it's past midnight!

and i'm supposed to be asleep!

well i tried to but i kept tossing and turning in bed so i gave up.
must be the new bed sheets. too red for comfort.

i wanted to call someone up and talk maybe till the break of dawn(?) but i cant think of anyone! the people dearer to me are somehow all pigs they sleep mighty early!
i can somehow relate to that because cny visitation is quite tiring!
actually not so for me, since i only went my greatgrandparent's house at twelve noon and left at night. barely moved about.
oh well, and thr's absolutely nothing interesting on TV! i realise they re-use some of the movies and programmes.
i know thr are traditions, but they dont have to make re-playing shows one too.
can you believe it, they screened taiwan's super sunday (or another cliche title along this line) for three hours straight.
i'm tired of jacky wu's face alr.

and of all days, my cable TV wire came loose/
now i'm left with 12 miserable channels.
parental department's considering changing to MIO for variety but i heard it lags so much (slower than alfred hahah zomg) so we're trying very hard to disuade them.

anyw we're going to get a WII!
stop raving abt the one at your house. seems like everyone has a set alr.
although my dad's shaking his head and saying stuff like it will distract us from studies and worsen our sight etc, i think he's secretly happy about this because he can play golf in the comfort of home. and i'm not talking abt putting.
i'm saying massive strokes and beautiful swings my mom would never have allowed with a real club (layman's term: golfing stick).
i want to play with my dad!! the only way i can ever beat him in this game is virtually.

well i'm staying up partially cos i'm waiting for 2008 V Power 爱音乐演唱会 2008 V Power Concert. chU @ 1.45am, which means half an hour more to go.
i think this is prolly the only programme which isnt reused. it cant be what, look at the year.

i can't make head or tail of this chinese show i'm watching now.
the characters look so ugly.
what's with that centre parting.
and that ugly long hair. need conditioning la.

speaking of hair, like i replied in my comment page to junyuan, my hair has a life of its own sometimes. drives me up the wall when it's bad hair day.
like today.

speaking of junyuan, he's in malaysia.
everyone's in malaysia! why!

because singapore is boring. joanmak and i were discussing.
we're planning to go out on thurs and everything's still underway because both she and i have a lot (of work) to do.
the teachers just wont let us off, although they know homework works pretty much like karma.
they go one whole round, they have to mark it eventually dont they.
.
.
but even if we are going out, where to?!
if we were in thailand i'll suggest we go elephant riding, or padi planting, or running through the meadows or counting stars.
if we were in australia i'll say we go on a mini hot air balloon or a choo choo train or go cut mohawk hair or do something wild.
now that we're in singapore we can go to sentosa for the millionth time, borrow many many many DVDs from videoez and movie marathon at home again, or better yet hang out in malls i am alr tired of.

i feel a bit skeptical.

what is this news abt xie shao guang and qi yu wu getting married in the states?!
someone please console tanya she's mourning the lost of a boyf-to-be.
yes, she's just about the only person i'm talking to (now i thank god for junyuan) but honestly it isn't interesting at all for a conversation to be spammed with sad smileys (hahah what an oxymoron!) and a gay man's name.
and yes she goes for older men. qi yu wu in this case, not the other one.
well not for me, they are out of my league.
that's why zac efron is okayi, he's only twenty this year!
and YUNHO! HAVE I MENTIONED YUNHO? I LOVE YUNHO!
to think i actually believed it when william scammed me saying that he's his snr's boyf.
quite real. i didnt know he was from DBSK then, and william even gave me a phone number along with the bunch of lies !!!

anyw, when i saw how everyone (actually just the girls) was (in bracketed case, were) wearing dresses and skirts and everything so fashioniesta and formal, i looked myself in the mirror and realised my nike camisole tank and checkered shorts werent very apt.
accesories saved my day!!
thank goodness the number of red packets you get arent measured by how well you're dressed for the occasion.

i like abalone.

i havent eaten a single madarin (orange)! i dont think i ever will this season.
although thr is a basket full in my house. i reckon i can make money from selling them
i recall that i had a very bad stomachache cos i spam-ate them for one whole afternoon last year.

YAY THE CHINESE SHOW ENDED!!! SO THE CONCERT IS STARTING!!!
walao the credits take forever.
anyw, while the white words on black screen are still rolling...
thr's something i have to say abt singaporeans!
WE DONT STAY FOR THE CREDITS AFTER THE SHOWS IN THE CINEMA!
according to livia it is only polite and respectful to do so, and i agree somehow.

YAY IT'S STARTED!!

if you read through this post, i am very surprised and frankly, i admire you for your patience.BUT.
so chunky and nonsensical still read go get a life hahah

kbye

someday i'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me

where trouble melts like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops, that's where you'll find me.

lessons were as per usual today, though i have to say that break (slash eating porridge) with the 3L girls was so hilarious :D
hahah sharlene and her LJF (inside joke) + grace's contagious laughter = noise noise noise and more noise!

after school yeyun liv and i went to west mall's eng wah to catch Australia!
it was totally awesome for a movie that's that lengthy, hello 2hours 45mins! as quoted from livia, "it was not boring at all."
well liv cried the most and yeyun, the least throughout.
quite a tear-jerker.
definitely a must-watch if you liked 1) a walk to remember 2) the notebook 3) titanic 4)p.s. i love you.
okayi i'm gna stop trying to critic here lest this post turns into a boring movie review

school's been going on well thus far. that's more or less a lie, really.
cos trik and i were the very first two people whose names were written down in the class management diary for not doing one freaking homework question.

and the shoelace method (maths stuff) gets on my nerve. i have a whole worksheet on that.

oh did i tell you, that i think i understand french better than chem? okayi not really, since i dont think i will ever get past bonjour and je'taime.

well, academic related stuff aside.
i am morphing.
(a butterfly?
i wish.)
.
.
.
into a L-A-Z-Y-B-U-M.

cos i just turned down tanya's request to go for a run tmr evening, and am going to have my nice sumptous delish sakae dinner with sanjay instead!

does bowling count as a form of excercise? burn calories? cos i think i'll most prolly be playing with PP youths on sat :)

it's getting a bit boring here

it's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight

picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light :)

i missed flag-day thing cos i am sick (again)! !@#$%^&*(
when i came back from the doctor's, i was greeted by a very excited younger brother who was chiming, "ka-ka's at the police station! ka-ka's at the police station!"
(in case you didn't know, we warmly address our maid as ka-ka, which means sister in malay.)

my grandmother's maid (MGM for short) ran away, she's sort of missing now. so my ka-ka was called down to the police station for questioning or something. the last i heard, they were close friends until MGM stole lingerie and money and a phone from her.

whtvr. the point is, we have no home-cooked lunch! so we're ordering mac and my brothers are dancing around in jubilee

that's great, because i can put my MC (for monday) to use!

hahaha maybe not.
does anyone realise how bored i am? i am bored!
i think it is uncool to admit it, but... I AM BORED. VERY VERY BORED.
I WISH I WAS WITH THE OTHER NETBALLERS WITH THE CANS AND EVERYTHING ASKING FOR DONATIONS.
though i'll prolly cough in their face and they'll run away in disgust.

oh and when hannah told me about ponyo (the fish on the cliff or someth) i thought it was quite stupid. and it sounded like a porno. or a horror. but after i watched this trailer, i changed my mind drastically 180 degrees
it's so ker-yute!



you mean, you didnt know i youtube?

i'm dying i'm so bored but i refuse to do commonwealth essay

i know what i'll do. i'll call mac and order the food stuff one at a time.
like this:

macman: hello, mac here what would you like to order?

sarah: hello, sarah here i would like a large fries.

macman: that's all?

sarah: that's all.

macman: your address please, etc etc

sarah: my address, etc etc

-end of conversation-

one min ltr...

macman: good morning, may i have your order please?

sarah: good morning, i would like a large coke.

macman: that's it?

sarah: that's it.

macman: may i have your add etc etc?

sarah: my add etc etc...

macman: WHOA! DIDN YOU JUST ORDER A MIN AGO?!

-end of conversation cos i hung up on him-

one min ltr...

macwoman: hi, welcome to mac, your orders please?

sarah: i would like a mcspicy.

macwoman: that's all for you, mam?

sarah: yes, please.

macwoman: may i have you address etc etc

sarah: address etc etc

macwoman: one moment please, didnt you just order?

sarah: i cant order again meh?

macwoman: no i'm not saying that, i'm sorry.

-end of conversation-

one min ltr...

and i start ordering my two other brother's meals in the same way.

guaranteed to kill time, no?

THATS IT I'M SO DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF THIS MUST BE MY MOST LAME POST. K BYE

in my place, in my place,

were lines that i couldn't change.

this is bad, really bad.
i dont usually blog like so early when the day is still young and unhappening, but here i am now.
this means that i am fking bored and i cant find booze to help me get by.

i think i sound grumpy, but i also think i have the rights to.

1. at about 4AM this morning paul (you idiot) called my house phone (thank goodness my parents were like momentarily deaf, either that or they were dead tired i suppose) and forced me to meet him at the 7-11 opposite. now usually i dont do things against my will but i make exceptions once in a while if you're rich, hot, or both. or nice. that works too.
   so i went downstairs and things happened and i lost my phone.
   
   
2. yes i lost my phone.
   
   
3. i'm having diarrhoea and it was so bad this morning i couldnt go for weights! so i prolly wouldnt be seeing netballers till 29 dec. so i didnt fulfil the task entrusted to me by yeyun :(
   
   
4. i am flying in four days! and all of a sudden i just want to stay put whr i am now. not in my bed, silly, in singapore.
   
   
5. i dont think i have enough undergarments (matching ones, nonetheless) to last me all 6 days in melbourne. time to head to nike
   
   
6. ...time to head to nike but i have no money
   
   
7. i need booze. i'm serious.
   
   
8. my hair. my hair kills me everyday
   

i cant think of anymore for now, but i think 8 is figuratively high enough alr.

anyw i've been getting funny IMs from offline users! its so weird hello people you btr check i think thr are ghosts behind your coms.

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okay i need the toilet alr. someone come save my day!

everything means nothing, if i aint got you, still

okay hi i'm bored
i have finished my (today's) homework! surprise surprise i am capable of being responsible you know. my attitude is like a choice it just so happens that i feel in the mood today
hell yeah i know i'm supposed to be studying for friday's maths test. chide me for being negative or whatsoever but i dont feel like burrying my head in the textbook and/or worksheets because i know i am bound to fail. more or less

okay hi i'm still bored
have resorted to deleting/sorting out my 321 friendster and facebook (both services of which i've stopped using anyw) and spam and a few rare important emails.
and i'm still shitass boreddddd die

alright i shall blog about my day in detail. like small weeny beeny details

1. i walked one round around the track with trik hyunggggg today morning while reading like some 5June's chinese newspaper hahahahahahaha
2. i got really jealous of rae's green clover carebear named "sunday"
3. i didnt attention in maths. but i was doing maths
4. i ate hokkien mee
5. other half took off with my shawtyyyyyyyy during break and she didnt return it till after CID
6. hueychyi thinks that her rrot (this small carrot plushie she has been carrying around with her) is cuter than my shawty and all my other carebears
7. so we started going around asking for opinions from classmates etc and most of 'em thought rachel/shawty was cuter :D
8. i went to the loo during malay lesson and i saw nicole paying attention in class
9. tried to be nice to yeyun
10. whywhy and jiarui's birthday celebration! the pictures are with me but i cant find my olympus camera cable so till then

oh yay imma talk to my darlinggggggggg <3

xoxo
twenty days we will mean nothing to each other

put down your world just for one night and pick me again

i am immensely surprised by my bulk of self-discipline! first of all i turned down sharque's invitation to bloopers/bloopies (whatever its called). secondly, um i ate my breakfast today. ahya screw the diet it has never worked from day one

shitzxcass my phone just switched itself off and its the third time today (this morning actually) wabiang.

would you believe me if i told you that i didnt know (or i knew wrongly) the meaning of 'thoroughly'?
sad case but omfreakingg thats no further than the truth wtfreakingh.

i am hella bored if i could jiggly-dance in the square outside borders now i would (but of cos my dearest cleo would have to be my partnerrrrr hhhyyyyyeah inside joke).

uh i deleted my friendster account cos i dont have friends anymore. no lah, i just got rather freaked out by people who send me messages like:
_________________________________
From: jImMy
Date: Monday, 26 May, 2008 9:51 AM
Subject: lets b frens
Message:
"hihi...care to b frens?????? cuz i tink i saw u at cine bfore wat a small world..."
____________________________________

FOURTH TIME MY PHONE WHATEVER *^#$@&!(@ SHEESH
okay, firstly what's with the uppercase lowercase thing.
and secondly the one million/six question marks (??????) makes me feel as though i am being shaken like shaken really hard and yes it sounds as though jImMy is a very impatient/desperate person. scares me. um also scary that he still remembers me/my face because i havent been to cine since a wheeeelong time ago. that, or he is making it up. liar liar pants on fire. singapore small only mah. last but not least, HIHI?!?! wow

anyw the real thing i deleted my friendster cos like all my other online social networks, its dead. but i didnt make up the above scenario luh.

freak i'm stressed up now because my dearest momo's birthday is in 35 hours plus plus and i dont know what to get her. my financial circumstances does not allow me to go ahead with any of the grand plans i have in mind and i (die die) CANNOT give her a megasized photo collage because if i do so i will be labelled a copymonk. maybe writing an 'I O U' isnt such a bad idea afterall, just that i'll give her the belated present in my next life (and hers too), in which she will most prolly be a pig. so that's that. how?

yay i think i might be going to KNC with trik hyung cos *ahem* (hahahha) should be playing her first ENL match!
well if she doesnt play (sigh) then we will just frolick to the leisure centre and emo or something.
whoo trik, whoo *ahem* :D
oh and here's trik's excuse to head down to kallang (like i live there, hur)...
"okay i ask liao. i said you were somehow very depressed and somehow agitated cos your house the toilet bowl exploded so i had to go calm you down"
yah sure. help!
so lame please, i'm just gonna say my friend's suicidal.

its getting harder to talk to you now.
you're uninterested and impatient, i guess you have too many things on your mind/heart and i am not one of those thoughts.
or simply i might say you're getting tired of me.

xoxo

seemingly, not what it seems

okay this is cool (like totally, haha).

i found a really old aerosmith CD and i like all their songs.

plus, on their cover the word 'aerosmith' is an ambigram!

maybe its just me because i have been listening to 80's/90's Guns N' Roses/Led Zeppelin pretty much (actually a whole darn lot) recently.

well trik's going crazyyyyy reading through all my posts. she's trying to find a very impt clue/date amongst my post(one million 's').

it obviously has got something to do with __, aint it :D

i'm neck-broke (whatever it means, it sounds cool right) and thus turned down rae's date to watch the prince caspian thing. grrr cleo and gang should be somewhere in town now, grah while i'm stuck at home trying to fix up links.

yes i do have links now - product of doomsake boredom.

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(should be pointing to links ar btw)

Christian Bautisah - The Way You Look At Me

No one ever saw me like you do

All the things that I could add up too

I never knew just what a smile was worth

But your eyes see everything without a single word

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me

It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece

You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be

I never know what you see

But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If I could freeze a moment in my mind

It'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine

I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still

'Cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

I don't know how or why

I feel different in your eyes

All I know is it happens every time

xoxo and darling,

i love you