have you ever been so lost?

known the way but still so lost?

official announcement

11 March 2007 to 23 May 2009.
it was nice while it lasted but im moving on today.

http://superzookeeper.wordpress.com

:)

are these the eyes of someone you could love?

tanya says its unlike me to not keep my blog updated, so to retain my identity here's something!

well training has resumed. i'm in team valley for enl!
ytd's careteam was great. we did personality tests and stuff :)
today rae lois kristal and i caught night at the museum 2. it's quite funny!

ANYWAY. pictures. so you see the past month had a lot to do with AC :)
and della! :)

have a little patience

i didn't go to school today. watched a'div games third/fourth play off and finals at bedok.
AC actually beat RI! to emerge as champs.

i'll try to be strong
believe me, i'm trying to move on
it's complicated but understand me.

show me that good things come to those who wait.
you can.

SA :)

vespa

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i can go on forever.

i had my first four macarons today. sweet to the very last crumb :)

watched a'div matches.
AC vs SA
RI vs HC

thanks for everything.
the both of you :)

conviction

i'll be watchful of my tongue from now.
i want my words to be healing and not hurting,
i want them to build up and not tear down.

oh be careful little mouth what you speak
oh be careful little mouth what you speak
for there's a father up above
and he's looking down in love
so be careful little mouth what you speak

James 3: 1 - 18
Proverbs 10: 18- 32
Job 15: 5

updates on today tomorrow, after i get my hands on those pictures :)
xoxo

3 things which really made my heart ache today

in chronological order:

1. the sight of my grandmother, balding from chemotherapy and all the other various kinds of cancer treatment. i did my research, and found out that there are many more side effects like pain, anemia, memory loss, apetitie change, nausea and vomitting, swelling and fluid retention etc. there's a whole long list on it, just reading it made me feel sick already. argh i wish i have the courage to tell her, in words, personally, that i love her. that i will give anything in this world to take her pain away, or even to endure for her all that she's going through. cliche, but honestly. honestly.
   
   
2. jovan fell from the playground and had to have his chin stitched up.
   really pained me, regardless of how irritating he can be on a regular fine sunny day.
   
   
3. MC. don't give up.

here's to those who need it:
everything will be fine in the end.
if things are not going good, it's simply not the end.
but, the end will come soon.

remember what i said about being optimistic? that it's just lying to ourselves?