say, the people i dont want to hear from are telling me things i want to hear.
sigh, will you say you miss me?
getting cooped up in this stuffy place is doing me no more good than harm, i'm not feeling better. my head just feels reeally weighty and all that. i think it'll be a lot better had i gone out today. i want to go out tmr!
nevertheless, must stay happy! stay happy stay happy stay happy
ciao.
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these apologies were not left there unsaid
yet your stranger gaze still pierces me through
tear at my flesh like a hammer to my head
like i'm this person you never knew
tried to turns things back to what they once were
all the same time not knowing how to
for one thing i could not condemn for sure
was if the you i had known stays true

when we were friends it was all so usual then
they say you never know till you lose it at the end

but i havent lost it and we never will
the stars in the sky
and the glimmer in my eye
what's become of you and me
we're running on the same track, different lanes
and no matter at what pace, or which direction
deadly sure, we'll meet again
when that happens we'll catch our breaths
and sprint together one last lap
the comma, then the full stop,
thats when our friendship deserves a clap.

please?