can i have your attention please

if you didnt want the garden,
why did you plant the seed?
you're making promises
that you'll never keep
now you deal with the consequences
down on your knees -
and maybe we'll do this for the rest of our lives
maybe we will live forever
maybe you dont have to think its right
maybe we will
and i dont feel what you feel,
i dont want to feel this incomplete
no one here can tell me
how to feel the space between
everyone knows you're my one regret,
everyone knows you're my one weakness

goodness gracious. everytime someone sees my typing in small(er) fonts he/she is bound to have the impression that the content is emo-istic and probably suicidal and stuff
go on, read it. read the sixteen lines of lyrics (which might actually, whoops, appear to be a lil sad but really the song is nice that's why).
anyw its incomplete - the last goodnight
you know how songs sometimes get stuck up there in your head and they replay and replay and replay (up there) even when you are writing your *#&_@& chinese compo (so much that you stop to listen to it hahhaha)
yes this was one of songs. it drove me (and the people around me) crazy cos i couldnt stop singing it
and it was when RVNB went to perth :O

pretend lah, cant you pretend this is like, not my second post for the day?
pretend i have a life
pretend you dont know i'm still sitting in front of the computer doing naught
pretend i'm not bored
pretend i dont need you anymore
to say that my family is unpredictable is an understatement.
when i was having precious me-time reading and IMing (not really considered me-time since it's me and someone and me and someone oh you know lah) and doing everyth but socialising with my blood-ties, the living room underwent a makeover
in place of our old big TV which looks like an old computer monitor (i mean the ones with a butt if you get what i mean) is a larger than 42-inch plasma TV (i am trying not to gloat - hahah)
there is a new Hi-5 set too! its metallic metallic metallic ouch
and there's a new small shelf where the xbox and the ps2 are placed. the games, however, are in my brother's rooooooom
doesnt make sense since there's so much space left (on the shelf)
anyw, yes a lot has been shifted shifted shifted
but walaoeh i didnt even know about the new stuff they bought till like now i feel like i have been kept in the dark
our sofa still remains though
in half a month the springs (in the oldddd seat) will pop out like, booiinngggg (like how they do in the mr. bean cartoons)
bet you
hahahhahahaahahha

sarah: hur, srsly!? how come i didnt know you had a performance!
tanya: eh, THAT'S IT NO CHRISTMAS PRESENT FOR YOU!

hahahhahahaha
she reminds me of chialynn cos i rmb chialynn once said "THATS IT NO BIRTHDAY PRESENT FOR YOU!"
they are kinda similar.

goodnight.
long for you, still