saving jane

"the only good thing about being sick. Is that it makes you appreciate the healthy days so much more."
- read this from i forgot where.

so, i survived the past three days of living hell. honestly i'd thought i'll die.
my body temperature kept fluctuating from 39.8 to 40deg, i dont think i've ever had a higher fever more dangerous.
and i had to get a jab!! :(
well at least it's gradually subsiding now

still down with flu, strep throat (somewhat like infection) and slight bronchitis grr but i have an mc till monday haha hooray.

good friday! :D

there used to be a greying tower alone on the sea

you became the light on the dark side of me
love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill

so yesterday at i went out with samuel the pretty boy with the many piercings and tattoos, for the first time. we are from two different worlds. but it didn't really matter :)
we had mad jacks for lunch then i brought him across the road to island creamery heehee! burnt caramel, teh tarik, reversO, a bit of nutella, and cookies and cream and i was satisfied for the day. i am, afterall, still on a diet.

stayed there listening to music, talking, eating, trying to study (i gave up eventually) and all... then we left for fareast to meet his friend christine! i didn stay long cos i had to rush back to cck.

i met funny at cck then we proceeded to my house! she gave me tuition !! :) :) quite productive i must say! i can finally complete the square !!! hooray! hallelujah !!
well i am quite proud of myself cos i think i was rather serious and i settled in BEFORE she had to leave and at the end of the day i got the hang of the concepts :D
math can be quite a fun and enjoyable thing to do if you know it well. like, the feeling i got upon completing each question is akin to me ... getting a lollipop.

didn't go to school today. trained down to commonwealth (where i saw cynthia choo were you late?) then i took 147 to my grandmother's. then i slept till near 12, had lunch, then went to the clinic. umz, i have a migraine problem so now i have many many many pills prescribed grrrrrr
i prefer the syrup kind cos it has taste but they say i'm too old for it now

i never want to grow up sometimes

oh and just today, only today, did i realise that boonlay is no longer the end (or the start) of the greeeeen line! there are new additions like pioneer and joo koon (which sounds like and reminds me of joonghan haha!) !!!
okayi i know i'm rather lagggg and stuff.
and do you know that new trains are like, way cool? i stood in one the other day on my way home with lois. they have like, LED lights on the train station map that shows where exactly/which stop we were at.

okaaaaayi i have to get back to math!

commonwealth match tmr?
i'm feeling the jitters, its gonna be weird playing against lycia rima qiuying

when all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me

you make it real for me.
- James Morrison
its different this time, i'm afraid when i'm around you....
i didn't attend class today so i had an extra four hours of sleep :) :)
cos i had an almost non existent fever and a bit of sore throat.
i'm scared of uttering the wrong words, doing the wrong things.
while my maid was out buying groceries and most prolly chatting up her boyf too, T came over for a date.
it was a very pathetic date at first, because there wasn't any food at home !! grrrrr
so the poor fellow went to stock up for my house and i have no idea how it was possible, but half an hour later there was a box of donuts, two servings of udon, a small platter of sushi and one litre of strawberry milk.
oh i baked in the meantime, while i was alone :)
i'm afraid of ruining your perfect impression of me.
anyw, since T had classes from 3.30pm at SP, and i wanted to attend junior's trg + collect and do alr overdued homework, we shared a cab
i had never ever taken any vehicle as slow !@#$%^&*(
it was like everyone was cutting into our lane and the fare was hiked ?!
i'm afraid that you'll see i'm not good enough for you.
this is what happened in RV:
to ask for answers to my homework,
i went from canteen to seek help from jiarui then to 3E to look for yuyan then to 3C to look for anybody (thank goodness wenting and her clique were there) and finally to canteen whr i met trik (and leeyin, and later, fran).
... but i still havent completed/handed in my bio practical worksheets !!! :( :( :(
and you'll finally notice that scar in my heart
in the end i gave up and went to see how juniors were self-training.
and walk away because you realise i'm too incomplete
went home with big nicole in the end, and boy am i excited !!! i might be using an extremely cool phone for a total of seventy two hours thanks to nicole (whom someone has a massive crush on) :D
i'm afraid because i adore you.
:)

gone before the storm

didnt go to sch today cos i couldnt wake up - literally, not that i overslept ar
my throat was so sore it felt like there was sand (which by itself was on fire) going down it. i dont know how you describe a condition as such but yes it was like inflammation. as a matter of fact, it is (throat) inflammation.
and my head was throbbing so hard i thought my world was upside-down (i'm much better alr cos the fever has subsided).
so, i couldnt wake up. get it? ahyo

tanya's been an awesome friend :D
well yes she brought me to the clinic in the (late) morning.
the doc actually intended to give me 3 days of MC !!! um i told him i didnt need it cos ... do you know how boring today has been so far?!?!?!
thereafter we went to have our lunch.
since i was so near school, i thought i'd surprise bully gang with sushi or some food stuff <3 so at 1.55PM i sat at the netball table (in the canteen) laying out the sushi and oh yeah i developed the escape outing pictures and i left them there as well! i wanted to stay till the hyungs came down from class but um, i was um, chased out (not by a teacher luh haha) cos i wasnt in school-based tees or anyth :S

um so here i am now.
i guess

oh yes i've lost my voice totally :(
will probably miss out sat's jam if my voice doesnt come back by tmrrrrrrrr whoops

11th day without ms chen;
6 days till breaking dawn's release;
27 days till i see momo again

i cant hate you anymore

okay hello all well and fine people out there, i cant take it anymore.
i am bored to the brim and i just have to blog, those who stand in my way (like momocleotineo) will die.

i slept for about an hour in the sickbay just now. frankly it wasnt supposed to turn out like that. haha, but i really am sick.
the wonders of mindpower has no end.
anyw its good to be home early (i guess), because it leaves me with more quiet time to think about stuff and well, i can go find out more on mc and try to come up with plans!
oh and i also need to find a new skin for my WMP, i am sick of my current one.
hooray manzxc.
grahhhhhh (fish hyung) i really really really feel sick.

oh and as if being ill isnt enough, i came home to find my room looking so unfamiliar.
my furniture has been shifted and replaced with old, ugly ones and now my princess room is as empty as jerald's brain.
screams my head off and starts coughing badly, argh.

goodbye i shall go to sleep.

say it again, please

*update -
i cantttttt sleeeeeepppppp. is it amnesia or insomnia? whatever, manzxc. i'm listening to all those songs i havent heard in a century - i'm so glad i've got my player back. music is a kind of drug that goes into the ear, the kind of feeling it gives me is irreplaceable. i'll lie on my bed, and see how it goes.

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had a hard time sitting through the lessons today, i felt so faint.
i might blog abt my pie-date at jotay's house when i finish uploading the pictures, and when i feel like it.

(i swear) i almost caught a glimpse of heaven's pearly gates yesterday (night). it was just like, my life was slowly being drawn out of me, and my soul seemed to be drifting away. everything was so unfocused and my world was literally spinning. it was terrible. and i was really afraid. plus it was getting dark. but. practice makes perfect. just not that one cos it really really was horrible.

i'm on a panadol-popping frenzy (you know, like popcorn). and why cant they come out with other flavours like, banana(?) cos cherry is getting boring.

mommy is being evil and all again. tsk, i shall pout till she gives me consent to go watch kungfu dunk with rae and company.
do you know, that they are more than just airy words? and you are the first ever person i've ever said them to.
happy belated valentine's day anyw.
and i admit that i'm dang jealous of cleo cos she caught p.s. i love you yesterday evening with goodness-knows-who (she refuses to tell me). she said that it was slow at some parts, but it's worth the moolahs.

and joy to the world cos i've got my zen player replacement. but sigh, its dull-sophisicated-blue.

ohyes, i want to watch romeo + juliet (1996) by baz lurhmann.

i feel so much better alr.

lets all speak (in) pretty poems and riddled rhymes,
ciao.