keep my hand in the fire, sooner or later, i'll get what i'm asking for

red is painful
(part 1)
when i hide no one tries to find
emotions kill and i've died
i would rather lose my mind
than keep this all inside

you've never said you'll stay with me
i'm asking you now, will you
let me know that through it all
at least one thing stays true

just stay with me
(on me) dont give up
you dont know how that one word
broke my heart

(part 2)
one loss and i'm taking it down
with me on the underside
you dont know if you dont try
this blasphemy's white

all my soul i've put into this
tender notes, harmony sweet
what was once a perfect feat
turn finite time back, please

(cliche as all these words may be
they come deep down from inside of me)

let's work it out
(of me) dont let go
just be who we want to be
rock and roll
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and the only reason why i named this piece that is cos i was writing in red all this while. its pretty amazing how i can get to create stuff like that during chinese lessons when i'm sitting all the way in front, hyuk. it has meaning, please.

i made a great choice in coming back earlier todayi. cos of the sunflower (ten smiles worth manzxc) hey you sunflower anonymous you better own up this instant. whoever you are anyw, i'm reallyy happyyy okayi. just you watch out cos my boyfriend and i are gonna track you down.

nanyang tmr, assholes! we can do it and we shall. and i have to do it to make up for what went wrong (like, yesterday sigh).

"this love feels i, that feel no love in this." - romeo, shakespeare's r and j
ciao.