mundane

, life is. i am not (at all) driven nor motivated to do things of any sort. whether it is my now-overdue maths assignment 7 or my lit essay two (urgh how can this be happening).

and i am one peeved youtube user because i cant seem to view any MVs there, tsk. yes i totally agree with fish that jesse mccartney has lost his boyish look/charm along with his fringe and pretty hair. and that's sorta sad.

my ____ and my muscles are starting to hurt/ache. must be the insane run(s) today and the accumulated previous distances.

On Bended Knees
Can we go back to the days
Our love was strong
Can you tell me how
A perfect love goes wrong
Can somebody tell me
How to get things back,
The way they used to be
Oh God, give me a reason,
I'm down on bended knees.

I'll never walk again,
Until you come back to me,
I'm down on bended knees.

So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight I know
That I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
It seems like eternity.
I'm begging you, begging you come back to me.

the feeling's still not fading,