i swear every word is true (cos), i dont want wanna lose you

update @ 7.43pm:
i am extremely traumatised by that freaking optical illusion.
i will never look at stupid black pictures and get scared like that ever again.
i will not get owned by my own curiosity.
now i feel so silly, raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh D:

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i promise that i'll never break your heart (ever again).

ooofs, i am really excited! i'm the midst of planning operation s-surprises and i think my ideas haven been really cool thus far, yo.

i think i can like ms yu see yee after all. i mean, i never expected her to say those nice stuff about me (though they are true) at the parents-teacher-meeting.
i've been a horrible student but, i guess she looked at it from a different angle.
or maybe she forgot about all the bad stuff i did.
whatever it is, thank goodness!

i went to the library after church today. i have been wanting to digest some heavy literature or mindrope/heartstring-tugging novels but lo and behold, i couldnt borrow those four titles which i painstakingly spent three quarters of an hour choosing.
why? clap please, i have somehow managed to accumulate like, eight dollars of debts (to the library) and am thus banned from borrowing any material till i clear off the whole sum!
screammmmmmmms (your head off)!
what the banana, pui.
i was so grr-ed i literally rolled my eyes (haha, yes, at the loan machine) and apologetically and embarrassingly (what a word) took the books (and my card) and stalked off with my head hung low.
what a total waste, i think those four titles were really great books (sigh).

anyw, mc fell yesterday during her match (nsl)!
okayi i dont think she even felt the slightest wee bit of pain (or maybe it was just a slight wee bit), but still - she fell you know!
as like, the only present member of mcfc there at bsh (at that point in time), i felt like it was my responsibility to report that sighting (horrendous choice of adjective, so sorry!) to my lao da!
and now, look (or rather, read) http://misschenfanclub.blogspot.com/!
everyone is so very concerned about ms chen (or paranoid).
or maybe its my fault cos i kinda exaggerated a bit, oh well whatever blah
oh hey my heart ached when she fell alright.

co-founder. says:
its http://misschenfanclub.blogspot.com/

★ haraS hoG™ i promise never to break your heart (again). © says:
you all change the url?

★ haraS hoG™ i promise never to break your heart (again). © says:
why?

co-founder. says:
trik scared ppl know about it then she got a bold idea to use the current url

★ haraS hoG™ i promise never to break your heart (again). © says:
ar? hahhahaha

★ haraS hoG™ i promise never to break your heart (again). © says:
aye whats the user and password?

co-founder. says:
zheng suo wei, zui wei xian de di fang shi zui an quan de

haha, mcfc rocks (to the apple core) manzxc!

i made homemade mac-and-cheese for lunch! ohwell, two-in-one.
i think it comes with a stomachache, uh-oh.

off to the loo i go,
laoooopokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,
ciao.