we're the league tonight and tomorrow and forever and though it ends i'm glad we started right

the end, officially. the end.
at one point of time i wanted it to just stop because i was so tired. now i realise that all i wanted was for it to stop, not end (unlike what i told boyfriend).
mp is like a mother figure to us, and dang will i miss her so much. trainings will just be, uh, different (in a sense) from now onwards. i'm just real glad we ended things on a happy note. etched in my mind in a positive manner, you betcha (rae foo).
c'div '08 has left me in peculiar predicaments so many times but right now i feel like through it all, the pain, the anguish (exaggerated but whatever), when i had to choose between two major parts of my life, everything was worth it.
even when i said it was not worth it then, it was then. now's now. definitely, worth it.
i felt it on court just now - the same warm tingly feeling that motivated me even further on court. not alone. it feels good. better than good. it feels like it.
it should have been like that through all the matches and fights, but still its better late then never.
one team.
this team.
raw feelings.
<3

okayi but it was really unglam when i fell on my butt (trying to go for that ball in the air).
and i'm having a rather serious case of buttache now (haha).
mc, mc, mc, mc, mc, mc, mc, mc, oh no i had such a bad fall in front of mc.

i finished eclipse. made me tear so many times, yo. so anticipating dawning moon (i hope stephenie meyer works on the double writing it). anyw i think her style of writing has sorta influenced (?) me. not that i can write at her kinda standard but the way i phrase my lines everything has sort of a (or her) feel to it. even livia lim says so alright, or maybe it was just my content that's why. whatever blah fullstop

yay netball cip tmr! i hope it will be interesting cos apparently i cancelled out on three buddies just so i wouldnt miss it (in fact its compulsory, i tend to make myself seem more noble and mature oh well).

i have a sudden obesession with all things strawberry (milk) or apple (juice).

everything is for you. just as you are my everything.
and i want to be rich!
c'div, you, you, c'div,
xoxo ciao.