i am a soldier who's lost her soul
marching onward to nowhere land

i'm a fallen soldier
kneeling on the battleground
this fight is done i've faltered
wearing the loser's crown
the last sword is drawn, and
the last tear is shed
and one last poison arrow
shoots straight in my head.

i wrote the whole thing during chinese lesson.
although i was sitting right in front.

i hope i survive tmr's training given my ____ condition.
i dont want to be a disappointment.
seriously.
i'd rather bear with the ____, and continue,
cos i'll give it all for you all.
i said i wanted it to last.

hello this is for you again.
you found my blog yeah you.
didnt know that you could come up with such meaningful statements.
like those in the longest ever message.
thank you, bib/beep.
and i am a living example of the someone
who can be ___/un_____ for such a long time.
gah, i need to talk.
listen would you.

i think fish has sorted out her stuff alr.
but my case is like, worst.
thinking too much makes one emo fullstop.
but if i dont think i'll never get things back in place again.

its official that CYCP has disbanded.
now i've nothing left.
maybe i'm regretting my choice,
but then again they seem to be doing great without me so thats that.

hopefully, tmr will be a better day.
but i'm alr losing my faith, its alr half a battle lost.
ciao. the future is bleak, no one knows what will happen tmr.