and no words can explain true enough how i feel towards you

not because i dont know,

but because even if i never see you again, i'd never let you slip away from my memories.

because although you keep your distance, i'm holding onto you from afar.

because i live remembering you, and your existence alone can pull me through the worst tides.

just so you know.

have a blessed trip :)

so i finally saw the netballers ytd during the xmas party :)

thank goodness i wasnt so horribly laughed at till my self esteem took a big dip, but yeh still hate my bangs anyw. will update abt it (and spam pictures at the same time) soon! i hope.

prior to that, met up with TM for a short short while. saw MK at JP and yes i said hi (rather reluctantly cos i only did so due to peer pressure) despite my !@#$%^&* hideous hair i thought the most styleeeee teacher in RV would never have to see (and shudder at its horrendous sight).

then went to bugis junction whr i met the muscle pig (and trik too, for twenty mins) who was nice enough to buy me a cap slash hat even though he wasn't obliged to. tyvm i like it a lot :D

your baby mickey too it squeaks hahah so Cute!

quite responsible slash nice of him to actually want to be accountable for something (aka my hair) when he's not entirely at fault.

after like eight days (yknow it pretty much seemed like forever) i played on court again. against SJC.
netball.
seemed so foreign.
like, like, like i've lost it.
almost as if i had forgotten how to play entirely.
totally underperformed.
i hate it when i dont feel as if i'm in control of my own play.
how ar

anyw, i didnt bring my phone out with me this morning cos yeyun and i were in a rush!
i felt so uneasy the whole time!
it feels really x 10000 weird to not have your phone ring (or in my case, vibrate), to not have text messages to reply to, to not have to check for missed calls and all that.
i found myself subconsciously searching in my bag for that bulky samsung gadget, only to be suddenly hit by realisation that it's at home.
it was as if i was disconnected from the world.
i can't live without my phone. period.

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She sat cross-legged on the grass, fiddling with her shoelace.
"So... if that's the case, what is love to you?" she asked casually as she brushed a strand of hair from her face.
He chuckled so softly it almost went unheard. Then, protectively, he put his hand over hers. Leaning in closer, he whispered in her ear tenderly, "It's the way i feel towards you."

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xoxo