coincidence is just god's way of remaining anonymous

enjoyed my (thorough) vocal training, it felt as if my voice was being tuned back (in a sense). throat singing/head singing/chest singing/well there ought to be a heart singing doofus who cares anyway sigh.

[from the way i'm blogging now its apparent that i am pissed off/impatient/tired/sick of something/disgusted/just not in the mood (just not pms dont worry).
maybe i thank (okayi, thinked) too much and well it really didnt help that i'm hungry and grouchy (now) and my brother just came into my room and told me that i had a portion (two slices actually) of chicago cheesecake but its all in his big fat stomach now yeah. thanks so much manzxc.]

oh where was i?
ohwell. its been a really really long time since i felt anything like that (like what, you ask. like thaaat, i say, annoyed.). like i belong.
or maybe it was just an improved synchronise of the harmony that made everything sound so good, it made me feel that way.
whatever it is i am happy and glad i went for it (again).
and haaah at the "welcome back" ceremony cos it made me all soft jelly inside thank you very much. and oooofs, for the music maker, what a gift manzxc.
fact is i am just a safekeeper for the time being but still i appreciate it, lovelys and gays (in marvel white tanks pui hahha).

caught (in my hands) the leap years with rachel and boyfriend.
its worth the seven bucks (bah), i think its sincere yet really simplee ohwell if you even get what i am talking about.
sometimes i think its what between the lines (of the movie), the indepth instead of the surface that makes a movie catchy. but point made is, not everyone reads and gets the ideas between the lines. geniuses (like me who think too much) get them and appreciates them.
sometimes i really cant help but feel the distance, so far it makes me shudder and wonder why (i do know why, and very well too, ahhh).

talked to nicole for quite a while (okay t'was not that long la) yest-night. am supposed to be speaking to her now but i feel this throat of mine going sore ya-da-ya-da grrr (sorry).

my stomach is a bottomless pit.
i feel extremely hungry despite having swallowed some nine bucks worth of fruit tarts (three of 'em). whatever happened to my dieting plans dont ask me.

i feel grouchy now tsk at the whole wide world manzxc,
ciao.