alr overdued homework, we shared a cab
i had never ever taken any vehicle as slow !@#$%^&*(
it was like everyone was cutting into our lane and the fare was hiked ?!
i'm afraid that you'll see i'm not good enough for you.
this is what happened in RV:
to ask for answers to my homework,
i went from canteen to seek help from jiarui then to 3E to look for yuyan then to 3C to look for anybody (thank goodness wenting and her clique were there) and finally to canteen whr i met trik (and leeyin, and later, fran).
... but i still havent completed/handed in my bio practical worksheets !!! :( :( :(
and you'll finally notice that scar in my heart
in the end i gave up and went to see how juniors were self-training.
and walk away because you realise i'm too incomplete
went home with big nicole in the end, and boy am i excited !!! i might be using an extremely cool phone for a total of seventy two hours thanks to nicole (whom someone has a massive crush on) :D
i'm afraid because i adore you.
:)

you were right all along

you know i hate that, admitting i was wrong.
so i dont answer the phone when it's you.

just recently, rather outdated mommy discovered the wonders of the built-in phone camera so she's been snapping shots here and there and here and there. greyscale, black and white, negative effect, cartoon effect, crayon effect... you name it, she's (most probably) got it.
now she's back to plain and coloured pictures.
she deems them artistic but really, we all know better hahaha
everyone is tired of posing for her amusement so most of the pictures here are candid.
i now present to you my mother's very own series of lunch photographs.
































































we were at golden mile, the thai plaza.

their beef kway teow is award-winning.
if i could choose it would be my very last meal.

i secretly think she has taken pictures of herself. in other terms, camwhored.
but nvm i dont want to know because it's quite scary just thinking about it

my dad's secondary school friends are coming over to our place for steamboat! it's a rule when something like this takes place the whole family has to be around so i can't go for joanmak's bbq :(
to think i was so excited ytd.

btw, thanks for caring i think my emotions run high at night that's why the sudden birth of the prev post.

p.s. the reeds didn't go to uncle lim ting's house today.

p.p.s. ...

I finally found someone who loves

1. KFC's ZINGER BURGER as much as me!
2. FAMOUS AMOS'S NO NUT CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES as much as me!
3. SUBWAY'S DOUBLE CHOC CHIP COOKIE as much as i do!
4. TICKLING AND SEEING CHRISTABEL TWITCH WHEN YOU ATTEMPT TO TOUCH HER NECK as much as i do!
   

SARAH GOH HUI XIAN! GAIL NG MEI LUAN! (: is a great senior is a great junior

p.p.p.s sorry gail i just copied wholesale from your post (and edited the names) because i am too lazy to type anything else and i really really 100% agree with it :)

p.p.p.p.s gail your chinese name a bit funny. a bit only.

p.p.p.p.p.s i have so much homework to do oh no!

p.p.p.p.p.p.s my dad's friends have arrived! time to go collect red packets

p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s i think i'm over-using this p.s. thing.

"she who loves forever, lives forever."

sometimes, like now, when i try very hard to sleep but can't, my mind subconsciously wanders off to think of you.

just because i didn't publicly emo over you last september, it doesn't mean i've forgotten about you my dear. sometimes i wish you would just let me off.

isn't it enough knowing that i'll love you forever and ever?
you know how i'll always tuck you in the depths of my heart and keep you safe even when heaven and earth collides.

it is hard enough for me, now that i'm facing the world alone without your accompaniment, without your powerful cheery presence.
it's been two years coming three, it still hurts the same, wherever, whenever.
i haven't visited you in a long time, but neither have you come to see me.
please, appear in my dreams tonight?

tomorrow i will see your parental department. tomorrow, they will see me teary-eyed.
tomorrow, you will still be peeping at me from the stars in the sky.
tomorrow is the day i wish will never come because tomorrow you will still not be here.

when the shadows descend on the moonlit house
the sun and the moon overlap
incessant grief that lingers forever
why? doeth unto me things i remember
how? transcends into my soul footsteps that sound always
when? imprinted love will i stop hurting
at long last, the sky is dark again
it is a vicious cycle
of love, lost, despair
and longing for the return of my dearest bestfriend.

in loving memory of grace adeline reed.