put down your world just for one night and pick me again

i am immensely surprised by my bulk of self-discipline! first of all i turned down sharque's invitation to bloopers/bloopies (whatever its called). secondly, um i ate my breakfast today. ahya screw the diet it has never worked from day one

shitzxcass my phone just switched itself off and its the third time today (this morning actually) wabiang.

would you believe me if i told you that i didnt know (or i knew wrongly) the meaning of 'thoroughly'?
sad case but omfreakingg thats no further than the truth wtfreakingh.

i am hella bored if i could jiggly-dance in the square outside borders now i would (but of cos my dearest cleo would have to be my partnerrrrr hhhyyyyyeah inside joke).

uh i deleted my friendster account cos i dont have friends anymore. no lah, i just got rather freaked out by people who send me messages like:
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From: jImMy
Date: Monday, 26 May, 2008 9:51 AM
Subject: lets b frens
Message:
"hihi...care to b frens?????? cuz i tink i saw u at cine bfore wat a small world..."
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FOURTH TIME MY PHONE WHATEVER *^#$@&!(@ SHEESH
okay, firstly what's with the uppercase lowercase thing.
and secondly the one million/six question marks (??????) makes me feel as though i am being shaken like shaken really hard and yes it sounds as though jImMy is a very impatient/desperate person. scares me. um also scary that he still remembers me/my face because i havent been to cine since a wheeeelong time ago. that, or he is making it up. liar liar pants on fire. singapore small only mah. last but not least, HIHI?!?! wow

anyw the real thing i deleted my friendster cos like all my other online social networks, its dead. but i didnt make up the above scenario luh.

freak i'm stressed up now because my dearest momo's birthday is in 35 hours plus plus and i dont know what to get her. my financial circumstances does not allow me to go ahead with any of the grand plans i have in mind and i (die die) CANNOT give her a megasized photo collage because if i do so i will be labelled a copymonk. maybe writing an 'I O U' isnt such a bad idea afterall, just that i'll give her the belated present in my next life (and hers too), in which she will most prolly be a pig. so that's that. how?

yay i think i might be going to KNC with trik hyung cos *ahem* (hahahha) should be playing her first ENL match!
well if she doesnt play (sigh) then we will just frolick to the leisure centre and emo or something.
whoo trik, whoo *ahem* :D
oh and here's trik's excuse to head down to kallang (like i live there, hur)...
"okay i ask liao. i said you were somehow very depressed and somehow agitated cos your house the toilet bowl exploded so i had to go calm you down"
yah sure. help!
so lame please, i'm just gonna say my friend's suicidal.

its getting harder to talk to you now.
you're uninterested and impatient, i guess you have too many things on your mind/heart and i am not one of those thoughts.
or simply i might say you're getting tired of me.

xoxo