GREAT START C'DIV - GOING HOT.
played super averagely or slightly below,
but still happy all the same for those who played well, and yes this is one greaaat start.
hot hot hot.
gah but i'm not really looking forward to training tmr lei. nevermind, jiayouuu rvnb!

singing out loud and strong feels reallyyyy good.
i like singing with fish, even if my voice sounded horrible hoarse or bad or anyth, at least i felt better. like, i'm one with a soul and a song to sing, lyrics to write everything. just feels good fullstop

that slice of cake rae brought over was omgly delicious lor - it contained rum anyw ahha.
and i drank a bottle - i think i'm getting better at this/ cos i dont feel anyth!

one shouldnt be too possesive, cos - lol - it's/he's/she's everyone else's as much as it/he/she is yours. and thinking too much is not good either. just let life unveil itself yeah, what you need will come to you. although you shouldnt really count on fate cos your destiny lies in your own hands. your choice today affects your tmr (not talking abt food). i wonder what would have happened had i followed my gut feelings that time, lol. no more emo-ing alr, seasonnnnnnnnn 100%. as in, can think/stone la.

i asked xiaopang how to differentiate stars from satellites. he said that satellites were curved in the middle, but really, who would see a curve in that small bright dot in the night sky line?
cable car. clouds. stars. haw par villa. season.
star cross'd lovers. r and j.
and i think this is the last time i'll say this: even as a ____-__ ____, i'll try. might not work/mean anyth to you, but at least i know i've tried. i dont have to be the one who made you _____. just do so.
addiction and ciao.