the first day of 2009 starts pretty hecticly

i sure hope it is going to be a very happening year! in a good way of course :)

so i spent my last few and first few hours of 2008 and 2009 respectively with the wonderful pencils! namely wenting claire tseyin huixian huakai jerome junyuan huakai and weijie.
we went to some boonlay CC's countdown event (hosts were mark lee and apple hong who apparently had problems conversing in english) and hady was thr to perform. i was hoping that he'd peform 'you give me wings' but he didnt :(
the mini fireworks display made up for it though! :D
anyw, i would like to thank 2B-PENCIL '08 for being the highlight of my second-half-of-the-year :D
if i could turn time back, i'd have gotten more involved with the class like, right from the start. but thing is, nothing right now can travel faster than the speed of light, and once past, the very hours, very seconds and very minutes do not come our way again. so i hope all the awesome awesome awesome pencils will stay as friends, forever (as cliche as it sounds).

as per tradition, the new year starts with making resolutions!
mine's 1024 x 768, what's yours? hahaha
okayi now on to serious business.

firstly, resolutions for today.

1. buy a bag for school-use tmr.
2. freaking get a book-list so i would know which books i have to buy.
3. buy school books.
4. complete a commonwealth essay.
5. pack my room. or at least half of it.
6. help my brother with his bag-packing.
7. negotiate with my parents on the confirmed weekly allowance for 2009 :)
8. stop feeling bitter! !@#$%^&*(
9. apologise to tanya.
10. webcam with cleo.
11. buy PE shirts and school skirt.
12. do homework selectively.
13. sleep early.
14. pray before sleeping.
    

now you understand the title of this post :)

i shall make my year resolutions another time. because if i do it now i wont take it seriously.

okayi and now a bit of update on youth camp! no pictures though.
so by the time i got thr on the 3rd day, the lessons were over! :(
i heard that i missed out on so so so so so much. i mean like, everyone was moved to tears.

and joanmak, i'm glad you shared :)
i have like a total different perception of you now. you're a very very very strong girl.
and i love you!

i am still learning to place God above all else.
sometimes i feel so ashamed because i've brought so much hurt and harm, and i've done so many things that are so unsightly to God. what i did is nowhere close to what i could have done, as quoted from joan. i want to be a better person.

My Life Is in You, Lord - Hosanna! Music
please play this! my life is in you, lord


and this too! this song is so totally playing in my head over and over and over again

thank you Lord, for blessing me :)

"you had me at hello."

lines like these deserve to last forever.
...but if i could i would have hello-ed my way through the night :)

surprise, surprise! i've just gotten home like half an hour ago!
yes you read it right. well it all started from ytd at about nine in the evening.

my retarded-ness made a decision on impulse to go to the farm site whr PP youth camp was being held. so i tagged along.
my dad fetched me and by eleven i was explaining (or at least, trying to, since i didnt really have an explanation) to everyone who had OMG SARAH WHAT YOU DOING HERE-ed.

i was supposed to be picked up at 12.30am. but the gate was locked so i couldnt get out!
dont tell me about climbing over fences cos that is what silly boys do.
i ended up sleeping in bernice's group's room cos thr was a spare bed.

anyw i'm going back to camp after the match against st. hilda's (geok's girls) :D
speaking of match, ... can i not cut my nails? can i can i can i? they're very pretty now!
and i cant watch sanjay get inked cos he changed his appointment with his tattooist and it clashes with match :(

i'll be in 3L next year and it seems to be a very happening class!
i wonder if it'll be anything like 2B. i miss us us us us us us us :(
it so happens that they allocated us by our sciences so trik's in the same class as i am.
ytd we were talking abt it and holy, it would be very funny to have her call me and say things like "sarah what must we bring tmr." or "eh what homework is thr?"
like, can you imagine?! hahaha
i set to make things right next year :)

i have been doing the most random things (with the most random people) ever. things i will not speak a word of.
it's weird. but it's my life, and i'm loving it, even when everything seems to crop up as untimely as it can get :)
DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
lastly, averil soh i would really like to be a sansan! :D :D

yay back to sleep!