here I am playing with those memories again

and just when I thought time had set me free
those thoughts of you keep taunting me

holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
though each and every part of me has tried
only you can fill that space inside

so theres no sense pretending
my heart its not mending

just when I thought I was over you
and just when I thought I could stand on my own
oh baby those memories come crashing through
and I just cant go on without you

on my own Ive tried to make the best of it alone
i've done everything I can to ease the pain
but only you can stop the rain

i just cant live without you
i miss everything about you

just when I thought I was over you
and just when I thought I could stand on my own
oh baby those memories come crashing through
and I just cant go on without you
and i mean it, darling



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tdy's update will be spammed with videos.

had training at 0830h in school and we did boxing (plus lower body fitness and courtwork) again!
the gloves and shields smelled really revolting. made lots of us nauseous
i mean, its like the third fitness session and it alr smells that bad.
i hope we dont use it all the way till next year cos ms loo doesnt allow us to wash it (spoils the material). we'll prolly all faint and die there and then

oh yes my awesome baby fish hyung aka huey huey left me a (small) box of strawberries which she left at the canteen table (with a note beside it).
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
saw it after training when i was tired and wet and sticky and gross. perked up almost immediately hahah thank you!

then got confronted by a whole gang of netballers by someth freaking stupiddddd. walaoeh
hahaha

after that we went to vivo to have lunch. ms loo was supposed to dine with us but she went back on her word :(
anyw, hee sat with estee rae and lois at the same table while eating and the conversations which took place were quite hilarious hahaha.
we were talking abt a certain paedophileeeeeeeeeeeee! ahem

this is me at harbourfont's underpass, trying to give away a flyer i graciously took.
got rejected like so many times i am a sad sad kid :(


took our own sweet time to return the school for game against jnrs (cdiv).
at first i thought that it'd be a platform to try out all the new stuff ms loo taught; an arena to pit myself against a less experienced team and to gauge how much i am really capable of.
but i guess ms puva had other plans :(
all she had to say was like, five sentences and my happy meter dropped to negative value
so i didnt go all out. it was like a game at half my usual pace.
how i perform really depends on my moood sigh
i'll never be an outstanding player at this rate.

mac-ed with my makan khaki (puah li xuan) at yew tee's mac after everythingggggggg :D :D :D
we were laughing a lot.
and we were very retarded too

scenario 1 ---

xuan and i walks to the counter.

xuan: can i have a cup of water?

mac-man hands over a cup of water.

sarah: *giggles a lot, clears throat, hears xuan laugh and starts laughing too* um can i have two fries pleaseee?

mac-man, staring straight into my eyes: no.

oh then we lagged thr for another five mins comtemplating if we should ask the other mac-man who looked wayyyyyy friendlier hahaha.

scenario 2 ---

mac-man walks past our table.

xuan: excuse me!

mac-man looks at her.

xuan: may i have a cup of waterrrr?

sarah: oh sorry she was kidding!

mac-man is stunned, walks away with blank look on his face.

xuan: ohmygod what did i just do? hahah i think i am crazy

heeeeeee we made a one minute magic video too!
but xuan refuses to let me post it :(
i look really bald in it anyw so nvm hahaha.

okayi anyw here are some rather rather rather late late late vids vids vids!

of the "we're all in this tgt" dance item we rehearsed at yeyun's.
the final one we performed isnt as noob okayi.


of the hilarious yeyun monkey incident which i am too lazy to elaborate about.


havent been feeling very ... englishy/literaturey of late.
i apologise for the boring posts with incomprehensible phrasing and million grammatical errors

xoxo