slip away - today

i've been watching you cry
till my own tears ran dry
every drop breaks my heart
i've been taken apart

i've been seeing you stand
alone in that far land
i cant reach out for you
there's nothing i can do

for i know that you're waiting
and its not me you're missing
just tired,
of trying.

its never enough;

you dont know how it feels
to just be a backup plan
knowing that you'll just go
to the other in the end
maybe i'll just slipaway
hoping that you'll make me stay
but then again i'll just go,
without letting you know.
its better, this way










the prodigy came up with this in the middle of a three minute shower.
the prodigy feels blah.
the prodigy feels bleh.
the prodigy is tired.
and there's so much on the prodigy's mind now.
the prodigy feels like ________,
craving for it like crazy.
the prodigy, thinks she's probably dying.
and it might be good news after all.
and yes if the prodigy died, she will not need to find/do her homework.
the prodigy.
actually wishes that her end is near.
the prodigy says,
ciao.