i feel lost.
i sit alone in the pile of memories.
suddenly everything comes back to me.
i take off my earphones, and i hear the world outside.
"sometimes its letting go that makes one strong.
but its holding on that makes one stronger.
you stop learning the moment you give up.
stop limiting yourself."
now what?
lord please show me what to do,
tell me what to say.
cos we've come too far to let it slipaway.
and i love you, jamsters.

i decided to post someth other than lyrics (or you can call it crap).
anyw, 2007's coming to an end.
like in an hour and fifty two mins time.
whatever it is, this year has been A-M-A-Z-ING.
despite all the down times.
really.
just that now, well.
i'm hella confused.
and very lost.
just dont know what to do.
but i feel much better alr.
i was depressed a week ago.
now i'm just feeling empty (wait is that worst than depressed?).
a lot of things are happening all at once.
and my heart is moving faster than my mind can take.
hold on? let go? give up?
and hey quit guessing that its BGR.
cos its not.

and its not that i dont want to tell you guys yeah.
i just dont know how.
and maybe i dont want to bombard you people
with my hundred and one doubts and questions and probs.

tired. tired. tired.

and i feel like i've lost myself again.
was told that the real me is still in my heart.
but i feel as if my heart's dying and burning up alr.
lost, completely?
i want me back.

thank you for everything.
i dont know what more to say.
but i miss you lei.

ciao.