very soon all my posts will be non lyrical and fully emotional.
gah. i feel bored.
bored at home, bored in school, bored during lessons.
ms chew is a dang interesting tcher though.
her lessons are exciting. i like her.
anyw, everyth is boring when you are moodless.

at least i've taken the first step.
gah, though its like the first out of a hundred steps.
but then at times i really really really
just feel like walking over and talking to you.
tell you a bit about my day,
tell you that super idiotic joke that guy sitting behind told me today.
you have no idea how hard it is lor.
to try to act as if i dont know you at all.
or to even put up a front, that i dont care.
much as i pretend that it doesnt matter,
i think i'll soon be going around asking others how you're doing.
trying to get some second hand info.
it frigging hurts la.
not being able to ask you first hand.
having to see you just walk away blatantly.
avoiding your eyes and looking at everyth and everyone but you.
you dont know how it feels like.
just take care.

just rmbed that my pri school jnr came up to me today.

and fish, i hope you are feeling better now.
dont keep saying that i only care abt ___ and dont care you lor.
cos i was worried for you just now.
go fish, thats what a gf is for.

i think i'll post someth lyrical later on.
there's someth in my head alr.

actually.
it feels good to have let it all out.
cos i seriously poured my whole soul out in that ______.
it feels better, knowing that you'll never know.

slipaway, bah.

ciao.