when the visions around you bring tears to your eyes

and all that surround you are secrets and lies,
i'll be your strength, i'll give you hope,
keeping your faith when its gone,
the one you should call was standing here all along.

got up ten minutes ltr than i shd have awoken this morning, so by the time i met the netballers at bukit batok, it was alr 8.45AM.
sorry to have kept you guys waiting!
bus-ed to ms loo's condo.
i was hoping that it'd be an absolutely leisure kinda recovery swim but it was nothing like that!
warm up was 8 laps in the pool.
then we did 30seconds of running (in the water) while keeping afloat (meaning we were not supposed to touch the floor/thread water) x 10 reps x 3 sets.
it was hell tiring and my shin was hurting mad-ass cos the muscles were so tighttttt.
then had a 10mins water race. grrr i cant run in water for nuts
after that we played a slightly modified version of duck duck goose and their expressions were all very funny hahahaha
ended off with stretching exercises.
quite fun, but when i reccounted the training to trik she was like, "ms loo is quite lame yar."

met up with trik ltr in the afternoon and goodness gracious me.
i dont mean to sound like a mom or anyth but one day tricia kok yin tong will give me a heart attack.
at abt 1.20pm we were discussing movie plans/meeting venues and stuff like that and everyth hadnt been finalised. i was still lying comfortably on my bed in my super long spongebob tee. i had screwed hair. and i had no idea what to wear.
she didnt reply my message for like, half an hour.
and when she finally did, she told me she was like, gna reach plaza sing !!!
so i tied my hair at lightning speed without mirror and comb and i picked a random clothes combination and i rushed outta my house.
and i chased after the bus !!! just so i could get to her asap
then she called me and told me to meet her at sembawang so i said okayi.
i texted her just before i reached sembawang mrt station and i'm awfully glad i did because the sembawang she was referring to was the CD shop at plaza !!!
after a grueling journey on the red line, i reached dhoby ghaut! she must have walked a thousand rounds before i came.
hahahaha my oh my.

after walking a bit and snacking at MOS with her, i left to meet my aunts.
am very happy with tdy's shoppingggg i bought:

• a dress for candice's party
• a pair of flats
• a belt
• some weird bangle (it's a gift)

and i ate a lot. we had dinner at this casual jap's diner

went to sanjay's no-reason party after that.
thr was lots of booze. and nicotine
no offence but his house was wrecked and i dont think he was being a very good host since i didnt even see him in that fifteen minutes i was thr.

i'm quite worn now and my knees are starting to hurtt so im gna get myself some ice.

although i'm giving up a little more hope with each passing day,
i would like you to know that the way i feel about you hasnt changed.