JAMSTERS.
first day of school, but it was horrid, absolutely.
even training felt bad.
everyth was terrible today.
because i felt alone.
thought things would turn for the better after i let go.
boy am i wrong.
i feel so tired. still.
i feel more tired than before, actually.
i'll miss the jamming, the infectious laughters and the hugs,
those late night suppers, cabbing back tgt,
getting scolded by our parents,
forgetting the words to all the songs and making our own,
doing stupid things like jerox-ing,
working extremely hard for a gig,
eating cup noodles every session,
hunting for exciting group costumes,
dreaming of making it big,
recording all those stuff,
planning secret birthday bashes,
borrowing money,
everything else.
even teasing joonghan for his NS shaven head.
its been a whole year.
one whole year.
i know what's gonna happen and i wont try to stop it.
cos its my own descision.
and if anyth happens, i take on the responsibility.
me.
i'll miss everything.
and everyone.
and thank you for caring so much.
you know, it was really really fun while it lasted.
the jam spirit never ends, eh.
i'm still a jamster inside - and i will always be.
jiayou, loves.
9 - 1 = 8.
shit stuff, lol.
"if its anything its shit stuff and we bao ga liao."
on one last note (no pun intended, i wont sing anymore),
i love jamsters.

ciao.