no debrief from mp abt yesterday's game in the end, tsk. training was, yet again, gahhh. i am really t to the i to the r to the e to the d. surprise game against the seniors. horrible passes. non-lasting stamina(or none of it). fridayy, i must.

went up to the deck again. slept for a while (a few mins only actually), thankfully xp woke me up. the cloudddds were covering the stars and not a single moon (eh, only got one right) was in sight. the essence of the night -

(because you live - jesse mccartney)
because you live, and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else could help
because you live, girl, my world
has twice as many stars in the sky.

how much do i mean to you?
or am i just still the ____-__ ____/______ ______?

ciao.