"she who loves forever, lives forever."

sometimes, like now, when i try very hard to sleep but can't, my mind subconsciously wanders off to think of you.

just because i didn't publicly emo over you last september, it doesn't mean i've forgotten about you my dear. sometimes i wish you would just let me off.

isn't it enough knowing that i'll love you forever and ever?
you know how i'll always tuck you in the depths of my heart and keep you safe even when heaven and earth collides.

it is hard enough for me, now that i'm facing the world alone without your accompaniment, without your powerful cheery presence.
it's been two years coming three, it still hurts the same, wherever, whenever.
i haven't visited you in a long time, but neither have you come to see me.
please, appear in my dreams tonight?

tomorrow i will see your parental department. tomorrow, they will see me teary-eyed.
tomorrow, you will still be peeping at me from the stars in the sky.
tomorrow is the day i wish will never come because tomorrow you will still not be here.

when the shadows descend on the moonlit house
the sun and the moon overlap
incessant grief that lingers forever
why? doeth unto me things i remember
how? transcends into my soul footsteps that sound always
when? imprinted love will i stop hurting
at long last, the sky is dark again
it is a vicious cycle
of love, lost, despair
and longing for the return of my dearest bestfriend.

in loving memory of grace adeline reed.