my drug and my drug's drug

updated @ 8.20PM

i feel like digging a hole and just hiding inside. i'll never be found. overwhelming emotions kill, sometimes the feeling is worst, much worse than having a hangover itself. i wish you'll let me drink till i lose myself completely.
today's game. jamsters. jamsters. jamsters. jamsters. why?
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uh hur uh hur, free period manzxc. shitzxc, my knee is starting to act up again and we're like playing against anglican later. zxc zxc.

i wrote a pretty something during HCL todayi. i call it:
MY LIST OF FAVOURITE THINGS.
ms moon and her stars
the sun not far from mars.
tracking down orion,
hunter and ulteronme.
twilight and new moon
and eclipse very soon.
romeo and juliet -
star-crossed yet truly loved.
daydreaming in class,
about clouds and cable cars.
sunflower so bright,
perhaps the path of light.
netball and my team,
and ice-cream topped with cream.
oh there's unagi,
bacardi and wtpri.
my QT, MT,
sing alongs with MV.
rings and coolio,
jamming at the studio.
and is this list too,
there is one person - you.

just came out from an extremely hilariously ineteresting lang arts class today. ms chew lost her voice (how sad). so lessons were a little of charades and much to do with typing typing and typing and reading off the screen. (joy to the world!) i think we'll all be watching romeo + juliet by baz lurhmann on thursday/friday. how exciting, eh.

tsk, the team is such a bunch of funnayes. like, they were driving me bonkers with their insane teasing about whatever and whatever and anyth and anyth. i mean, how can manzxc.
but i felt so much love yesterday. although our game with commonwealth was only two smiles worth. oh wait i havent announced it yet.
from thus forth i am going to rate and grade things by smiles! like, getting a sunflower would be ten smiles worth. and eating ice-cream would be nine smiles worth. so yes, two smiles worth is not very high (not high at all). but its alright, and its okay, cos rvnb all the way. (i know) i can be a wonderfullllll poet, agree? if you dont, its fine with me. (see it rhymes again) haaaaha.

sigh, cry people cry. my internet connection was downnnnn (yesterday night). and i have/had no idea why. hopefully it'll work when i reach home later on. then i'll post rae foo's birthday pictures! tsk, i slept so early yesterday. nine i think. i know, what a piggg. and i felt so tired in the morning. i sleep early when i have naughts to do, you seeeeeee.
okayi my boyfriend is waiting for the computer (i think). i shall be very very kind and just end this long post rather not abruptly here byebye.

xoxo, ciaoooooo.