why wont you take all of me and sweep me off my feet

i didnt go for bible class because the parental unit woke up only at 0930. and then i had another boring sunday afternoon at changi's safra.
i succumbed to peer, no, sibling pressure and played one game of bowling. guess what, i got my first ever strike, ten pins down yo! beams and starts laughing at all the other asses who still use alley bumpers (like my brother the imbecile haha).
after that i started revising for physics. i did like, half a worksheet before i kicked the table leg out of exasperation and desperation (because there were only two questions i understood), afterwhich i started tearing because it felt as though my big-toe was broken.
oh and i slept by the poolside again (p.s. i saw gross scandalous stuff).

urgh. well kristal and yeyun, i agree with you both that life isnt exactly (always) fair. but i guess "it can only be summarised in three words: it goes on."
we'll all be happier counting our blessings, no matter how great or how small. hey, someday! someday MC will talk to us casually (like friends)! someday MC will appreciate what we have down (or what we are intending to do)! life is not fair, but think about it, your life is good enough (because you've got me as your girlfriend number two, haha kidding).

my dad said something which shook me hard pretty much.
he said "dont take these things for granted."
i must admit that i have been. i have always been taking a lot of things for granted. if i really really want something i know how to get it. i can play around with my words, the person, and whatever circumstances may be. now there's this something or someone that i dont want to take for granted. but thing is, i cant even take it. much less, take it for granted.

why dont i mean to you as much as you mean to me,
ciao.