i wont label today a bad day just because training was sucky.
wait, training didnt suck, i sucked.
and my point here is our first match is like only two days away.
and my ____ frigging _____.
instead of sitting here doing naught stuff, i should do someth (but really, do what?).

kristal didnt come to school today.
i hope she's alright.

it was pretty cool just now when i was walking home cos
there are/were lots (like lots and i gave up counting them in the end) of stars in the nightsky!
and half a moon.
tonight seems.. whats that word?
different i suppose. cos... i dont know, really.
dont know why, but i am not contented being just another one of the countless stars - i want to be the brightest star.
i wetted my bed icing my knee, horror.
i teared and you dont know why.
and yes i have decided - to continue _______.
and i'll ____ well.
seriously, i'll pick it up all over again and stop being annoyed by my own screwed _____.
it'll be my own rendition.

i want you to tell me.

ciao.