it's better when i don't care about the things you say in the world's worst ways

its btr when you're not here :)

so hello :D

my life has been quite happening! believe it or not.
yes i've been kicked out of bdiv but whtvr. its really not that i'm nonchalant about this but well, i'm through with being sad slash emo. so happy kid = happy kid and nothing will change this fact tyvm.
hahaha anyw jiayou rvnb i'll still be supportive :)

anyw i've been spending almost all my free time watching the bestest hk dramas ever. they make me laugh, they make me cry, i dont know just which side to buy!















one fine example :)

if you watch it IM me pretty please, if i were the kind who swore i'd swear its worth your worthless time. we can so like, swoon over the never-aging kevin cheng (hello he's "My light is ultraviolet."'s mom'm age) and scream in unison cos mdm ma is like the sexiest police inspector with that aura glow + character.

anyw i've been shopping like high-time! yay i like new things :D :D :D

and my tenderheart bear :D :D :D

recession isnt affecting me directly cos i'm getting a pocket money increment valid from 2 Jan 2009! yay if i like you very much i'll give you a treat :D
oh yes joan told me abt this friend of hers who gets a thousand dollars a month. literal jaw-dropping information isn't it.
if i were her i wouldnt have needed to go all the way back home to get money from my dad before going back to lot1 to get my shirts and shorts.
yes go give cotton on patronage its like wow i got two pairs of shorts and two tees for fifty dollars no more no less!
and topshop had sales.
and levi's too.

had my ear pierced agn tdy! :)
nah i'm not (and will never be) punk but thanks for the invitation hahah

nice things aside, i had my fringe cut and now its frigging straight blunt thick bangs. i'm having self-esteem problems cos of my black chinadoll image so i'm clipping up my hair wherever i go for now.
hate you if your hair's not screwed.
no luh of cos not hahah

and i'm becoming like, like, like. gosh i cant even bear to say the word out.
okayi here goes
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FAT.
yes. daryl you predicted correctly you said someday im gna turn into a pig.
why?! why me?! i know i havent been attending trg but i have been running almost daily! and i gymed with TM tdy (though we ate like a lot before and after the session)!
life isn't always fair.

OH! BUT WITH SKILL, YOU CAN GET THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS :D

yknow i have so so so much more to say but wabiangeh my mom's threatening to plug off the wireless' AC adapter = no internet. so childish i know.

to end this off, i'm looking forward to the two dates with joanmak! :D (who came over to watch wild child online with me on sunday after church)
to JRL on thurs, and twilight on sat! well i sorta heard some really bad comments on the movie but cross my fingers i hope it isnt as lousy as they make it out to be cos i've been anticipating it hell bad.

i've like, forgotten how to blog. its like i'm spamming words and cramming everything in i dont know what to say and what to let off. yes just like how i've forgotten how to write! some not-so-serious narcissism going on here but i used to be very proud of my wonderfully illegible handwriting! now i feel weird with a pen slash pencil in my hand and my alphabets are all prim and propper and so awfully eye-friendly! what to do! :(

i'm so bored now i wish i was at attica with louise and friends! but im so totally not heading out thr with my hair the way it is now

MY MOM'S GNA TURN OFF THE WIRELESS HELL NO K BYE