today was a better day,

and my shots uh, haha :D

shooting like wee early in the morning

makes me feel less unhappy/emo/stressed.

thats why i'm bugging my shooters to come down with me.

training had an element of fun in it today.

cos ms chen took us attackers!

and she's real funny and cartoon and cute,

training's becoming interesting.

and boyfriend number one stalked her just now.

defenders had mp as usual,

then combined and played after that.

one word - slack (ah).

anyw, gah.

suddenly i am not excited abt the jnrs anymore.

cos ___ and i also found out someth today.

i mean, its been a whole year alr.

i dont want you to _____.

all that you've put in, everyth you've done for us.

we once said that its either ______ as a ____ or ____.

it'll just be so awfully different if you ____ __.

as far as i am concerned,

i definitely will not let you be ________ just like that.

but you've gotta work doubly, triply hard youself and prove it to __.

i dont know how to push you harder

without telling you the truth.

but i dont want to be the one to break the news.

and when its confirmed, i dont know.

cos i cant do anyth.

but we've come a long way as a ____.

and we'll face season/it tgt.

with you :D

you're irreplaceable.

lang arts really rocks to the (apple) core.

ohyes and we got our groupings alr.

not bad not bad, but its gonna be after all a fresh team.

so rvnb all the way, loves.

i dont want it to turn out that way.

i'll just keep praying.

i'll faithfully keep my faith,

and hopefully my faith keeps you here.

tgt, alright.

actually i wish i didnt know at all.

almost teared on the spot.

___ appeared so strong,

but i bet she was almost crumbling inside.

why why why?

and i cant do anyth lor dang this.

i'll make you stay.

ciao.