you didn't have to walk me to the door.

overslept this morning so i didn't go to woodlands reg lib for the contest presentation ceremony. not that we actually won anything. turned out only jiarui went, oops.

spent the whole afternoon sitting in bed, daydreaming, deep-thinking. very quality me-time.
however my maid thought i was sick and meditating or something!
we always want to be one step ahead of everyone else.
so much that we move too fast into the city lights and leave our souls behind.

NSL was as usual :)
just that i kept being made fun of grr!
one fine day i will gai4/reject your ball! :)
susan is ultra-mega gay, btw.

had supper at yew tee macs with jeremy.
the ice-cream machine just had to break down so i settled for a fillet-o-fish instead of mudpie mcflurry.

a decision that's never going to be made, about a love that's never going to change.

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haha the moment i've been staying up for has come.
at 12AM exact,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOIS CONSIDERATE PUNCTUALITY ONG SHI YUN!
you're older than me, but shorter! i love you so much for that, among other things :)

xoxo

p.s. said hi to miss chen tdy

i spun around to see you looking straight back at me

i'm such a procrastinator.
i delay needlessly about almost everything, from going for my runs, to getting my homework done, sometimes i even eat dinner at eleven.
sigh what am i supposed to do about this? you know what, i'll think about it tomorrow.

in the meantime, here's a quickie on yesterday.

went for club training in the evening! before that got thrashed in horse. played crocodile.
for warm-up we played the ball-tag game haha it was very fun totally livened the atmosphere!
ended off with game as usual, 7 on 7 full court since there were, just nice, that many (or rather, few) of us.
am rly glad i went for it cos that trg was much more productive! :)
ANYW THE EXCITING PART IS AFTER TRG
i had to pass trish's gift to MC
but i didnt dare to!
when i finally did muster my courage to run over to her, they were so encouraging hahaha
they were like making hell lot of noise asking me to remove my speed top/go in my sports bra/whatever etc cos
ahem
a bit embarrassing to the club lor
i dont think you get it but whatever hahaha

today: congrats c'div for your win :)
i couldn't make it in time for their game cos i thought it was at four when it was at three.
after i left school i went to my mom's shop and did funny funny things
met T for a while.
then i went to the warrens to return melan some money.

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been experiencing many gay moments with trish.
-grabs hand and runs-

cos we've come too far to let it slipaway

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yesterday night i had the most perfect dream.
it was so beautiful i cried when i woke up.
i would if i could, sleep forever to continue living in it.

highlights of today, first day of term two mind you, include:

• half the time in class praying that the teacher doesn't check/collect homework
• discovering more undone homework
• winning the frisbee inter-class championship :)
  joshua benjamin sharlene weiling trish and i
• romantic spots with trish
• playing frisbee with trish's younger bro zac
• feeling down

i finally figured how to private posts without locking the whole blog.

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