seriously

i hate facing things alone.

i hate not meeting up to expectations.

i hate feeling inferior and insecure.

i hate darkness (sometimes).

i hate the sight of withering sunflowers.

i hate buzzing muffled speakers.

i hate forgetting where i last stopped reading (r and j).

i hate it when i seek and not find.

i hate knowing that seasons do go, people do change, and feelings do fade.

i hate being in a dire financial situation.

i hate that message that says "no space for new messages".

i hate to be uncertain of my feelings/emotions.

i hate it when my creative player runs out of battery.

i hate it when i feel disconnected to the world (sometimes).

i hate to let go (i know i never can - i've tried).

i hate it when i dont have time for my MTs and QTs.

i hate it when i see some stuff and let my imagination run (wild).

i hate it when i have insomnia/amnesia (cant sleep).

i hate the feeling when the words get stuck in my throat.

i hate nights when i kick off my blanket and feel so cold,

or when my cellphone falls into the slit in between my bed and my table and i end up having to spend a whole ten minutes looking for it the next morning.

i hate losing confidence.

i hate my maid when she mixes up my brother's and my pillow, or when she tells on me (sometimes, haha).

i hate to suppress laughter.

i hate it (absolutely) when my computer crashes on me.

i hate masquerade balls.

i hate that kind of irritating feeling when the word/song title is at the tip of my tongue but i just cant seem to say it out (momentary forget).

i hate it when my shirt-of-the-day is not dry.

i hate being hungry when i'm on a diet.

i hate to not be able to cry out loud (sometimes, lol, COL).

i hate ringing/noisy keychains.

i hate being jealous.

i hate to accept the fact that... ...

okayi, maybe "hate" isnt the word to use. but, why, you cant expect me to edit all the "hate"s out.

i hate feeling empty,
ciao.