- because, this solitary star

2010-08-01T11:34:00.002+08:00

have you ever been so lost?

known the way but still so lost?

official announcement

2009-05-29T23:06:00.002+08:00

11 March 2007 to 23 May 2009.
it was nice while it lasted but im moving on today.

http://superzookeeper.wordpress.com

:)

are these the eyes of someone you could love?

2009-05-23T23:31:00.008+08:00

tanya says its unlike me to not keep my blog updated, so to retain my identity here's something!

well training has resumed. i'm in team valley for enl!
ytd's careteam was great. we did personality tests and stuff :)
today rae lois kristal and i caught night at the museum 2. it's quite funny!

ANYWAY. pictures. so you see the past month had a lot to do with AC :)
and della! :)

have a little patience

2009-05-15T20:18:00.004+08:00

i didn't go to school today. watched a'div games third/fourth play off and finals at bedok.
AC actually beat RI! to emerge as champs.

i'll try to be strong
believe me, i'm trying to move on
it's complicated but understand me.

show me that good things come to those who wait.
you can.

SA :)

vespa

2009-05-13T21:03:00.004+08:00

vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
vespa
i can go on forever.

i had my first four macarons today. sweet to the very last crumb :)

watched a'div matches.
AC vs SA
RI vs HC

thanks for everything.
the both of you :)

conviction

2009-04-19T22:36:00.003+08:00

i'll be watchful of my tongue from now.
i want my words to be healing and not hurting,
i want them to build up and not tear down.

oh be careful little mouth what you speak
oh be careful little mouth what you speak
for there's a father up above
and he's looking down in love
so be careful little mouth what you speak

James 3: 1 - 18
Proverbs 10: 18- 32
Job 15: 5

updates on today tomorrow, after i get my hands on those pictures :)
xoxo

3 things which really made my heart ache today

2009-04-18T22:19:00.004+08:00

in chronological order:

the sight of my grandmother, balding from chemotherapy and all the other various kinds of cancer treatment. i did my research, and found out that there are many more side effects like pain, anemia, memory loss, apetitie change, nausea and vomitting, swelling and fluid retention etc. there's a whole long list on it, just reading it made me feel sick already. argh i wish i have the courage to tell her, in words, personally, that i love her. that i will give anything in this world to take her pain away, or even to endure for her all that she's going through. cliche, but honestly. honestly.
jovan fell from the playground and had to have his chin stitched up.
really pained me, regardless of how irritating he can be on a regular fine sunny day.
MC. don't give up.

here's to those who need it:
everything will be fine in the end.
if things are not going good, it's simply not the end.
but, the end will come soon.

remember what i said about being optimistic? that it's just lying to ourselves?

where is the moment we needed the most?

2009-04-17T21:06:00.002+08:00

you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost.

at this rate, i'm never going to get it back.
step up, sarah. step up.

there is no truth.

i've forgotten if you like chocolates. do you?

i stand in the line just to hit a new low

2009-04-16T23:20:00.003+08:00

i'm faking a smile with the coffee to go.

i just returned from training.
today, i sucked as hell on court, and i re-injured my ankle.

i'm getting tired of being optimistic.
honestly, i'm just lying to myself week after week.
"my performance will get better"
"i'll get my runs back! the drives!"
"well no biggie i'll just have to work harder on my passes"
things like that?
self-delusion. i can't find a better term.

my play is not improving. as a matter of fact it's going so downhill, i feel that i'm just wasting everyone's time and efforts.
i miss how it was on court so much.
to be in control.

time is slipping out of my hands.
NL's in like, a freaking month away.
and i want to play for seven.
well actually i dont just want to play for seven,
i want to play well for seven.

to all of you, especially those who were here today, i dont think you'll ever see this but,
i'm sorry. charis, della, funny, jasmine, mel, salim, qiuying, the twins,
i'm sorry. dont think i even deserve to be sharing the same bib with you guys.
i dont know how to tell you, how sorry i really am.

for being so sucky.

you light up my life!

2009-04-16T15:48:00.002+08:00

you, you, you, you and of cos you!! :)

today, feeling rather jolly, i went straight out of school after the very last class ended
(it was math and for the first time this year, i nearly passed my test!).
bought cream puffs from ritz westmall, and some other foodstuff, then i went all the way to T's place unannounced haha. had to sit outside the gate for about half an hour because no one was home. i love love love loco!! he was barking nonstop for a bit, then he finally found his way out of the house so he played with me while i was waiting outside! haha silly stupid dog tried to jump over the gate, really!

now i'm/we're in the house.
when T's sister comes home we're going to watch fast and furious 4 on dvd :) :)

for now just gonna just pop the cookie dough into the oven
and the cream puffs into the freezer
oh the grapes go in there too
and i'll get a quick nap

there's club training at eight later on! i can really do with some sort of motivation and encouragement, let's say a short conversation with MC perhaps? :D

when was the last time i felt this good?
so not pressed for time, so free, with barely anything weighing me down
since forever
xoxo

one strawberry field is fine by me

2009-04-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

yoohoo!

my first paycheck haha haha haha

sticky rice and honey mango with lots of coconut milk
no, that's not my paycheck, silly!

there are holes in my feet!
near the toes!
not a disease though i can take the truth!!!

pretty as a car crash is nothing profound or as deep as i thought
it just means that hannah is sadistic she said so herself aaaaaah now we get it..

FARNITAN! says:
SHIT!! I JUST FOUND A NAKED PICTURE OF YOU!
http://haras_hog.super-galleri.com
.
.
.
so irritating our entire conversation history is one-sided and consists only of the stupid virus spamssssssssssssssssss!

math i love remainder and factor theorem honestly

i can't wait!!!!!!

melan is such a weird person he who loves birthdays!!
and i have training tomorrow

:O

haha

haha

quite funny!

haha

haha

laugh my life away

haha

haha

map of the problematique

2009-04-14T17:57:00.003+08:00

this morning i woke up with bad hair and bad throat so i went straight back to bed.
promptly an hour later, T gave me a wake-up call. met him and had macgriddles for breakfast haha.
got my layers chopped as his mohawk was trimmed.

went to school for the fun of it and i barged into the class, at around 11.50am?
survived lessons and skipped weights training to go for my bronchi pump.
then went to causeway to get my hesh. thanks again jeremy :)
rushed down to cck stadium for the race. namely yong huey chyi's 400m race.
took off to meet joong and jotay for early dinner soon after.

now i'm at home waiting for T to come over. then we'll run, literally, to teck whye.
for the world's most sinful pork knuckles.
shudders.

merv when are we going out!!!!!!

p.s. i just found out that seven won the friendly against SP last wed haha congrats! and jiayou for trg today :) :)

utter blasphemy

2009-04-13T20:23:00.002+08:00

you. you who put the hell in hello.

i can't believe this.
sam the wonderman's favourite band is marilyn monroe.

oh, so marilyn manson is the acclaimed dead actress?

dancing things, painted wings

2009-04-12T20:41:00.005+08:00

things i almost remember.
and a song someone sings,
once upon a december.

i no longer have to go job-scouting for that 100 dollars.

skullcandy hesh (stripe)

because that cute thing up there will be my (first) birthday present!
courtesy of jeremy from church!
mind-blowing. can't wait :) :)

saving jane

2009-04-10T23:15:00.003+08:00

"the only good thing about being sick. Is that it makes you appreciate the healthy days so much more."
- read this from i forgot where.

so, i survived the past three days of living hell. honestly i'd thought i'll die.
my body temperature kept fluctuating from 39.8 to 40deg, i dont think i've ever had a higher fever more dangerous.
and i had to get a jab!! :(
well at least it's gradually subsiding now

still down with flu, strep throat (somewhat like infection) and slight bronchitis grr but i have an mc till monday haha hooray.

good friday! :D

雪特是什么意思?

2009-04-07T20:30:00.001+08:00

shit
大便
骂人的话
trish

haha now we know.

no truer love

2009-04-06T20:24:00.002+08:00

am currently touched. very.
my cute greatgrandmother called me on my handphone just a moment ago to ask about my ankle/health/well-being.

when it should have been the other way round.

vote of sympathy

2009-04-05T20:09:00.006+08:00

here's something cute from yesterday haha

Samuel "The Heretic" (Picture Perfect Sunset) says:
told you exercise is bad for health

annieway, urgently need to clarify.
on second thought, maybe not. i'll just leave it all to your own interpretation.
honestly, i could do without having to account to anyone else.

on sat i made it to NSL albeit experiencing pain and discomfort.
sight of MC heals faster than any traditional chinese medicine wrap :)
hint.
hint.
hint.
MC i hope you somehow stumble onto this page and take action because

i want to recover asap
speed7's having a friendly with SP on wed! and i'd like to go on court if my ankle allows for it
and if coach lets me despite my unnerving perfomance during fri's trg
then again i dont think my parents will even agree to me going for any more netball thingy

this leads me to my -let me count- fifth point.
why? why will my parents stop me from playing my game?
because of lwf.
!@#$%^&*( burn lwf.
grr she who weaves tales and makes baseless assumptions which resulted in angering daddy and mommy
not saying that i'm not at fault.
but haha i do clip up my hair what walao cannot lenient a bit is it?
besides, any self-respecting teacher would have never said anything like that.

tomorrow trish and i bringing voodoo doll, pins, and perhaps a few knives

cookies i brought to school on friday were quite well received :)
so today i went on to bake a strawberry meringue pie.
goodness gracious me, so heavenly it was fit for a king. or a queen.
just to show i'm not sexist

untimely raw

2009-04-03T23:40:00.005+08:00

friday, 3 april 2009
friday, 21 march 2008

the same thing happened almost exactly one year ago.
yet this time round, the person who had picked me up from my fall and carried me through it all, isn't right here with me anymore.

it's just one difference, but it's one difference so huge it's changing everything.

i am cookie monster

2009-04-02T19:13:00.005+08:00

you can be the one in the bin, what's it called?

today after school, in the afternoon, did some baking! :)
we made 481 chocolate-chip-cookies in all.

i'm 100% positive we could have had 600 cookies if we hadn't eaten up like, so much of the cookie dough while watching jay chou's 2004 incomparable concert dvd. by the way, we're not like huge fans of his. we just didnt have anything else! haha

my favourite day constitutes of
the simplest things like well
everything, from just
lying side by side
to laughing
& crying
talking
thinking
making plans
for another tomorrow
with my treasured friend,
cleo tang on 2 April 2000 and 9

xoxo

you're the most beautiful thing i've ever seen in my entire life

2009-04-01T20:18:00.005+08:00

"but, don't you want to show me off to everyone else?" he asked. he toyed with, turned and adjusted the left snakebite-piercing on his lower lip. "ouch." he mumbled.

"why would i? you... brand-less thug!" she replied, trying hard to suppress her smile.

"hey that hurts." he took a step backwards with his hands clutched to his chest, pouting.

she put away the stacks of notes which she had been studying for the past hour, and for the first time in that day, glanced up and took a really good look of the beautiful person seated barely half a meter away.

she sighed, pinned up a few loose strands of hair dangling in her face, and then admitted sheepishly, "honestly i'd just like to keep you all to myself."
he played with the thoughts in his head for a while, before clasping his large, warm hands around hers.

"i'm like your secret world," he whispered.
"kept under wraps so tightly it's exciting.
no one knows who i am. or how i look like.
no one knows how it feels when you are safe with me.
no one knows where we ever go to.
i am your hiding place, your sanctuary, your favourite home.
you can sit with me for hours and we dont have to say a word.
you can tell me things i don't understand, and i'll always pretend i do.
i'll utter rubbish in return to make you laugh so hard you end up falling asleep.
we can walk together on opposite streets of a road, and still feel connected.
when we're together there's not a care in the world.
i am your best kept secret."

she held his hands more tightly than ever. "wow."
she said, "i think that was me, speaking through you."
she laughed nervously, amazed at the words - the perfect truth - which escaped from his lips - his perfect lips.

he kept silent for a minute.
and another minute.
and another minute.

and finally.

"my best kept secret?" he hesitated.
looking straight into her eyes with pain and anguish she never knew existed in him, he cried, "it's suffocating to be your best kept secret."

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yesterday we started on our new weights program.
it's very much different from the prev one, like now thr's this new swissball thing which i find highly amusing! haha and the medicine ball throw. i'm always very afraid i'll like smash the (carpeted) floor or something.

after that we celebrated lois' belated birthday with a jelly cake that was really quite nice! :)

went down to KFC/KNC for club trg then della pranked me saying that it was cancelled grrrr haha.
was really shagged at the end of the day because only eight turned up for club trg so everyth we did was more concentrated on the few of us.
and there was so much lower-body/leg work! argh
despite having gotten jelly legs, was still fun luh :) :)

and ahem a ten-second scene which made my day/night:

miss chen: hi sarah.

me: *smiles, waves casually*

-barely three seconds later-

miss chen: bye sarah.

me: *unable to contain my joy* -laughs- bye!

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today is ultimate tennis off-form day.
went to the warrens to play with melan and !@#$%^&*( couldn't be worst
my legs were so heavy and painful
my arms felt really lazy
it rained halfway while we were playing.
to be honest, i think clearing the water off the court with the roller was more fun hahaha

my quarts and hamstring
dying on me

at least i came back home to awesome frozen strawberries and cream
best remedy to save the day

look at the earth from outer space

2009-03-30T20:54:00.003+08:00

tell me your own politik.

trish and i have a brilliant, yet-to-be executed plan.
shh.

today i did my napfa 2.4km and it was horrid. honestly, couldn't be worst.
if i were to tell my timing to coach i confirm get burnt :( :( :(

neeway, i've been thinking. what am i really good at?
objectively, to put it across in a really blunt way, nothing at all.
the first thing that comes to mind when i think about tanya is, oh, her ballet.
for joong, its his drum and his diligence level. cleo, her flair for languages. T? his charisma, his art, the way he does everything (but academic related stuff) to perfection.
me? haha i can't do anything right.
albeit having no regrets, the only thing i thought i did best in my whole life turned out to be the greatest mistake.

sometimes i would like to cease to exist.

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nothing wrong, nothing right.

you didn't have to walk me to the door.

2009-03-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

overslept this morning so i didn't go to woodlands reg lib for the contest presentation ceremony. not that we actually won anything. turned out only jiarui went, oops.

spent the whole afternoon sitting in bed, daydreaming, deep-thinking. very quality me-time.
however my maid thought i was sick and meditating or something!
we always want to be one step ahead of everyone else.
so much that we move too fast into the city lights and leave our souls behind.

NSL was as usual :)
just that i kept being made fun of grr!
one fine day i will gai4/reject your ball! :)
susan is ultra-mega gay, btw.

had supper at yew tee macs with jeremy.
the ice-cream machine just had to break down so i settled for a fillet-o-fish instead of mudpie mcflurry.

a decision that's never going to be made, about a love that's never going to change.

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haha the moment i've been staying up for has come.
at 12AM exact,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOIS CONSIDERATE PUNCTUALITY ONG SHI YUN!
you're older than me, but shorter! i love you so much for that, among other things :)

xoxo

p.s. said hi to miss chen tdy

it all boils down to this, doesnt it?

2009-03-27T23:21:00.004+08:00

this morning at 6.24AM, i meekly showed my result slip to daddy. he hastily signed it before going back to sleep and i thought he was letting me off. kinda dubious, and i should have known. let's just say i was optimistic.
my happiness/optimism was not to be; he fetched me home from KNC at night and i got a real long tongue-lashing. it was all one-sided talk, because really, what could i have said?
we made a compromise: if i do not get at least 3.0 for next term's GPA, i will be cut off from my netball entity.
to be honest i dont think i can do it. not at the rate i'm flunking all my tests (there were three today, btw). half the battle's already gone. and it really isn't that i don't want to learn or anything. i'd love to study stars and constellations, about animals and how to run a zoo, about the mechanism of languages and such. but i'm not cut out to be the best of friends with numbers (math to be exact), sciences like chem, and i take my hats off to you unsympathizing people who get your regular 'A's.
it's all about interest.
it's all about the heart.
it's all about effort,
the time you put into every subject.
but what if i'm really, sad to say, not cut out for studying?
i just want to be is a happy zookeeper. if i dont graduate, dont get a degree, and end up being job-less when i grow up, i guess i'll just be MCFC's secretary forever.

met T at harbourfront right after school.

rushed back at two-ish to take year one juniors for training. i think not a single part of it was productive and it isn't entirely the juniors' fault.
we've been doing the exact same things over and over again every single week.
it gets boring and everyone's losing interest, but how do we move on when basics are not grasped?
then us seniors get tired of repeating the same words over and over, and we dont take this training thing seriously anymore.
half the time we're lazing around, talking or playing by ourselves, leaving only the few dedicated and patient year3s to get the program running.
it's no wonder no one looks up to us, we dont instill fear, we dont command respect.
i know how it feels to be ahem ahem ahem ahem ahem ahem ahem ahem ahem ahem, but even so we know we're so much better than this. we can do it together.

anyw, after that played a little of tennis at the school's no-net court :)

then went to KNC for club's killer training.
the first hot-spot drill qiuying may and i did already seemingly detached my limbs from my body
but good workout as usual, seven up! :D
at the end had a not very surprising belated birthday surprise for coach! :)
huge, good, chunky choc banana cake from secret recipe, a birthday song, and a card (thanks ho!)
no pictures cos the lights at the court were switched off in the mid of the cake-cutting ceremony and we all had to shift to the brighter place outside office. anti-climax.
i like fri cos the attendance is higher and we always get to do more varied drills

where do i start?

thanks for being with me throughout :)

"cause when i die, then i die loving you.

2009-03-26T20:50:00.003+08:00

it's alright, i'll be fine."
- Yellowcard, Dear Bobbie

first up, HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY MCFC! :)

went to mom's shop after school.

me: TODAY THE WHOLE LEVEL MADE THEIR I/C! EVERYONE BUT ME LEH.

mommy: why?

me: cos i didn't bring the letter ICA sent to us. you didnt give me!

mommy: good!

me: ?!?!

mommy: then you won't grow up so fast.

i stayed thr for about one and a half hours to do my bio assignment. i reaaally focused. it's my favourite study place from now.
after i completed it -

mommy: -hands over ten dollars-

me: for me? cos i finished my work? -very happy btw-

mommy: no la. you free alr right? walk to sweet talk buy the sour sour drink for me.

T came down to the shop to have his really early dinner.

i left at about five forty, went to warrens to workout with melanzzo!
1 hour of tennis. really fun no joke!
7 minutes of run (pace 10.1 only hahaha)
20 minutes of gym
then we went to lot 1 to get 97% fat free yoghurt! :)
thanks for half the treat!

reached home at about eightish

i have approx eight hours to do/complete
bathe
eat 2nd dinner
4 bio practicals
1/2 math worksheet
study for tmr's test
chinese holiday homework
lang arts final research on review

i can do it. of cos i can.

i spun around to see you looking straight back at me

2009-03-25T20:27:00.002+08:00

i'm such a procrastinator.
i delay needlessly about almost everything, from going for my runs, to getting my homework done, sometimes i even eat dinner at eleven.
sigh what am i supposed to do about this? you know what, i'll think about it tomorrow.

in the meantime, here's a quickie on yesterday.

went for club training in the evening! before that got thrashed in horse. played crocodile.
for warm-up we played the ball-tag game haha it was very fun totally livened the atmosphere!
ended off with game as usual, 7 on 7 full court since there were, just nice, that many (or rather, few) of us.
am rly glad i went for it cos that trg was much more productive! :)
ANYW THE EXCITING PART IS AFTER TRG
i had to pass trish's gift to MC
but i didnt dare to!
when i finally did muster my courage to run over to her, they were so encouraging hahaha
they were like making hell lot of noise asking me to remove my speed top/go in my sports bra/whatever etc cos
ahem
a bit embarrassing to the club lor
i dont think you get it but whatever hahaha

today: congrats c'div for your win :)
i couldn't make it in time for their game cos i thought it was at four when it was at three.
after i left school i went to my mom's shop and did funny funny things
met T for a while.
then i went to the warrens to return melan some money.

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been experiencing many gay moments with trish.
-grabs hand and runs-

cos we've come too far to let it slipaway

partially-locked post

2009-03-23T23:10:00.020+08:00

yesterday night i had the most perfect dream.
it was so beautiful i cried when i woke up.
i would if i could, sleep forever to continue living in it.

highlights of today, first day of term two mind you, include:

half the time in class praying that the teacher doesn't check/collect homework
discovering more undone homework
winning the frisbee inter-class championship :)
joshua benjamin sharlene weiling trish and i
romantic spots with trish
playing frisbee with trish's younger bro zac
feeling down

i finally figured how to private posts without locking the whole blog.

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this is the day that the lord hath made

2009-03-22T16:49:00.004+08:00

i will rejoice and be glad in it :)

after all, i have all the reasons to!
cos my day's been a blast thus far

i'm now blogging from this wireless surfing zone in changi country club! i'm having some sort of me-time. am by myself because my dad and bros have gone on the greens for their 9-holes golf game. and my mom's in the jackpot room. she's never won anything although she coops herself in there for at least an hour every single time we come here.

attended bible class in the morning. didnt stay on for service and it's been like that for nearly a month alr. honestly i feel quite guilty but i dont know how to speak up to my parents. grr.
anyw, after class we went to harbourfront for the golf fair. it was less packed today as compared to yesterday night at about 11pm. [ytd i went for nsl with the usual gang :) then went with parental department to the fair i was just speaking about. it was insane - well that
's quite an understatement. people had to queue just to get into the little bit of space outside cheers/new zealand ice-cream shop. the queue was soooooo long it went all the way out of the building and it was snake-like.]
we got a few shirts and a few clubs.

headed down to singapore expo after that! more crazy fairs to come
the first one we went to was adidas'. it wasn't exactly that crowded umz thr were no stampedes, for one. but the items thr were snatched-up really quickly! so we just took whatever we want as fast as we could! it was literally see-take-see-take-see-take and it goes on
got myself a pair of canvas sneaks they were the very last pair at size 7 hahaha am very proud of myself for finding such a steal
oh and a few shirts
MOMO I BOUGHT SOMETHING FOR YOU TOO :) :)

next was robinsons sale at the hall beside adidas'
we hung around there much longer cos there was something for everyone!
psp games wii games ps2 games xbox games undergarments clothes tie food NIKE WATCH!
like finally! i've been looking for one since last year. it pays to wait.

last was the popular/harris' sale
couldnt find any nice titles so i didn't get any :(

shopping is soooooooooo thereupetic :)

WALAO DELLA, WHO WENT FOR NSL, JUST SMSED ME TO TELL ME THAT MC IS RIGHT BEHIND HER

I'M READING CASS' BLOG, BLEAHHHHHHH :P

OH WHR WAS I.
we left expo then we came here! changi country club place
hit a few golf balls at the driving range then i decided to go gyming instead
BUT I FREAKING FORGOT TO BRING MY MEMBERSHIP CARD so i couldnt enter
so here i am blogging instead

what a wonderful day!

i know!

i beg of you to not spoil my day by reminding me that i have 9/10 homework undone

pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease

OH AND ONE MORETHING
i am exceptionally happy today cos MY MOM PROMISED ME
that if i studied medicine and did well for it (by that i think she means graduate from uni or someth), she will buy me big big plots of land in thailand! AND THEN I CAN BUILT MY ZOO THEREEEEE :) :) :)
NOW I HAVE SOMETHING TO WORK TOWARDS TO! :D

jovan wants to be a policeman.
so now he doesn allow me to eat my bubble gum

gotta be somebody

2009-03-20T23:50:00.006+08:00

today started off horrid! but it got better as it went :) :)
first i woke up later than i should have so i had to rush rush rush and rush my brothers too. then i brought them out to lot 1 to watch RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN. whoa, just whoa. it was so ferntastic! it kept me on my toes the whole time. there were even moments when i almost jumped out of my chair! i think dwayne johnson's a really sexy man. and the two main kid leads were awesome. based on these few sentences alone i judge that i'll probably fail my continual assessment review grrr. but whatever, please do go watch it! highly recommended (Y).

well you might think that i had a greeaaaat time in the cinema and you are half right. the really !@#$%^&* (pardon my lack of vocab) thing's that, barely five mins after the movie started, my wonderful brother so totally flipped my tray of nachos onto the floor. didn't help that i was starving. i was so mad i didn't say a word and he was very afraid.
after the show ended my two bros saw their friends so they ran out with them (ahya friends more important than sister lor, and im not the least bit jealous lor) and i couldn't spot them so i had to stand outside the theatre for five whole mins waiting for them to come back to me

fast forward fast forward >> >>

soon i was on my way to vivo/sentosa! to pass small air ghost his huge camping bag i borrowed lightyears ago. must have looked like some sort of terrorist on some devilicious plan to bomb SG or something when i carried it cos everyone was staring at me. no joke. look also look secretly mah i a bit shy one
anyw as i was saying, was supposed to meet della at sentosa after that! but she said that even if i went thr we couldnt stay for long cos thr was trg after that. so fine. didnt get to go. walked around vivo with small air ghost in beach wear again. thank goodness for him cos i had like almost an hour to kill! mmz we indulged in kinderjoy darkchocferrero roche donut.
and went into the national geographic place had fun :)
things there are not cheap btw, a wash-face thingy costs 1200dollars.
and no, i dont mean soap.

fast forward fast forward >> >>

took della's dad's car to KNC!

fast forward >>

right before training started i bumped into MC!
she told me to "train hard", so bearing those words fresh in my mind i went in for warm-up and drills. its quite amazing how much those two words could motivate me to focus focus focus
"at the end of the day, all we want is for the person we like to care about us.
and that seems to be the only thing that matters."
i cant agree more.

a bit weird cos st hildas people and a few others didn come for trg today. like, the court was a bit empty?

during game i played WD for the very first time!
fared pretty badly in the first quarter :(
thank you adda for guiding me along! i'm a person who needs to know what exactly i need to do and what i should watch out for. grrrr

during debrief miss lim told us really gooooooooooood news and all of us got so excited we were chatteringgggg buzzing laughing talking !!!
too bad i cant tell you it has to be kept under wraps !!! :) :) :) :) :)

AND I JUST REMEMBERED
DELLA LIM WE FORGOT TO OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE TO THE TEAM ABOUT SPEEED BLOG!

fast forward >>

ended my day with mccafe's double choc frappe.

ahhh,

:)

on a more serious note, well, i've been thinking about what i want to achieve now. when i'm growing up.
i dont want to be jack of all trades, master of none. to put it in another way, i want to specialise in some aspects and do them well! i want to commit wholeheartedly and emerge out proud, strong, and happy, with something to my name.
when i'm like, fifty, or maybe on the verge of kicking the bucket i'd like to think back and say, say... say... something inspiring about what i did a million years back.
oh well.

thanks for sticking with me throughout :)
it's been a long way.

beep beep

2009-03-19T19:28:00.006+08:00

or porrp porrrp ?! so confusing

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EDITED @ 8.31PM

saving me - nickelback
have absolutely no idea why, but this brings tears to my eyes. i'm ripped raw. why do i have this feeling that i can relate to seeing someone's life tick by?

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and i'm still not talking to you.

anyway i was out with joanmak from twelve till six this afternoon!

vivo (where there were like a billion RVians)
plaza sing (by accident)
wisma

i didnt get anything else 'xcept for a pwetty casual dress. spent like almost all that i had on food. dont know why but i felt like binging so i ate something after another and another and another
joan was pretty much amazed/amused? cant make up my mind.
more! more! let's go out more! :) :) :)
i wont be dressed like a beach girl next time grr

and about the beach girl thing, i was supposed to go to sentosa with susan della and funny after meeting up with joan but then it was cancelled! so i went around clad in my nike and fbts. and smiley flip flops. and a tote.
so inept.

sigh. how can a happy kid admit to being miserable? tonight i pray that you'll be good all your years. my greatest source of comfort will be the thought that you're safe, well and very happy. geez all the emo emotives are cluttering my mind so much that i forgot i have pictures.

here they are.

no title cos i shuang \m/

2009-03-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

DELLA AND I ARE PLAYING SCISSORS PAPER STONE ON MSN.
no joke.

i show you.

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
wahahas

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
uhz scissors paper stone then loser choose

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
dont want

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
like that not fair

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
dont care

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
scissors...

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
okok

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
rock

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
hahas

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
paper...

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
scissors

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
STONE!

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
paper

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
okayi i win so you choose

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
scissors

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
rock

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
hehes

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
paper

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
you choooes

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
scissors

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
stone

[c=48]Della![/c] says:
paper

2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} ( ) says:
HAHAHAH stop it

that's besides the main point. the very main point is, almost nothing went as planned today!
still quite an eventful and fun day nevertheless.

self-training! for once, trish was with us and livia was like exclaming, "SHE'S OURS !!!"
anyw it was longer than expected. more tiring than usual. we did drills, street netball, down the line, half court, 2 suicides, teeny weeny bit of abs.
and walao kristal even suggested going to hortpark to run hahaha
lunch (rae kristal lois jiarui trish livia and i) at anchorpoint's koufu! been a reaaaaally long time since like, we went out to eat as a group like that :)
after kris rae jiarui left, the rest of us went to queensway library (my very first time, and we saw mr desmond lim) to well, study and/or read. productive for me cos i completed a chick-lit book! was in a mood for no-brainer kinda sappy teen romance hahaha.
had dinner at cafe galilee (trish thought the latter word was some kinda SINGLISH word, like people who cant pronounce "GALLERY" would say "GALILEE". sucker! hahaha)
oreo cheesecake + drumlets + chicken pieces + cookie and cream moo!
club training @ KNC !! grrrrrrr i was late for fifteen minutes thank goodness they hadn't started. today's trg was fun in a way! not that boring and i think my runs improved by a littttttllllleeeee bit! focus focus focus seven-up! :) :) when is NL btw?
parental department brought along co-units and we all went to have supper at geylang! i could only watch while they gobbled up delish frog's leg and porridgeeeeee !! :(
i am sticking very strictly to my diet. NO SUPPER
though i alr ate a lot for lunch/dinner

THIS IS A VERY GIBBERISH POST

that's all folks :)

i wouldn't trade today for the world

2009-03-15T22:01:00.008+08:00

no, not a chance.
-MC news alert!-

started out by rushing to church. wore a rather mismatched outfit because we were already running late. after bible class i left for my grandma's house, then i went to buy baking ingredients at redhill!
after that i spent 15 minutes looking for a bus stop which 131 goes to, then rode to trish's place.
we baked MC a marshmallow chocolate devil's food cake. well, at least we tried to.

sadly, it turned out like some starburst baby gummy. the kind with a liquid centre. even though we'd baked it for nearly an hour already.

like poo poo, but shhhh don't tell us.
thank goodness we managed to bake really small choc chip cupcakes which were quite nice-tasting! decided to give those to MC instead as our very last resort.
by that time it was already 3.20PM or thereabout, so we had to rush down to jurong east sports hall for NSL.
trish and i braved the rain,
almost got knocked down by a car,
nearly fell down... but we successfully lugged MC's bulky birthday presents all the way there! :) :)
was in time for the last three minutes of her game too hahaha

this is her really fantastic gift! an ikea laundry bag + a big yellow carebear (like my tseyin) + a furry doraemon + 9 hairbands of different colours + a handwritten foolscap letter poem + poo poo cupcakes :D

we (kris trik yeyun lois and i) were there, standing in two rows like a couple of losers, waiting for her to finish her ice-bath.

the co-founders who had the honour to present MC with her new toys!

when she emerged all of us shouted "MISS CHEN !!!" in unison! jinx! double jinx! triple jinx! quadripal jinx! game over! jinx! HAHAHA inside joke
she was peering inside the laundry bag very curiously :)

we talked and joked and laughed heartily for a good more-than-five minutes! then we took individual shots! so exciting i know! grrrr mcfc where were the rest of you?
presenting ...

we "walked" her out of the place after that. as in, we opened the doors for she and her friends and stuff like that. it was so super awesome x 1000000000000000 there's no way i can reproduce those feelings and few minutes in words.

I MISS MC ALR :(

anyw, we took forever to walk from the stadium to the MRT station cos we were like HAHAHA-ing all the way. all that talk about the zoo-trip, the jinxing and what not.

this is trish, in cheers, behaving like a sneaky thief!

my dad fetched us (minus yeyun) to IMM. first stop was PHOTO HUNT MACHINE AND WE GOT A TOP SCORE ON OUR VERY FIRST TRY
we are the awesomest.
btw its supposed to be MCFC loves CHF

we had MOS. mmz clam chowder soup + natsumi teriyaki. am glad to say that i didnt overeat for dinnerrrrrr :)

then we rushed back to the PHOTOHUNT machine where we got more high scores! very very very very very very very satisfying

climbing

up

the

ranks

and here you can see we finally secured the NUMBER ONE position with the highest score :) :) :)
and it was not like we spent a lot of money on that game!
at that point in time we were jumping in joy and cheering self-awarenesslessly
shall we go conquer the rest of the machines? hahaha

explored IMM had icecream played lame ps2 games dropped the controller close your eyes thingy laugh a lot watsons traced back our steps to look for my hersheys chocolate syrup untouched bottle but it was never found we suspect someone stole it charter bus jurong east train reach home

those who didnt come you missed out so plentiful

MCFC FTW :D

"1, paperbags....99, the canvas shoes, and 100, zippo lighters!"

2009-03-14T23:41:00.005+08:00

"yep! these are a few of my favourite things!"

it's the PMS. it has to be it. i'm irritated with a few people for not very valid reasons.

for example, the guy who just told me that "life's like a box of chocolates."
i admit that i am a big fan of cliches. simple words like "i'll always be there for you" still melt my heart. and i am fond of saying "everything will be fine in the end." umz actually, i live by it.

but please, do not tell me things like LIFE'S LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES because LIFE'S SO NOT LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES.
hello mister, not all cliches are timeless. this one DOES NOT APPLY ANYMORE.

nong nong time ago when ink was expensive and in limited colours, chocolate production companies printed only labels and names of their products onto dull, lacklustre packagings. there was hardly any clue of what was in there/how whatever you were buying looked like. so you didnt know what you were going to get. so it was acceptable to tell someone "life's like a box of chocolates; you never know what you're going to get."
BUT THAT WAS A NONG NONG TIME AGO.

now, when you go to ntuc, cold storage, or even coles if you live in australia, YOU CAN CHOOSE WHAT KIND OF CHOCOLATES YOU WANT.
merci? kit kat? cadbury? pictures of that kinda choc are literally printed on their packaging and hence YOU DO KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO GET.
NOW TELL ME, IS LIFE LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATES?! is it? is it?! IS IT ?!?!

cut that crap and give me something of more substance, let's say..
forget it i cant think of anything at the moment.

and i cant believe i just wrote four entire paragraphs about life not being a box of chocolates. grrr.

i didn't do much today. i had lunch for tangyuan. i mean tangyuan for lunch.
and i had mangoes after that. they were so sour i had to neutralise the taste with sugar, seriously. and we actually bought like a whole carton of them !! one whole carton of sour mangoes !!
we got them from this wholesay centre at pasir panjang. so many cos the act-nice uncle allowed us to try one and my oh my it was the sweetest ever! but then he scam us one lor now the mangoes we bought so sour so uneatable makes me cringe yet the ones he give people try hor like so super sweet as sweet as love
now my mom says she's never getting fruits from that place anymore! this is very bad news because that uncle is my strawberry supplier, and although he is a scammer, he imports the bestest strawberries from i dont know where and at a very reasonable price so my mom buys them by the carton too.
i hope she said those words only in a fit of anger because i really cannot survive with normal supermarket stawberries anymore

i went for NSL today. i think i'm like totally jinxed cos both the teams i support lost again. hahaha not that i really believe in luck, but that's the best way to put it.
it was the same two weeks ago!
i've learnt my lesson, from now i'll use something-like-reverse-psychology. i'll cheer for the teams i hope will not win, so that the team i truly hope will shine, will shine.
shared two regular pizzas with peishing(?) della qiuying!
then after that when we went to look for rima gwen etc, i talked very loudly and openly of my love for MC without knowing that MC's sisters and perhaps future-brother-in-law were sitting just two metres in front of me! it was quite embarrassing.

parental department came to pick me up from the stadium, and at 10.20pm, we found a jap restaurant still in business just as we were craving for sushi.
so i foiled my dieting plans again.
i had supper :(
as if it wasn't bad enough, i had carbohydrates for supper :(

from now on i am staying on a strict atkin's diet. if you see me eat rice/noodles after 2pm you may slap me.

and i havent been taking in enough water so now i have zits. many many.

good thing it's the holidays.
i'm going to spam-drink H2O and run and gym and train so by the time i return to school, i will be clear-faced and slim.
i wish.

good example of a terrific day

2009-03-13T23:50:00.002+08:00

to have woken up on time in the morning.
to not have freaked out cos chance of being late for school was 0 instead of the usual 50-50.
to have only gone for 1 hour 20 mins of lessons.
to have witnessed RVNB's double victory! :) :) :)
esp when i was the timekeeper who chased after the umpire, counting down the seconds to the final whistle of b'div's match.
c'div - 1st in west zone
b'div - 3rd in west zone
non-team - best sai kang warriors in west zone
to have had a simple dinner, fully paid by the teachers as i assume, with the netball family.
to have gotten a seat in the one hour long mrt-ride from chinese garden to simei!
to have trained productively!
have got to work on my takes (more agressive, stronger) , passes (harder, faster) , agility movements (lesser lag time) , and i've to stop holding the ball for too long so much that it kills others' timings grrrr. but overall felt like a good work out, and i find that seven-up's chemistry is improving! :D
to have had my dad fetch me home.
to have met T, sam the wonderman, joong and tanya for 7-11 food under the stars opp my block!
to realise its the start of march holidays. awesome.

was a long and dark december, from the rooftops i remember

2009-03-12T22:26:00.005+08:00

there was snow. white snow.

i reached home at 10PM! grrrrrr.
took 190 from town back to cck and it took me 1.5 hours! there was a massive jam on the highway so the bus was crawling at a speed of 10m/min. i had no seat, water nor humanly company throughout the journey (if not for FM static, Cute is what we aim for, Sum41 etc i dont know what could've happened), i felt so grumpy i wanted to strangle somebody.

anyw, was in town with dee! :)
at about four-ish i met him at somerset/cathay then we watched dragonball hahaha. albeit being just a littleeeee too lame for my liking, was quite entertaining! amusing at some parts too. the lead could have been a little cuter.
walked around and saw ms faith goh outside borders! it was a bit awkward.
grabbed a bite then at 8PM we left.
thanks for paying for literally everything! from my ticket to the pint of ben&jerrys to the coke to the chicken! geez :) :)

after that couldnt meet up with T as planned cos it was way too late already.
GRRRRRR AT THE BUS
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!
GRRRRRR AT THE JAM
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!
you;re not even strawberry flavoured, GRRRRRRRRR

we actually planned to full-moon-gaze whilst chewing on cookie dough and sipping on home-made milkshakes :(
and he'd wanted to show me his sleeker, more extreme M-O-H-A-W-K that's dyed dark blue at the tip. has anyone mentioned what a sucker i am for yummy hair like that?
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

tomorrow's fri the 13th. the second one this year.
but to hell with superstitions,
RVNB -
bring the house down !!! :)

p.s. MC tagged on my prev post :) x 1000000000000000000000000000000000

practice makes perfect

2009-03-11T19:54:00.002+08:00

practice makes perfect sense to me.

first of all, i would like to wish MISS CHEN HUI FEN a
wonderful awesome good marvelous nice pleasing recherché splendid sterling stupendous super-excellent rad congenial unimpaired beautiful nice great awe-inspiring magnificent mind-blowing stunning terrific wondrous cool cute glorious superlative ferntastic perfect primo sensational superb HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :) :) :) :) :)

i think its forgivable and perhaps completely acceptable to say (or type) cheesy mushy things on someone's special day so i shall.
dear MC, school's never been the same since you left us (as in physically. you've always been in our hearts since then). my happiest RV schooling days consist of the times when you were around. really.
now that i/we can no longer hope to bump into you along the turning of the stairway, or stalk you from the canteen to the staff room, or like offer to buy you drinks (like during IUD!), well life's not as exciting and satisfying as before.
it's impossible to lead a life in the dark after having been so close to the sun once. get it?
also, hahaha i like to go for my club trg (the thurs ones at KNC) cos.. i get to see you!
i'm so hyped up for NSL matches, it's like we get to see you every week. so totally awesome luh.
.
.
.
if you realise this long somewhat-confession is akin to social suicide,
but for you i will !! :)

HAHAHAHA.
that was really gay.

.
.
.
what did i do on 11 march 2009?
go to school, get GPA, feel numb,

and meet tricia at three-ish pm!

so i went to her house and left my stuff thr/changed and we went running at telok blangah hill/mt faber! it's not really what you think but whatever.
the two hours passed in a whizz.
we explored little parks, places we never knew existed and stuff. it's quite beautiful, rather breathtaking up there. its refreshing to wander around in nature (even if man-made) for a change, don't you ever get sick of all the city lights?
there are binoculars at parts of the peak, and to view each of them for 180 seconds you're supposed to pay a dollar.
i'm beginning to believe in luck! somehow we managed to find this pair of binos that was working! we didnt have to give up our only dollar (and ten cents) but we still had full five mins views of a construction site, the carribean, some boats, and three islands so far away.
the binos are so awesome can see so far grrrrrrrr, it was so clear and even from where we were we could see labourers at the construction site and people in their condos hahaha.
we also sat in stationary cable cars :)

reached home half past seven, and up till now i'm still thinking of how to break the news to the parental department about my implausibly lousy results.

-clears throat-

2009-03-10T21:15:00.003+08:00

goodnight school, here is the announcement for today:

i updated the MCFC blog.

yes, this piece of information is so important it has a post all to itself.

you're like a black cat with a black back pack full of fireworks

2009-03-10T20:35:00.005+08:00

and you're gonna burn the city down right now.

i have many many exciting things to tell, i can hardly contain myself !! :) :)
time to switch to a bigger container. oops i caught the lame bug! i should go see the feet doctor.
hahaha this is what all that hype and adrenaline does to me.
quit rolling your eyes, you're becoming a rae (yoohoo)! be careful they dont get stuck there.

the parental department is home relatively early today and the best thing about it is that they brought back 21 kinderjoys and 13 cans of wang zai niu nai !!
i was going to ask for next week's pocket money in advance but i'm feeling too guilty/happy to do that now! not that i'm complaining about all that mmmmmmmmm treats :)
its confirmed that we're moving house!
my mommy is awesome. she who added a new carebear to my collection!
kristal put me in charge of ______ __'s ____ !!! i'm feeling so happy now looking at all the recipes and the mouth-watering pictures. rest assured that the ____ will be the best because i have a secret ingredient - love :)
tomorrow is one of the most important days in year 2009...
and so is saturday!
today we (non team) finally got to train proper. 1/2 court, ms puva's super tiring mini drills (idk what to call them), game vs c'div, suicides [which i did not attempt because of my blister (which has, btw, alr burst)] + a bit of abs.
i dont think i'll ever have to run 2.4km during PE anymore because i cleared the timing :)
as of now, my official favourite subject is math because completing each question makes me feel reaaaaally smart. i know i take forever to do the simplest ones and i'm always lagging in mr liu's lessons but still! you people who pass this subj with so much ease will never feel what i'm feeling now :)
today i was extremely attentive because my tablemate was absent ahem ahem and grace (who is much more quiet) came over to sit with me instead.
i think my GPA is 1.6 and not 1.0 anymore !! :) :) :)
sat at the staircase outside west mall with lois eating clam chowder soup and we played make-believe again. it feels good to be silly sometimes hahaha boo boo jellyfish!
pleasantly surprised by lit test result :D
i... ... ... nevermind it's a secret !!

on sunday i went with melanzzo to sentosa for a short while to check out the contiki netball carnival thingy!
it was so hot really pitied the players who had to run about barefooted (or with socks/slippers BUT NO SHOES ALLOWED) on the burning sand. no joke.

then we came back to vivo to watch marley and me and i loved every single minute of it! :)

grrr on a less happy note, i didnt receive the notification that there's club trg today so here i am feeling a bit guilty while all the others are slogging out on court.

savin' me

2009-03-06T23:17:00.004+08:00

MISS CHEN CAME TO RV TO WATCH B'DIV MATCH TODAY AND WE EXCHANGED MANY LINES. for confidentiality, i shall keep these precious conversations to myself :) :)
b'div it's really not over, and i'm sure each and everyone of you will fight your hardest in the nationals, knowing that you're capable of so much more even though you guys are alr awesome.
and c'div, for not locomoting even under that immense pressure, i am especially proud of you guys. congratulations on the win.

finally, today i held my head high like i once did and i cheered my heart out for RVNB.
for the first time in a long long time, i felt like i belonged again.
NEWYORKNEWYORK with yeyun! undeniably the most delish dinner i've had this whole week. seafood platter for 2 :)
the bill was just as magnifique, by the way.

he who laughs last laughs best

2009-03-06T09:34:00.004+08:00

i finally got around to doing my 3-weeks overdue language arts journal.
...hold your tongue.

right after this post i'm going to start working on my math. i've managed to dig out all the past few worksheets and i'm going to redo every single one of them that i've copied, in this case it's probably 6 out of 8 of them.
...do not open your mouth just yet.

you really shouldn't be speaking now. not after you've judged, no, more like condemned, me like that. not after your haughtiness got the better of you. when what i really needed was that bit of encouragement, you were ludicrous about my wanting to turn over a new leaf. perhaps, with a bit of grace, your words might have come out unprocessed, a bit too quick; you might not have meant what you said exactly. but the words that came to me full-front, impacting, slammed straight into my face. gloat all you want right now. when i do well, when i ascend, forthrightly, i wonder who gets the last laugh.
.
.
.
you?

i'm sorry that things like that just had to come out, but grrrrrrr.
like how bad things happen to perhaps show us the marvels of good things, i think bad people come into our lives to open up our eyes to those who truly care for us.

a promise i make - dakota moon

therefore... yoohoo! this goes out to you :)
because you've been there at my ugliest and you didnt run away!
hahaha i'm going to improve a great deal from my current 1.0 gpa. i will fight to stay in RV. for you.

anyw, second consecutive day of not going to school. both days have been rather productive. yesterday i read the bio textbook for more than an hour? and i helped my younger brother with chinese (speaking of which, i passed my chinese :D)
match..
then i met grace at lot 1 for dinner and to walk around too!

i'll be going to school at about 2pm later on to support both divisions' matches against nan hua, and gail said that she personally needs me, so oh well hahaha

off to study
and tyvmily!

p.s. i've eaten three kinderjoys so far so awesome its like mini rochers in milk/white choc

it only takes a spark to get a fire going

2009-03-03T20:25:00.004+08:00

things are really really really going downhill from now, but i'll keep going on because averil soh gave me a post-it which said "i want you to smile more b/c today is 'i want you to be happy day!'" :)
T, i want you to know that the simplest things count. it's not all about you now.
and momocleotineo, you're the most deserving bestfriend ever.

things can only get better from here.

White Flag - Dido

2009-03-01T18:48:00.002+08:00

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again

And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on.

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
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these words are exactly the way i feel.
if you ever stumble across this, i beg you to read every single line, comprehend them with your heart. release your inhibitions, and put yourself in my shoes.
because i'm not trying to make your life harder, or return to where we were.

the shortest update in my entire archives of 402 posts

2009-03-01T17:03:00.002+08:00

i only have two points today.

i spent ALL of this week's pocket money on 7 different kinds of pocky and i've eaten ALL of them within an afternoon so now i have NOTHING left.
well i dont exactly have nothing left because cleo just made my day by adding a blue carebear, which i logically named winnie (you'll see why), to my six-strong collection :) :)

p.s. you can't by happiness by the bottle.

bestfriend, meet the boyfriend.

2009-02-28T23:33:00.002+08:00

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i overslept today so i missed my morning run! i made it up to myself by doing five sets of abs in a span of six hours.

i watched "hearts of fencing" on mysoju.com for like, the whole morning till late afternoon! it's surprising good even without veteran hongkong actors; i'd thought that it was all just lackluster acting by novices !!

half past four, i got out of the house to meet up with the speed people at yewtee/cck/je then we went to JE sports hall for NSL. i prefer TPSH because they allow food and drinks to be brought in grrr!
the teams i support both lost, but whatever my faith in them is unwaivering hahaha
it was really cool cheering for charmaine soh !! we were shark supporters and we clapped/whoooooo-ed every single time they scored :) :) :)
some of the new faces really had me in awe, like ..cassandra (?) from sharks/SRC.
MC's playing for mannas tmr !! :D :D :D

so cleo's busy as a bee so she had no time for me today.
my world feels more complete with her return and i am not exaggerating one bit.

today i am happy as a lark (wait, how do we know larks are happy? or is only one lark happy? what is a lark anyway?)

all i need is a call from someone special to complete my day <3

:)

you're my favourite old pair of dentures

2009-02-27T22:23:00.002+08:00

this is for the one lovely person i miss incessantly, who gave up the vastness of the entire united kingdom for my contrite, sin-stained, petty little heart.

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Then I spotted her. It was just a glimpse of that familiar looking eyes set on a beautiful face bobbing among many others, but I instantaneously recognized her.

I fixed my vision on her, never looking away even as words, voices and sounds swarmed into my ears. I stood alone - straight, stiff, tall, - in the middle of teary-eyed, happily rejoicing, reunited families, couples and friends.

The crowds around her, tour groups i presume, started to disperse, and I could feel my heart pound the beat of my increasing excitement. I could see her ever more clearly now.

She heaved her bright red luggage from the conveyor belt and wheeled it towards the arrival gate, heading in my direction.
She was still, true to her dancing origins, as graceful as ever. Her dark tresses lay over her shoulders, sashaying from side to side along with her hips.
"What a woman she's become," I thought.

Suddenly, abruptly, she stopped short in her tracks. Her mouth flew open, gaping wide. She had seen me. We stood there. We still stood there. God made the world in seven days but my world stopped just right there in a matter of seven seconds. Nothing else seemed to matter the very instant we locked eyes. It was a timeless moment.

Something in my chest - something in my heart - was building up so intensely i thought i was bursting anytime soon. There was only one glass door between us now.

"Sarah." she mouthed. I did nothing but look straight back at her. Previously, when we were literally half the globe apart from each other, I had a million things to tell; I had so much to say I thought it would have taken me an entire lifetime. Yet now, when she was right there before me, meters away, almost within reach, I was lost for words and all actions.

She ran, pulling along her luggage, into me - not towards, but into. She didn't stop when she was already directly in front of me, not even when a centimeter was all the gap of space between us. The impact of her affection had me stumbling two steps back.

She threw her build on me, wrapping her arms around my relatively smaller frame.
"This is what it feels like to be back," she whispered in my ear.
She shut her eyes tight, as if the light of the world would tear us apart.
A tear trickled down the side of my cheek, completing the canvas of unspeakable happiness.

"Yeah," I replied. I dropped everything on hand - my phone, my bag, the rose - and hugged her back as tightly as I could. "Yeah."

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just so you know, the brilliancy of that moment is inexplicable, not even in words.
nothing comes close to describing that joy, like my heart was set ablaze.
i love you.

welcome back to singapore, cleo tang.
welcome back to being my best friend forever in the whole wide world :)

MCFC, this is for every single one of you!

2009-02-26T22:54:00.011+08:00

i know, i know! but don't get so excited just yet, i'll explain it in a moment, somewhere in this predictably long post :)

i have nothing much to say about classes for now, except that i was really delighted and rather relieved cos we didn't have to present our CID P.I. in LT today. but some things i cant avoid forever, so next week grrrrr i am the forced speaker :(

after school i did corrective work order for forty five mins cos i've been late four times this year already. i went to all the year 1 to 3 classrooms to count tables (which has under-desk, which doesnt etc) !! then i had to tidy up some unusually dirty classrooms. so anyw, if you realise that your class is somehow cleaner than it's supposed to be, or if your desks are perfectly aligned but no one is admitting to having done extra duty, YOU KNOW ITS ME :) :) :)

stayed back for RV vs Yuan Ching game and it was quite close? but keep going RVNB take them all down one at a time and when you reach the peak you''ll see how wonderful it is to have everyone looking up to you :)

kristal randomly suggested going to cold rock right after the match ended so she lois jiarui and i rushed to holland v to fill ourselves with the most awesome mix-in icecream !!
we ate more than three mere kiddy scoops!

spent like, more than thirty bucks in all? could've stuffed ourselves silly, literally, had we lavishly used the money at island creamery, but it was worth it cos it has been ages since i last went to cold rock! bubblegum icecream :) :) :)

then we went on to party city to get a helium balloon for miss chen !!
a pink heart-shaped one, baby :)
then we decided to decorate it with (three, to be exact) post-it notes and this is where all the excitement comes in !!

so.... i brought the really sweet surprise all the way to KNC. on my way i bumped into many people. they got really irritated but i suppose the stares fixtured on me were worthwhile :)

SO I GAVE THE BALLOON TO MC IN A RATHER UNEXPECTED WAY? like i asked her to help me hold it then after a while i told her it was for her heee :D
we conversed a bit too, hahaha like, more than fifteen exchanges?
about myself, about RVNB, about my club, about ML buying us bubble tea for v-day, abt kristal writing a compo on her and getting A1 for it (to which she replied something really egoistic but awesomely cute!) and stuff :)
anyw, she advised that i should tell ML about speed7 so i shall do it tmr morning :)

training wasn't exactly good for me because i feel that i've lost my play. it's very troubling and disturbing, really.
my sprints/drives no longer have that take-off burst, and my passes are becoming complacent and really slow.
yes, i'm losing the netball touch even during club trainings grrrrrrr
jas' dad sent us home so i got back relatively early, like ten minutes to eleven pm

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so i've got bio test tomorrow morning. it is approximately eight hours away.
that's all the time i have to study (that is, if i dont sleep at all).
i haven't started oh no its 11.51pm

am now going downstairs to meet T and joonghan for a quick round of soda+rum to freshen up. i need something/someone to keep me awake through the night
i'll be back in less than an hour

then again i'm contemplating if i should skip school tmr
maybe not cos after all i've been absent more times these two months than i have been the whole of last year
a bit suspicious
a bit not very good
a bit only

i'll meet you halfway round the globe

2009-02-25T19:17:00.009+08:00

even if you couldn't come right back to singapore :)

today i finally put my singtel unlimited sms plan to good use :)
just this evening i sent about 300 messages in total to the whole of RVNB b'div squad + some c'div players, my 2008 class, jamsters and some outside friends to promote NSL !!

if you guys intend to go for it, please register under me because it is somehow beneficial to my club!
all you have to do is give me your name, confirm attendance, and turn up.

venue: jurong east sports and recreation centre
date: (selected sats and suns from) 28 february - 25 april 2009
note: do not have to go for every single one, however opening ceremony is a must.
incentive: miss chen will be playing (for mannas, do look out for her)!

a lot more details can be found here.

i think the response might be a little too overwhelming thanks to you many supportive people who already replied :) :)
so i may or may not use your names! but in any case, thanks truckloads!

on my way back home today, kristal messaged a few of us cos she saw a seven-coloured rainbow! not the usual whateverish three-coloured ones!
and guess what ?! i saw a really bee-uuu-tiiiii-fulll one too! i'm not quite sure if it was what kristal was referring to, but i took a snapshot of it anyway!

lois and trik saw rainbows (might be the same one, who knows!) from wherever they were too cool to the max :D

i'm failing my math test for sure,
i still havent cleared my homework debt nor my undertable,
i am neck-broke
and i havent satisfied my island creamery craving
today was not exactly a blast because i spent three hours waiting in vain
i ate so much today was anything but dieting day

but i am still, a happy kid :) :) :)

there used to be a greying tower alone on the sea

2009-02-23T13:39:00.004+08:00

you became the light on the dark side of me
love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill

so yesterday at i went out with samuel the pretty boy with the many piercings and tattoos, for the first time. we are from two different worlds. but it didn't really matter :)
we had mad jacks for lunch then i brought him across the road to island creamery heehee! burnt caramel, teh tarik, reversO, a bit of nutella, and cookies and cream and i was satisfied for the day. i am, afterall, still on a diet.

stayed there listening to music, talking, eating, trying to study (i gave up eventually) and all... then we left for fareast to meet his friend christine! i didn stay long cos i had to rush back to cck.

i met funny at cck then we proceeded to my house! she gave me tuition !! :) :) quite productive i must say! i can finally complete the square !!! hooray! hallelujah !!
well i am quite proud of myself cos i think i was rather serious and i settled in BEFORE she had to leave and at the end of the day i got the hang of the concepts :D
math can be quite a fun and enjoyable thing to do if you know it well. like, the feeling i got upon completing each question is akin to me ... getting a lollipop.

didn't go to school today. trained down to commonwealth (where i saw cynthia choo were you late?) then i took 147 to my grandmother's. then i slept till near 12, had lunch, then went to the clinic. umz, i have a migraine problem so now i have many many many pills prescribed grrrrrr
i prefer the syrup kind cos it has taste but they say i'm too old for it now

i never want to grow up sometimes

oh and just today, only today, did i realise that boonlay is no longer the end (or the start) of the greeeeen line! there are new additions like pioneer and joo koon (which sounds like and reminds me of joonghan haha!) !!!
okayi i know i'm rather lagggg and stuff.
and do you know that new trains are like, way cool? i stood in one the other day on my way home with lois. they have like, LED lights on the train station map that shows where exactly/which stop we were at.

okaaaaayi i have to get back to math!

commonwealth match tmr?
i'm feeling the jitters, its gonna be weird playing against lycia rima qiuying

life's been good enough for me to be a LG spokesperson

2009-02-21T21:05:00.017+08:00

it can be closer to perfection if only i could convince T to go get a mohawk.
that's a downright hint you're a loser if you dont get it hahaha

thursday was so blissful i tell you !! when i went to talk to ms loo she passed trik and i an MC postcard each (kristal shutup i know you got poster)! then in the evening when i went for club trg, i met her (MC) !! hahaha i was like the happiest kid there at KNC because she hit me on my arm. the prev sentence sounds weird.
anyw, i am reallyyyyy looking forward to club trgs nowadays because NSL teams train at that exact same time too! my court was just opp MC's that day. well okayi enough of MC i'm already hyperventilating and if i wanted i could rant on and on forever about how i kept glancing across to the other side where she was (instead of focusing) so on and so forth :) :) :)

on friday i rushed to meet funny at clementi mrt station right after class (which ended late) !! then i changed into PJC netball tee which was like as long as my pyjamas (not that i wear pyjamases but). went to support RV basketball and they beat dunearn :)
apparently some people thought it was quite dangerous to go support because AES wanted to fight? whatever. nothing exciting happened anyw.
funny was a bit crazy supporting both schs/ cos RV's my sch and dunearn's her ex school.

then we went to queensway shopping centre to look for tumblers! and this is where the first lot of pictures come in.

really cute ten dollar tees.

then we bused to vivo where we ate very nice char kuay teow and walked around and sat a bit and laughed every minute till 8+pm

i took it.

i stayed at vivo till my family came then we had swensens (my brother's all time favourite restaurant favourite chicken baked rice favourite sticky chewy chocolate) to celebrate jerald's birthday !!
HAPPY TWELFTH, MY NOT-SO-LITTLE FATTY :D
i bought him a nike shirt, no joke. am now very broke but its once in a year so i'm not really feeling the pinch :)

although the limelight wasn't on me that night, the parental department felt generous enough to buy me the NUM bagpack i was eying while walking about with funny !! :D :D
it's boston blue, and i think its very cute no matter how silly it really is.

so... saturday (aka today) i was late by half hour for health ambassador's thingy. did up the weird health notice board for 3L.
went to meet averil lavigne right after! then we brought xiaohui and rachel ho (happy birthday! :D :D :D) to island creamery. it's a bit saddening they didn't spam themselves with icecream. like, totally broke the binging legacy!
hahaha but overall the short time there was quite funny hahaha

then went to look for funny at her workplace (PS) cos it was her lunchbreak! like the third consecutive day i'm meeting her.
BUT I DO NOT HAVE FUNNY-FETISH OKAYI.
we traded goods. sounds a bit illegal.

because i was on a diet, i could only look while she ate.

hoohoo my bag funny i know you like

she had to go back to work so i left to meet my mom! at west coast plaza where we bought shirts and toiletries. and she refilled my wallet with notes.

then guess where i went?
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TO MEET FUNNY AGAIN.
for dinner.
HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHA a bit stupid right
had pizza and banana choc cake (from secret recipe, sinful indulgence grrrrrrrrr)
when she had to go back to yamaha to be a cashier i left for home so here i am :)

mental note: the next time i meet up/go out with funny (mental note 2: tuesday trg), wear metal plates because she spanks people like it feeds her soul.

oh no. this post too many funnys alr.
funny quite funny.
okayi, enough, NO MORE FUNNY

oh yar maths test on monday. chemistry presentation also on monday.
time to study?
no luh time to look for excuse to skip sch on that day hahaha

and hi funny if you reading this!

no one is perfect,

2009-02-18T21:40:00.004+08:00

but i still love you for who you are. even if you have a scar from the edge to the small of your back :)

forgive me for starting my post with a cliche.

i had chem make-up after classes ended today. because i was absent last thurs. i paired up with joyce (even though we were not allowed to, got found out in the end anyw grr) and i think she's a really nice person! :D
so jerome teckchye and whoever boys, bitch-cleaning will NOT exterminate half the entire sg population hello.

after that i camped at the grandstand with lois eva yeyun kristal livia again! must say, caught up with them quite a bit. now i know kristal hated me for a bit earlier on this year (which is actually quite recent, and fyi she told me herself hahaha) !! and more stuff.
we did the YO! PSSSSSS and the GOO GOO JELLYFISH and the BIGGER JELLY FISH !!!
so awesome so awesome so awesome i cant stand it i'll have to sit down!
i have videos so insane but they refuse to let me post them up.

oh and we (non sch team players) have a match against commonwealth bdiv next tues! and perhaps another match this fri? i'm not sure i forgot what ms loo said.

anyw speaking of ms loo, HAHHAHAHAHAH
today in bio lab when we were doing prac, trik saw her sweeping/cleaning up the netball court and repairing our "carpet" !!
TANG2 TANG2 YI1 GE4 LPK (IN A NIKE SHIRT SOMEMORE) DOING SAI KANG.
and the funniest thing was that, from where we were, we could see the cleaners in their yellow and blue uniform sleeping at the grandstand while she was doing all that work.
do you like get it?

then cabbed to the warrens whr i played tennis with chengyong and melanzzo again! third time thus far boy was it fun :) x 100000000000000
maybe cos thr were lights!
there were times i couldnt really return the ball but once i had it going, i have it going.
i am not to be underestimated, need i repeat myself? hahaha

dont think i'll have the time to blog tmr because thr's speed trg in the evening! selection for NL team grrrr !@#$%^&*(
meeting up with yongjia, funny, and perhaps della (?) before going to KNC :)

i want it all :)
my t-bone steak!

curly brown

2009-02-16T19:30:00.003+08:00

is not curly at all.

i dont know how much trouble i will get into for skipping mr chng's math remedial and going for mr liu's instead.

camped with the score-card netballers at the grandstand when i was done with the complicating number session. we got the very young (and cool) umpire to teach us CHENISTRY. no its not a spelling mistake :) :) :)
i know i should be getting my nose buried in my notes right now but i cant find them. please do not remind me that the test is first thing tomorrow at 8AM in the morning. i will whack the hole out of your ass.

anyw, went home with lois (and gail) today !! realise its been so long since i truly spent time with her! it was so awesome in the train to cck hahaha i am at lost for words.
well here is a summary in fragments: we played nurse, story-told, laughed so much, baby delivery badges, baby delivery insignias, company bags, ms loo the head nurse etc
i love you medium ears !!! :D

oh i forgot to mention, it was such a coincidence i met my fat brother at JE.

THIS IS EXCITING
i have many houses! at lau pa sat, boat quay, clarke quay, and even at the parliament house and singapore zoo!
i own train stations too, cityhall for one, raffles interchange is the second.
i earn two thousand dollars every eight minutes.

that is the high life.
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hahah i wish! well my dad just bought us the singapore edition monopoly
well we could've gotten the world edition one but i thought money looked much more alluring than (swiping) cards.
i regret my decision now.

T !!! !@#$%^&*(
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAE HOW COME I DIDN SEE YOU IN SCHOOL !!!

valentines day update part 2

2009-02-14T22:17:00.017+08:00

breakfast at macdonalds with alfred and joonghan! it was a great kickstart to this beautiful day tyvm :) :)
they got me a very very luxurious 3-storey hamster cage !! its so amazing with all those tubes and little hiding places and houses !! well apparently they dote more on raffles (my cute little pet) hahaha
no pictures unfortunately cos i went out in a blur without my phone and wallet.
near 1pm i went to cck to collect my gift from sanjay hahaha so thoughtful of him to give me 12 batteries for my keyboard.
at 2pm i met up with daryl because we were going to his friend's church for the v day event!

oh and check out the muscles, so humongous its scary.

well for one, their church is really different from PP.
it was more like a concert than anything else, it was really wild but in a good way i suppose, to see everyone so hyped up worshiping god :)

thanks much for the pup in the dish (which i eventually detached!!) and the toy rose and for taking the pictures with me over and over and over and over hahaha

4. 6.30PM ian picked me up from P S and we cabbed to marina square. walked around a bit then we started looking for places to eat. well the options were like minimal because the man insisted that it was v day so "no fast food, yoshinoya included, kopitiam/coffeeshop no-no either."

in the end all the restaurants (swensens, jack place, tony rama, sakae, cafe cartel etc) had very long queues so we settled on carl's jr. !! it was my first time hahaha
i like the fries !!

when we were done eating we walked to/along esplanade, then watched/listened to matilda (from first season of singapore idol) perform at the waterfront stage!

at about nine we left and he sent me in a cab back home :)

and how can i thank you enough for the breathtaking (seriously) bouquet of sunflowers and the famous amos cookie with my name on it? :)

much love to everyone else too like all the chocolates, coookies and muffins (christabel weilin kirsten i know you guys stayed up till 5am just to bake!!) sweets lollipops snackbars stickers and rose (from netballers) and badge + super cute white triange thing with carebear (also from netballers) plus how can i forget that domo from hk3 (it has become the leader of my troop) !! !!

such a beautiful day :)
there is much more i would like to say but time is not on my side.
once again,
happy valentines day!!!!!!!!

this is what's been keeping me awake

2009-02-14T00:25:00.017+08:00

who, to be exact:
CHRIS WATRIN.

please do not belittle him, because this very person might be the sole reason as to why i'm getting over zac efron after three whole years.

how can anyone look so beautiful?
i beg of you to briefly, if not thoroughly look through all fifteen pictures of him i am posting up.

nike spokesperson too, i like.

on a note of comparison,

CHRIS WATRIN

ZAC EFRON

if you realised the boys i like look very much the same !!
can you even tell them apart?
well, i can :)

because i've lost it once,

2009-02-13T20:38:00.007+08:00

i never want to lose it again.

i hope you are reading this, i hope you know that this is for you.
as my PM goes: no matter what you think of me, or how insignificant i am to you, i will always be your true friend however much unregarded.
this already non-existent friendship still means the world to me.
i'll always x 10000000000000 be waiting for your call :)

anyw, i skipped school again yesterday! i was a wee bit unwell and really shagged.
but i felt so much better in the evening (hee) so i went for speed training !!
quite fun as usual esp the throw-ball-in-the-air-and-catch-again thingy although i did it only once while everyone had like, five tries? :)
ended off with 2.5 quarters game (speed vs speed7) and grrrrrrrrrrr my play was very disheartening but nvm i will work very hard i promise.
i dont know what's been happening to me cos it seems like my drives are wrong and my passes are unstable and i'm running straight into defenders. i hope i get my focus back soon :)
seven-up !!

oh and shocking discovery !! realised that i am flat feeted (teehee) during trg last night :(
like after all my fourteen years of life now i finally know why my footprint watermarks are not as beautiful.

well it was A W E S O M E after training because yongjia jasmine funny (yes that is a name) and i hung out for slightly more than an hour cos we were waiting for jas' dad to pick us up from KNC/macdonalds !! :) :)

i now present you my collection of "funny" yongjia pictures! :D

we were fabulous entertainment we laughed non-stop it was hysterical !!
now we have many many inside jokes hahahhahahahahhaha so FUNNY hor FUNNY

-radio song plays-
sarah: michael buble
jas: simple plan!!

-funny makes fun of yongjia-
yongjia: i choose you! (flashes pokeball)

(right after trg) we shared a happy meal, fries, vanilla milkshake. i suppose i'll just to have another blast of diet day :) :)

i dont know if you guys will see this but thanks x 10000000000000000 for that night (although i reached home near 12am) because it totally redeemed my day :D :D
it was going rather bad at first.

OH AND HOW CAN I FORGET !! I SAW MC TRAINING I HOPE I SEE HER AGAIN !!

i'm looking forward to next thurs! :)

there isnt much left to say because i'll update properly on valentines day and presents when its officially over.
but let's just say i hope tmr is as exciting as it sounds !! :) :)

friday the 13th? let's not believe in superstitions.

the ultimate diet day :D

2009-02-11T20:48:00.012+08:00

you read it right.

walked to school from commonwealth MRT station with tseyin this morning !! it took us 45 minutes and we were almost late for assembly. (grr i can't really risk being unpunctual anymore because all it takes is one more yellow slip and i'll need to clock in corrective work order !!)
anyw yuching saw us walking when she was on board a bus hahaha
had school training in the afternoon! RVNB's play seems to be a bit unfamiliar to me now but overall i think it was quite a workout :) :)
rushed to the warrens (at cck) right after that! reached at about 6.40PM and had a super duper short gym session with melanzzo! 3 sets x arms, 3 sets x legs, a bit of everything else!
got a bit bored and started playing (or in my case, learning to play) tennis !!!

do you believe those are my tennis rackets in the blue nike bag! no? well, me neither. oh and take note that the sky was bright at first

well he was my coach and i am proud to say that i can HIT THE BALL. although it is very small. OVER THE NET.
it was so x 1000000000000000000000000000 fun we stayed thr from 7 to 8+pm :D :D :D
however, it was very very very very very very very very very very dark.

why? because someone apparently forgot to book the courts so the lights weren't turned on for us.
thanks to superb night vision i could still return about 1/4 of his serves :) :)
btw that picture was taken with flash.

someone got a ball stuck very high up and we couldn't get it down. sadly, not even the ever-tall me managed to.

i'm gonna become ideally slim just watch me.

okaaaaayi. so who's that someone?
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this one lor.

if i had to swop my glazed donuts with bagels and ice cream with plain yoghurt,

2009-02-10T18:58:00.011+08:00

i wouldn't live. no i wouldn't live.

EDITED @ 9.24PM (3L! pictures :D)

group pictures !!! :)

i'm like the wind and you'll never catch me.

my tenderheart bear insisted on being in front. serious.

EDITED @ 9.09PM
yeyun because you're playing river flows in you for me (on the piano) over the phone, i shall forgive you for what you did this afternoon loves very much very much :) :) :)

perhaps i must finally admit that diets are not meant for people like me. because if you take away all my money i will somehow find other means of getting food. dont ask me how i do it, i am an expert.

i am no longer in the unfit club. yes, it was all a terrible mistake. it feels quite good to be playing frisbee while the others are running the "grandstand horror". what was not very nice was the 8 x 2sets of double leg hops.

after classes ended i rushed to the main block third level to wait for livia !!
i was trying to scare/"boo" claire and tseyin cos i happened to be walking past their class. but i failed miserably for both attempts.
one, i was right behind them and i was ready to holler when yeyun (the stupid person who actually knew of my plans) called my name out really, really loud. so alerted their attention lor. cloud win liao lor. cloud best lor. hor.
two, liv came and i asked her to go on my behalf. she walked all the way there and just as i thought it was going to be funny, she unpredictably whispered into tseyin's ear. i was like, hur ?! later i learnt that she told tseyin to pretend to be scared.

liv and i left for SP after that.

anyw, would like to thank matt who invited livia who invited me for some kinda poly mass communication orientation-like thing. it was a very awesome three-hour introduction to the program and we went home with like, so many many goodies !!

and look at my identity card thingy! the polaroid is so cool.

now i'm going to do my bio assignment 2 !!
xoxo

i prayed for a solution and i found it in your heart

2009-02-09T20:47:00.006+08:00

now i feel like an aeroplane above the rain, i can fly :)

i told a relatively white lie to get out of math remedial !! it was quite funny in there with eccentric mr chng and all though i honestly would have very much preferred being at mr liu's.
averil soh you could have warned me, at least. hahaha

so anyw, at 4pm i met melanzzo who was alr at vivo waiting (yes its quite miraculous he got there before i did)!
it was an all-expenses-paid movie date and i feel a bit bad. just a tiny weeny bit.

i think bride wars was quite good despite the very predictive plot! kate hudson and anne hathaway very pretty but their fiances ... quite a letdown no eye candy.
go watch it :)
oh did i mention that we went into the wrong cinema the first time ?! !@#$%^&*(
the show was screening halfway so when we stepped in it was all dark and almost filled. we couldn find our seats and everyone turned their heads to focus on us. ahem.

after that we walked around and around then we went to the sky garden place whr we cloud-watched on our backs !! i saw a horse. and a pig :D :D
i saw two pigs if you include the person who was beside me all that while.

had icecream after that. then we realised that about three and a half hours had past and it was time to go home.
dilly dallied delayed here and there a bit as usual then we trained back! i got home only at 8.45pm and my parents were not very happy about it. i didnt know they were at home !! :( :(

oh i managed to snag some pictures !! you have absolutely no no no no no idea how hard it was for me to get them because
1. he is very camera shy
2. tou-pai-ing is not my forte.

i look quite spas but its the only picture we have sorry very much.

hahahah see whose bag and jacket he is carrying i know i know how to exploit

you don't have to read this.

2009-02-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

i'm serious. no not really, i'm sarah :)

the millionth person (just joking!) asked me what i wanted for valentines day today, and i said "a mug."
a bit shocking isn't it! like i personally think that mugs (along with photo-less-frames soaps and cheap chocolates) are cliche and insincere gifts but here i am requesting for one this time.

reason being: five mins ago my very cute (and rather new, if i might add) yellow smiley-faced mug slipped off my hands and fell onto the floor, breaking into two very clean halves. it is what i call a clean break.

i don't know if CNY is over, so just to be safe i said "luo4 di4 kai1 hua1" like liang2 lao3 shi1 instructed us to if we were to break anything.

okayi now back to typing my script for LA presentation.
it's hard being a good kid, but what to do?

pon and zi

2009-02-08T15:26:00.008+08:00

so siying kelly and qingyi are in my house "doing LA project" on pon and zi !! :D
what a lie.
this is what we've been doing for the past two hours. no kidding.

power nap. not slacking, mind you.

oh and i just got to know that they took many many many jumpshots while i was ordering their pizza.

yesterday was the best sat i had in quite a long time !! :) :)

at like six in the morning T came to fetch me and we cabbed to his house whr we made his sister's birthday present. its so !@#$%^&*() pretty i wish my brother was half as thoughtful.
one hour after we started on it i promptly fell asleep on the couch and i didn't wake up till eleven.

i then read a bit of Songs of Humpback Whale (and other stuff like T's personal diary) then got ready to go meet 3L-ers at CCK. only to realise that we've lost his house key. when we finally found it i was alr so x 10000000 late i didnt think i would make it in time to mr liu's house. then grace changed my mind by getting me to cab she paid for it hahaha

mr liu's house is so spacious. that's about all the comment i have for it. hahaha oh and he has a baby room set aside. heehee
we played a few rounds of slapjack !!! i think its a very cute game it was my first time. our laughter was bouncing off the walls. and taylin was singing.

at about 4pm mahweiren and i left for mrs yeong's house !! :D :D
because i am just a little bit lazy i shall copy wholesale from zhiyee whom i think will not mind one bit.

"Today is such a fun and meaningful day! :D

Paid a visit to Mrs Yeong's house with 6C-ers. :)
Melissa!, Jovina!, Sarah Goh!, Melanzzo, Jingzhan, Chengyong, Weiren!, Elton and Li Jie came.
Weiren pon-ed his tuition and risked getting scoldings from his mum for this gathering. :P
So sad Nicholas, Hongzhi and Sarah Kum didn't come. :(

LOL. It was super fun @ Mrs Yeong's house. XD
At first, we chatted with Mrs Yeong.

Then Mr Yeong asked us to play xbox. LOL.
Damn funny. They playe this iceberg game.
Then we started laughing at Sarah's so-called "self-kill", which is suicide.
LOL. It was damn fun and funny! Especially Melanzzo and Weiren.

And Melanzzo is a sweet guy!
We all just found out today. HAHA. XD
He carried Mrs Yeong's daughter away from the mess she created.
Which is, whacked down Melanzzo' cup with green tea. -.-

Then went to BPP and eat.
The two jokers, Weiren and Melanzzo crapped again.
Melanzzo was supposed to meet his girl-friend (XD) @ vivo for movie.
LOL. But he lied to that girl he's at harbourfront when he's at BPP. =.=
Then we all starting calling him liar and bastard.

Woah... I seriously enjoyed it when i am with 6C-ers.
Today is a fun day! I hope there'll be more 6C gatherings. :)"

oh i have to add on that.. melanzzo is quite a gentleman.
despite alr being rather late in meeting his date he sent me to JE from CCK! then he trained back again to get his stuff and change his contacts before cabbing down to vivo hahaha

okayi so from JE i went to my aunt's place! the fourth house visitation back to back (if you consider going to T's house one).

okokokokokokokok the pizza is here i shall stop now although i have many more things to say like i am looking forward to valentines day and i am a happy kid despite having a bad night ytd goodbye :)

living in twilight.

2009-02-06T19:57:00.003+08:00

it feels so awesome to be a good kid. today's good albeit the fact i was late for school because of averil soh from class 3I hahaha. i handed in more than half of all the homework i owe, and for the first time since i came into secondary school, i learnt my ting xie :) :)

after school us year3s trained the new juniors for a while. yeyun and i left at 4pm to rush for basketballer's match! mr keith gave us a ride so we saved on cab fare and everyth!

left for bpp in yeyun's car after that. walked around with ximin (in bpp, not yy's car duh) for a little while then had my own quiet time in the lib :)
my life's been so busy (with i dont know what actually) and it feels like i'm always on the go meeting random people at random times; so much that i havent felt this peaceful, so undisturbed,
in a very long time.

after being by myself for an hour i felt more socially inclined so i braved the rain and walked all the way to T's place to surprise visit! but no one was home so feeling rather dejected (not really luh hahah) i left for home.

going down to meet T for dinner in a while :D :D

life is simple so try not to complicate things.

i hope tmr is as exciting as it sounds because i really cant wait !! two cny visitations at teachers' homes back to back.

sometimes i wonder
sometimes i think
if you hear the thoughts running through my mind
if you listen to them screaming your name
do you look at me
do you see me
have you fallen in love?

oh btw chem practicals are getting more interesting because aside from the boring white ppt we usually get, we have bright yellow ones every now and then !!
bio is exciting too because the magnified cells turn me on. hahah of cos not, i just think it's amazing how those structures are, complex or simple, god's beautiful creations.

it's us against the world

2009-02-05T21:19:00.003+08:00

the perfect melody against the biggest lies.

this is it. if i dont change now, i know i never will. bad habits die hard.

no more procrastination. no more making excuses for myself. no more sneaking out of the house after i'm back home. no more all-night chats on school days. no more random blog hopping (now i'll just stick to reading those of people i actually know). no more of whatever lame things i have been doing.

i'm going to have to start being a responsible and good student.

how else will i build the most successful zoo in the world?

off to do work :) :) :)

p.s. tricia kok, if you ever see this, thanks for making me realise how i'm ruining my tomorrow today.

if you see the wonder of a fairytale,

2009-02-03T20:12:00.008+08:00

you can take the future even if you fail.

as an act of recognition for chin le estee's birthday, i baked a whole batch of nearly 100 cupcakes (ytd).

i now present you my ST confectionary!

honoured much? hahaha thr are so many and they're all made in your name!
they're a bit to sweet but hey! i'm working on it :)
there's barely half of everything left because my brothers, T and i ate a lot of them fresh from the oven.

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! you're wonderful.

nothing much happened today. i skipped my 2.4km, lang arts was amusing, math period was spent talking abt life and love with trik, thank goodness thr was no lit class, and i owe all the teachers homework.

watched matches after classes ended.

that's about it.

i'm looking forward to saturdays !!! :) :) :)
wow. just, wow :)

when all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me

2009-02-02T20:35:00.002+08:00

you make it real for me.
- James Morrison
its different this time, i'm afraid when i'm around you....
i didn't attend class today so i had an extra four hours of sleep :) :)
cos i had an almost non existent fever and a bit of sore throat.
i'm scared of uttering the wrong words, doing the wrong things.
while my maid was out buying groceries and most prolly chatting up her boyf too, T came over for a date.
it was a very pathetic date at first, because there wasn't any food at home !! grrrrr
so the poor fellow went to stock up for my house and i have no idea how it was possible, but half an hour later there was a box of donuts, two servings of udon, a small platter of sushi and one litre of strawberry milk.
oh i baked in the meantime, while i was alone :)
i'm afraid of ruining your perfect impression of me.
anyw, since T had classes from 3.30pm at SP, and i wanted to attend junior's trg + collect and do alr overdued homework, we shared a cab
i had never ever taken any vehicle as slow !@#$%^&*(
it was like everyone was cutting into our lane and the fare was hiked ?!
i'm afraid that you'll see i'm not good enough for you.
this is what happened in RV:
to ask for answers to my homework,
i went from canteen to seek help from jiarui then to 3E to look for yuyan then to 3C to look for anybody (thank goodness wenting and her clique were there) and finally to canteen whr i met trik (and leeyin, and later, fran).
... but i still havent completed/handed in my bio practical worksheets !!! :( :( :(
and you'll finally notice that scar in my heart
in the end i gave up and went to see how juniors were self-training.
and walk away because you realise i'm too incomplete
went home with big nicole in the end, and boy am i excited !!! i might be using an extremely cool phone for a total of seventy two hours thanks to nicole (whom someone has a massive crush on) :D
i'm afraid because i adore you.
:)

you were right all along

2009-02-01T17:23:00.017+08:00

you know i hate that, admitting i was wrong.
so i dont answer the phone when it's you.

just recently, rather outdated mommy discovered the wonders of the built-in phone camera so she's been snapping shots here and there and here and there. greyscale, black and white, negative effect, cartoon effect, crayon effect... you name it, she's (most probably) got it.
now she's back to plain and coloured pictures.
she deems them artistic but really, we all know better hahaha
everyone is tired of posing for her amusement so most of the pictures here are candid.
i now present to you my mother's very own series of lunch photographs.

we were at golden mile, the thai plaza.

their beef kway teow is award-winning.
if i could choose it would be my very last meal.

i secretly think she has taken pictures of herself. in other terms, camwhored.
but nvm i dont want to know because it's quite scary just thinking about it

my dad's secondary school friends are coming over to our place for steamboat! it's a rule when something like this takes place the whole family has to be around so i can't go for joanmak's bbq :(
to think i was so excited ytd.

btw, thanks for caring i think my emotions run high at night that's why the sudden birth of the prev post.

p.s. the reeds didn't go to uncle lim ting's house today.

p.p.s. ...

I finally found someone who loves

KFC's ZINGER BURGER as much as me!
FAMOUS AMOS'S NO NUT CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES as much as me!
SUBWAY'S DOUBLE CHOC CHIP COOKIE as much as i do!
TICKLING AND SEEING CHRISTABEL TWITCH WHEN YOU ATTEMPT TO TOUCH HER NECK as much as i do!

~~SARAH GOH HUI XIAN!~~ GAIL NG MEI LUAN! (: ~~is a great senior~~ is a great junior

p.p.p.s sorry gail i just copied wholesale from your post (and edited the names) because i am too lazy to type anything else and i really really 100% agree with it :)

p.p.p.p.s gail your chinese name a bit funny. a bit only.

p.p.p.p.p.s i have so much homework to do oh no!

p.p.p.p.p.p.s my dad's friends have arrived! time to go collect red packets

p.p.p.p.p.p.p.s i think i'm over-using this p.s. thing.

"she who loves forever, lives forever."

2009-02-01T00:54:00.002+08:00

sometimes, like now, when i try very hard to sleep but can't, my mind subconsciously wanders off to think of you.

just because i didn't publicly emo over you last september, it doesn't mean i've forgotten about you my dear. sometimes i wish you would just let me off.

isn't it enough knowing that i'll love you forever and ever?
you know how i'll always tuck you in the depths of my heart and keep you safe even when heaven and earth collides.

it is hard enough for me, now that i'm facing the world alone without your accompaniment, without your powerful cheery presence.
it's been two years coming three, it still hurts the same, wherever, whenever.
i haven't visited you in a long time, but neither have you come to see me.
please, appear in my dreams tonight?

tomorrow i will see your parental department. tomorrow, they will see me teary-eyed.
tomorrow, you will still be peeping at me from the stars in the sky.
tomorrow is the day i wish will never come because tomorrow you will still not be here.

when the shadows descend on the moonlit house
the sun and the moon overlap
incessant grief that lingers forever
why? doeth unto me things i remember
how? transcends into my soul footsteps that sound always
when? imprinted love will i stop hurting
at long last, the sky is dark again
it is a vicious cycle
of love, lost, despair
and longing for the return of my dearest bestfriend.

in loving memory of grace adeline reed.

today we're playing a game

2009-01-31T19:56:00.016+08:00

it's called "guess where sarah was!"
how exciting!

without further ado, let's begin!
the name of the game is self explanatory, so here are your clues:

some picture should be forming in your head right now.

tip: it's not your regular day-to-day MRT train

got it?

your picture of confirmation.

yep i went to the airport with fish hyung this afternoon! hello huey huey if you are seeing this :P

arrived at T2, and we were really hungry so we grabbed some stuff at swensens first. american cheeseburger pizza + fries + spice & chic chicken + frosted chocolate malt concludes my best lunch of the week :) :)
and i footed only 8/38 of the bill hahaha

explored T2 (whr there was a shop which had many x 10000000000 domos !! even ones that hop like my ESAIs do !!) then moved on to T1. wanted to look for the nike shop (its website said they had an outlet there) but after much consideration we figured that it was probably inside the after-check-in-mall :(

stopped by the viewing mall whr people usually go to see planes take off too.
quite disappointing because the gallery was so small and there were hardly any stationary planes, much less ones which were flying off.

so we decided to go to vivo! on the way thr, however, my dad called to say i had to leave for home so i did :(
reached home about twenty minutes ago.

i'm supposed to be going for a BBQ now! but i dont know whose going so i dont know if i shd go!

anyw, thr's going to be a bbq tmr at joan's newly renovated house too! :D :D
am looking forward to it i think there will be many many pics too hee

i'm a happy kid, in a happy world !! :D

in their hopes of reaching the moon,

2009-01-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

men fail to see the flowers that blossom at their feet.
- Albert Schweitzer

i've been wanting to blog about this forever but i keep forgetting !!
here is a dose of 3Laughtard's very own jokes and riddles bonanza:

you are forewarned, the following sentences you read might either make you curse under your breath, or it might make you laugh so absurdly that abs form in a span of thirty minutes.

why did you fail your NAPFA sit-and-reach?
... ... because you are not ben(d)jamin.
why can't you photosynthesize?
... ... because you are not tri(tree)cia.
why are you so hyper/excited/happy?
... ... because you are not siannee.
why are you not amazing?
... ... because you are not (amazing) grace. i suppose only christians or extremely knowledgeable people will get this
why don't you wear jeans?
... ... because you are not jean. dont get the link? well neither do i hahaha
why can't you run?
... ... because you are not mr imran.
why are you so alert?
... ... because you are not shar(sha3)lene.

i think 3Lametards is more apt a name for us. there are plenty more but (speed) seven is a good number to stop at :) :)

trained the year1s today, watched b'div's one-way match, then i went to eat with jnrs (christabel nicole gail sinyi, again !!) at anchorpoint's (again !!) subway :D
hanging out with them amuses me very very very much hahahaha
didn't have swensens with yeyun and gang in the end cos they were waiting for b'div to be done for the day and i had no time to lose.

so after that i arrived at joanne seah's place at about 8PM for careteam! :)
judith lijun audrey melanie joanne (duh) and i had quite an amazing time i am so looking forward to the next session!
loved the funny bits here and there, qwerty no-handphone usage rule, timeless expressions from them all and just the plain sharing plus the discussion on commitment and relationships.

had supper with parents after they picked me up
foiled my diet plans. they never ever do work out.
i think i might just give up.

anyw, i didnt complete my circuits plus warmdown !!!
as a matter of fact i barely did half but i was so !@#$%^&*( tired this morning despite having cabbed down to school for the fourth time this month :( :(

nevertheless,
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.
.
i forgot what i wanted to say

and i'm going to give it all to you,

2009-01-29T22:57:00.007+08:00

like i've given it all before.

just a really short update cos i'm going to have my dinner (at 10.58PM). which is many many servings of vegetables.

yesterday stayed back to participate in jnr's trg !! it was quite fun cos i played positions like GD/GK and i had to defend both the GA and GS at the same time so it involved lots of sprinting.
i was nothing but a jumping bean beside big nicole though :(
hahaha but morale instantaneously boosted upon hitting/tipping off or even intercepting the lobes to her.
had KFC with them (jnrs, again !! zinger, again !!) at anchorpoint after that and we walked around till late seven.
CHRISTABEL ARE YOU SERIOUS ABOUT BUYING ME ANOTHER HAMSTER?
:) :) :) if yes i'll have three generations of those fur balls alr
.
.
.
so today was good! i finally handed in to (mrs) lim WF my bio assignment and it feels so great to not owe teachers any overdued work.
like i can finally look them in the eyes.

i think i just poked my eye with my nails while removing my contacts.
okayi, the pain aside.

watched the jnr's match against NUS high and congrats on your win !! :D :D :D
oh forgot to mention that i went to anchorpoint (to takeaway another zinger) before that. it was whr i met marco !!! was very surprised because his school is all the way north. so coincidental, the world is small.

anyw, cos ms lim and della were in RV for their game too, went to have dinner with them at clementi :D :D
we had like so much time on our hands cos it was like six, and club trg was scheduled to start at 8PM! in the end we shopped around a bit, and well guess what! we found this ultra-value shop which sells orginal branded sporting goods (mostly adidas) at like, half or two third the outside retail price

headed down to ccab in ms lim's car and we were like one of the earliest
training was quite okayi it ended at 10PM, productive as usual :) :) :)
it's like no one ever gets tired at night hahaha
speed7's attendance was quite high! dont know if it was full though
still find myself trying to outrun the defenders though i know everyone there is as fast or even faster than i am grrrrrr
anyw i heard that div 6's season is like in march.
that's so !@#$%^&*( soon !!!
GO SPEED SEVEN-UP :)
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.
.
the rest of my week is quite planned out alr. tmr i'll prolly watch b'div's match then rush off with yeyun to have swensens (sundae) !! :D
that will be followed by careteam at joanne seah's at 7PM.
hope i wont be late as it is, afterall, my first time going for it :)

saturday afternoon/evening is set aside for speed's steamboat at ms lim's place? tentative for now.

sunday is family day!

this week's been hectic and happening but it's been wonderfully awesome all the same !!!
it's like living each day to the max

a bit cliche, but i think that's "carpe diem", truly. everything would have been more perfect had i been able to be more efficient in handing in work. well actually getting about doing them is alr posing a problem.

LASTLY, JOANMAK FOR THE CANCELLED PICNIC/CYCLING/VIVO/STUDYING TODAY, WHEN WHEN WHEN ARE WE GOING TO MAKE IT UP? :) :) :)

p.s. so this update isn't exactly short

p.p.s circuits workout, sprints and 2.4km warm down tomorrow morning :(

p.p.p.s jiayou RVNB, della qiuying rima etc for your matches tmr !!! :D

it's past midnight!

2009-01-27T00:56:00.004+08:00

and i'm supposed to be asleep!

well i tried to but i kept tossing and turning in bed so i gave up.
must be the new bed sheets. too red for comfort.

i wanted to call someone up and talk maybe till the break of dawn(?) but i cant think of anyone! the people dearer to me are somehow all pigs they sleep mighty early!
i can somehow relate to that because cny visitation is quite tiring!
actually not so for me, since i only went my greatgrandparent's house at twelve noon and left at night. barely moved about.
oh well, and thr's absolutely nothing interesting on TV! i realise they re-use some of the movies and programmes.
i know thr are traditions, but they dont have to make re-playing shows one too.
can you believe it, they screened taiwan's super sunday (or another cliche title along this line) for three hours straight.
i'm tired of jacky wu's face alr.

and of all days, my cable TV wire came loose/
now i'm left with 12 miserable channels.
parental department's considering changing to MIO for variety but i heard it lags so much (slower than alfred hahah zomg) so we're trying very hard to disuade them.

anyw we're going to get a WII!
stop raving abt the one at your house. seems like everyone has a set alr.
although my dad's shaking his head and saying stuff like it will distract us from studies and worsen our sight etc, i think he's secretly happy about this because he can play golf in the comfort of home. and i'm not talking abt putting.
i'm saying massive strokes and beautiful swings my mom would never have allowed with a real club (layman's term: golfing stick).
i want to play with my dad!! the only way i can ever beat him in this game is virtually.

well i'm staying up partially cos i'm waiting for 2008 V Power 爱音乐演唱会 2008 V Power Concert. chU @ 1.45am, which means half an hour more to go.
i think this is prolly the only programme which isnt reused. it cant be what, look at the year.

i can't make head or tail of this chinese show i'm watching now.
the characters look so ugly.
what's with that centre parting.
and that ugly long hair. need conditioning la.

speaking of hair, like i replied in my comment page to junyuan, my hair has a life of its own sometimes. drives me up the wall when it's bad hair day.
like today.

speaking of junyuan, he's in malaysia.
everyone's in malaysia! why!

because singapore is boring. joanmak and i were discussing.
we're planning to go out on thurs and everything's still underway because both she and i have a lot (of work) to do.
the teachers just wont let us off, although they know homework works pretty much like karma.
they go one whole round, they have to mark it eventually dont they.
.
.
but even if we are going out, where to?!
if we were in thailand i'll suggest we go elephant riding, or padi planting, or running through the meadows or counting stars.
if we were in australia i'll say we go on a mini hot air balloon or a choo choo train or go cut mohawk hair or do something wild.
now that we're in singapore we can go to sentosa for the millionth time, borrow many many many DVDs from videoez and movie marathon at home again, or better yet hang out in malls i am alr tired of.

i feel a bit skeptical.

what is this news abt xie shao guang and qi yu wu getting married in the states?!
someone please console tanya she's mourning the lost of a boyf-to-be.
yes, she's just about the only person i'm talking to (now i thank god for junyuan) but honestly it isn't interesting at all for a conversation to be spammed with sad smileys (hahah what an oxymoron!) and a gay man's name.
and yes she goes for older men. qi yu wu in this case, not the other one.
well not for me, they are out of my league.
that's why zac efron is okayi, he's only twenty this year!
and YUNHO! HAVE I MENTIONED YUNHO? I LOVE YUNHO!
to think i actually believed it when william scammed me saying that he's his snr's boyf.
quite real. i didnt know he was from DBSK then, and william even gave me a phone number along with the bunch of lies !!!

anyw, when i saw how everyone (actually just the girls) was (in bracketed case, were) wearing dresses and skirts and everything so fashioniesta and formal, i looked myself in the mirror and realised my nike camisole tank and checkered shorts werent very apt.
accesories saved my day!!
thank goodness the number of red packets you get arent measured by how well you're dressed for the occasion.

i like abalone.

i havent eaten a single madarin (orange)! i dont think i ever will this season.
although thr is a basket full in my house. i reckon i can make money from selling them
i recall that i had a very bad stomachache cos i spam-ate them for one whole afternoon last year.

YAY THE CHINESE SHOW ENDED!!! SO THE CONCERT IS STARTING!!!
walao the credits take forever.
anyw, while the white words on black screen are still rolling...
thr's something i have to say abt singaporeans!
WE DONT STAY FOR THE CREDITS AFTER THE SHOWS IN THE CINEMA!
according to livia it is only polite and respectful to do so, and i agree somehow.

YAY IT'S STARTED!!

if you read through this post, i am very surprised and frankly, i admire you for your patience.BUT.
so chunky and nonsensical still read go get a life hahah

kbye

he says all the right things at exactly the right time

2009-01-26T12:13:00.008+08:00

but he means nothing to you, and you dont know why.
- Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon

hello greetings! it's the first day of CNY :D
my connection jammed last night (at 12) so i wasn't really able to send out/reply quite a number of your messages! so here's to you all: wishing all a great year ahead :) :) :) :) :)
hahah my greeting couldnt be any more cliche.

i'm now at my greatgrandmother's place and guests are coming in and out i feel like this is an exhibition centre. i'm feeling a wee bit anti-social (i dont usually, but it happens), so thank goodness for my laptop.

friday
RV's CNY celebration! well the concert lasted for two whole hours. so cross-legged we sat on the floor for two whole hours.
3L was the very last class to get in the hall (we were late by ten mins) so by that time thr was barely enough space for the class to sit as a row.
we were made to split up and somehow trik weiling and i found ourselves right smack in the middle. along the aisles.
so when the SCs popped the confetti, glitter and paper and small strips of newspapers rained on us, directly overhead. as if that wasn't enough, they popped it in the gallery too so thr was another unwelcomed shower.
actually it was quite a pretty sight luh, but it was really uncomfortable to have pieces of stuff in my shirt/pinafore.

school ended at 12nn. i had a bit of time so i watched part of the junior's trg. i think their secret code for centre-pass is quite cool :) :)

then i went with 2B pencils to vivo! :D :D :D
had lunch and then we watched inkheart!
i have an affinity with 11 (that was my seat number).
um didn't really enjoy the movie at first cos the baddies were having the upperhand! but the happy ending definitely redeemed itself/made up for everything :D
the make-up and the sets were good too.

after it ended we walked around for a bit then we went to JP, whr i stayed till i think nine?
by then was shagged. very.

saturday
i woke up (relatively late) to good news! parental department allowed me to go CNY shopping with joanmak although thr was reunion dinner in the evening :) :) :)

at 3+pm met mak at wisma and here again i apologise for being late !!!
gap topshop cotton on f21 mango zara dorothy perkins esprit isetan ...
alas, she found something at what we named the "teeny weeny shop"!
i couldn't find anyth though, so i spent a fraction of my sum on famous amos McCafe starbucks.
yay are we going out on thursday are we are we? :D :D

at abt six i left for my grandma's.
reunion dinner 1 with my grandmother, aunt, uncle-in-law, uncle, dad, brothers and one cousin was awesome to the max. it wasnt just because of the good food
:D x 100000000000000000000
"do it softly" hahaha GOH (and a bit of liew) FAMILY FTW!

janelle my grandmother and i :)

sunday
so like any other sunday, went to church in the morning.
i was a bit mad at my mom cos she didn't let me wear my own choice of clothings.
anyw, sermon by uncle peter was about being a christian worker :)

after that i had another shopping session with my aunt and uncle-in-law and janelle my favourite baby in the world! :D
nike surfer paradise and topshop made me an extremely elated kid.

rushed to my greatgrandmother's whr i had reunion dinner 2! this time with my 10 grandaunts one granduncle greatgrandmother and greatgrandfather.
something(s) which i dont want to be reminded of happened after that.
cant seem to get it off my mind though :( :( :(
why did you have to fking ruin everything?
then the family minus my lazy second brother jostled with the crowd at chinatown! i'm now a bit too lazy to elaborate.
sknaht for being there? :)

swoon this is the same old blood rush with a new touch

2009-01-22T19:59:00.003+08:00

i am safe, quaint and eloquent.

quite an exciting day, i might say.
i get all jumpy just wondering if the MCs will come back to RV for CNY celebrations! :D :D

i got a message that ms puva was trying to contact me (rather urgently). i called her right after class ended and she landed me my first-ever coaching job!
well it's a job cos according to her, i'm going to get paid !!!

so instead of supporting at the RV against Pioneer match (quite one-way, as i heard from some), i dragged fernshen along with me and we went to henry park pri school!
we stood in for MP and led the kids through their training i thought it was mighty fun! some of them are really good, not very surprising since they're MP's girls.
i mean, just look what's become of us! :D
hahaha i'm just joking dont slap me
actually it was a bit tough at first cos everything was just so confusing but i guess we werent undeterred and it certainly paid off!

it's been quite a long time since fernshen and i spent time tgt like that! we had club sandwiches (ahhhh, delish :)) from 7-11 before and after the trg :D
i just want you to know that... you know what i mean!
please dont any o' how think anymore cos... you know what i mean too!

yes, here it is after so much procrastination! my new year resolutions :)
serious business.
in no order of importance, really.

watch a horror movie (and try not to coward out halfway through).
to reinvent myself as someone trustworthy and to get my name of the teachers' literal black list.
get back on track for netball.
boy thr's really so much i have to work on. yes i remember saying that the flame for the game has officially died down and i still mean it. but come to think of it, who else am i, if not a netballer?
this is my identity. for speed7, for the rest who still believe in me :)
go for careteam and bible study sessions!
to lose 5kg.
hahaha i have one whole year to do that. this shd so be a one-month resolution.
to learn to play my (pink) eucalele!
more piercings, as and when and wherever i feel like it. or at the very least one at the upper ear cartilage.
grow fringe and never do anything stupid to it again.
GPA 3.5
it's after all, a resolution so dont stare at me like that.
keep my friends.
maybe in my pocket? hahaha
work and get 500 dollars by myself.
note: earnings from being a daughter or granddaughter or grandniece do not count.
get my second golf PC. start playing all over again :)
that will really make my dad happy.
improve relationship with parental department and co-units alike.
DO SOMETHING BIG.
truth to be told, i just didn't want to stop at 13 but i cant think of anyth else hahaha. label me "superstitious" but i wont take the risk since CNY is just days away.

making resolutions is one thing, doing them is another.

because if i looked away i would never have seen the sign of a better, brighter, more beautiful day

2009-01-21T19:29:00.011+08:00

and i marvel at how perfect this all is.

i have awesome juniors !!! :D :D :D
after sch we (referring to christabel weilin kirsten a few of their friends and i) went to watch the basketball match (RV against tanglin and once more, congrats heehee:D). a bit shocked at how unrefined and unsporting the other sch's supporters were. but move on anyw,

then we went to KFC and us four netballers shared two zinger meals generously sponsored by christabel! hahah congrats on your pocket money increment btw :)

i finally found someone who eats mash potatoes with chilli.

who laughs insanely at the most ridiculous 0.0 stuff.

whom i can hysterically giggle/vibrate (as in no-sound-laughter) with for a whole two mins. weilin even recorded it down hahah so lame but so fun looking at the vid had us in stitches all over again!

and we were the last to leave clementi cos we explored two levels of the new clementi shopping place. "we can medi-pedi!" "hur?!" "we can medi-pedi!" "hurrr?????!!!!!" "WE CAN MEDI-PEDI!" HHAHAH CHILLI PADI

none other than christabel yang.

jnrs next week let's go to sumo house! the jap food place, not the wrestling ring!

one more overdue picture!

anyw, i cabbed to sch today! was still late. as a matter of fact i reached at 8AM sharp hahah.
!@#$%^&*( the fare was thirty one dollars so here's a warning! never, never, never ever call for a taxi from yewtee to malan road at 7AM unless you're willing to get swindled legally
thanks happy kid 3 for coming out to pay :)

AND 3L WENT TO THE 3D CLASSROOM FOR BIO LESSONS I THINK IT WAS V COOL :D :D

give them an inch and they'll take a metre.

2009-01-20T20:38:00.004+08:00

yesterday some anonymous person commented that my blog is "commercialised siol!"
word for word.
i take it that whoever he or she is thinks that my words are shallow and sell-outs, so today i attempt to do justice to myself. i am going to give my valuable insights on Barack Hussein Obama's step into history books as America's first black president.
(well if i'm not wrong he is grasping the reigns of power today. either that, or he has already done so.)
hahahah lighten up people! i'm just joking i dont think anyone will live to see me embark on such an adult topic.

RV won their match against nanyang. which makes them/us top of the group for this round! :D :D
keep it going whoooosh!

schools like commonwealth came down tdy too, so i got to see qiuying rima lycia and della (whom i now affectionately call lala hahaha)! :)
congrats on your win against hillgrove too!

i gave in to the temptation so i got myself a ramly's burger while lois and i were at JE's pasar malam!
v unhealthy, i know! tanya the health nut would have been disgusted but it's such a joy to eat i'll try to burn it off somehow :)

anyw, lois coaxed me into not going for tonight's 8k run! !@#$%^&*(
hahah so i decided to do two sets of faux abs and one set of skipping to feel less guilty.
however while i was skipping, a golf ball from my bro's (golf) putting mat rolled to where i was and i stepped/hopped/jumped/landed on it cos the warning shout came too late.
now i have a twisted vein (?) in my left foot :(

oh speaking of exercise, i'm quite happy with my timing for the interval runs i did during PE today! i came in under 1min 48secs for all four rounds and it's quite nice to be in unfit club for reasons i cant pinpoint myself

i was planning to do out my new year resolutions right here right now but it's already nine and i feel a bit lazy (excuses! ha ha!) so i'll do it next time :)
for now, its 1920 x 1080!
ha ha again!

i feel silly billy

now how brown cow?

of or relating to an event in which all outcomes are equally likely, as in the testing of a blood sample for the presence of a substance.

2009-01-19T18:06:00.009+08:00

someone just moved into the five-room flat two apartments away. let's just say i am unsure of the new neighbour's gender.

i have something to confess to.

this.
not the kissing, silly.
i have a whole collection of betty&veronica's slash archie&friends' comic books, whether double or single digest. i used to read it a lot, everywhere, even on the bus, even in the toilet.
but that was a long long time ago.

ponyo ponyo ponyo sakana noko!

today morning i took 97 to school with gail (my junior) and tseyin (my ex-tm). quite a weird trio but it was okayi cos i was around :) heeeeeee

i have something else to admit!
.
.
.
fine, maybe i like jay chou a bit.
maybe a little bit more.
and a weeee bit more.
plus a tad more.
oh and ytd was his birthday hahah i called trik so that she could accept my well wishes on his behalf :D

well in lang arts class miss hia caught me eating but she didn't say much about it.
as a matter of fact, she was smiling when she commented rather jovially, "sarah.. quite delicious? yummy." or someth along that line.
i feel quite guilty about it so i resolute to try to not eat in class for the next one week :)

happy birthday shawn sim! :D

mr liu (maths tcher) and mr imran (chem tcher) both didnt come to school today.

i would like to congratulate c'div for their win against nanyang!
well done, it was a great game to start off with :D :D :D
hope you guys did get the cookies (which are a bit hard) eventually!

ytd 2B-pencil 08 (or rather, half of us) met up for a food feast! it was potluck-style, so we met at JP to buy a variety of food. then we bused down to joshua's relatively small function room whr we ate for like fifteen minutes and stoned for the next few hours.
hahah i was joking. as in, we walked about and talked a bit and played lame games :)
its the company that counts anyway hahaha :D

my mom went shopping ytd and she paid abt three hundred for a pair of DKNY jeans. and that was only like a third of the spending.
my dad went on a rampage after knowing about it.
with my brother, on counterstrike, at a LAN shop.
recession, honey! !@#$%^&*(

i'm quite broke now. dee please return me money so i can return other people their money

i like siannee's handwriting. it resembles a font. i dont remember what, but it does. really cute :D

trik's right (and a bit of her left) leg was my canvas for the day. i drew a lot of MC-related stuff on her thigh with many different colours. she eventually got caught (and i think scolded) by a science teacher for self mutilation(?) and was made to scrub everything off. i was quite sad.
hahah it didnt manage to get erased totally though.

my name has been recorded twice in the management diary thus far :(

jiayou happy kid no. 3! thr's still wednesday! :) :) :)

i just realised my wangleehom's album is pirated! it was given to me by, ahem, momo.
hahaha i didn't know until like, yiyao and trik and some of the rest pointed it out to me! and cynthia yes i'm rediscovering them right now.

although i have a lot of work to do.

i drank my first oreo-chocolate of 2009! sweet talk is polluting singapore but not like i mind.

SA-WAT-DEE-KA!
hello (can be goodbye too)!

CH-AN BAEN KON SIN-KAR-POH (hahah it's just really fun to pronounce "singapore" with the thai accent!)
i am a singaporean

AR-HAN THAI AH-LOY-AH-LOY!
thai food is delicious!

leaf cloud, i'll always be here for you!
-inserts a million hearts, none of which is mine-
i'm kidding! love you and dont scare me anymore :)

in case you havent realised, this post can be concluded with one word.
random.

just a whisper, a whisper, a whisper, a whisper

2009-01-17T12:07:00.003+08:00

come back and look for me, look for me, when i'm lost.

i woke up very very late today! so i wasn't in time for street netball in sch with jnrs :(
i ate a lot of the weird delish stuff my dad bought from taiwan last night, thinking that i'd be able to burn all the fats and calories away the next morning! uh-oh now what

anyw, i had a nightmare! i have been having a lot of bad dreams but i cant say they were all nightmares. this fateful one however, was funereally melancholic!
i cant exactly remember what happened. it was just very dark

on a much much much brighter note, ytd was good! at least for me :)
3Laughtards slash Laxatives (whtvr the name is) is awesome.
inexplicable, undescribeably awesome.
.
.
okayi actually i find that prev sentence (up there) somewhat ironic.
like, don't the two adjectives already describe the word (awesome)?
how so can it be inexplicable and undescribeable?
nvm if you dont get me slash dont think it makes sense.
forget it forget it hahaha

we (some of the girls) played basketball (the anyhow style) during free period and it was like...
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

oh but before that, charlene yiyao grace -(oops i forgot your name again!)- and i were kicked out of lit class for abt five mins cos we were late. meaning we were made to stand outside the class. it was a tad embarassing and a bit sad but even so, being out thr with them was very fun hahaha

.
.
.
.
I MISS 2B! pencil 08.
am looking forward to tmr's class reunion lunch :D :D
sigh but i had to choose between that and tdy's bowling outing with PP youths

lastly, congrats RVNB :)
first win! many more to come i am sure of it.

oh and i solo-trained the three sec ones (whom i assume are the better few) who went for c'div's trg! :D

what an unorganised post

this is how you remind me

2009-01-15T21:45:00.002+08:00

of what i really am :)

damn. i hate to start the post with such a word but really, this is so annoying! didn go for rvnb's short morning training cos i was supposed to run 8km today, but it got cancelled. now tmr's speed7 training is postponed too!
so that leaves me with almost no exercise for the whole week! !@#$%^&*(
no way am i missing jnr's self-training slash street netball session on saturday then :)

after school today about ten of us 3Laxativers had to stay back for a nearly-forty-mins remedial because we didn't hand in our three-days-overdue maths homework (the first one at that).
well the point is, with the exception of angelic angel, all ex-pencils (which makes eight of us) were thr! not very shocking but still.
the 2B spirit reigns forever :D

stayed back to ball-pick for estee (again) and to play half-court with juniors (again).
the latter part of the above sentence isnt very true because we barely played ten goals before scooting off to support peilynn and nicole. they attended track training voluntarily!
thanks christabel for staying behind after everyone else left and walking abt the track was so random! :) :)

had dinner at BB's mac with ex-tm!
hahaha a bit or remincising here and thr it's like our favourite thing to do.

anyw, my dad has returned from taiwan! he bought us kids a toy helicopter each! :D :D :D
it's magnificent. piloting it is very fun although i've crashed about a million and one times i broke a wine glass just now.
he brought back lots of card trick decks too!
i sound like a boy. a very excited one.

RVNB b'div's gna have their very first match tmr. against CT.
all the way! you guys can make it far i'm sure! :D :D :D
and estee, i'll be saying "jiayou!" with every shot you attempt :)

shd i go with 3N or 2B tmr?

their words mostly noises,

2009-01-14T19:24:00.002+08:00

ghosts with just voices.
your words in my memory,
are like music to me :)

it's alr seven but the sky's astonishingly bright. like melbourne's. there, the sun doesnt set till nine and the crowds don't disperse till much later. very happening city.
hahah okayi that was random but i havent got much to post lately.

tdy was cool cos we spent like half the PDP lesson brainstorming for a class name!
the ultimatums:

3 long legged monsters
3 little lamb, mehhhhhh!
3 long live majesty!
3 lively labouring men

... there were a lot more okay hahah do you freaking get it?
anyw, if you didnt, too bad for you because our form tcher ms hia did!
and she refused to accept those mentioned names

3Laxative FTW :D :D :D

after school went along with a lot of (year2) juniors to support bballers at clementi sport's stadium.
t'was the first match of their season and well, congrats on like pwning chestnut sec!
had dinner at KFC with them (jnrs, not bballers duh) then we went to search for the $1 bubble tea shop i'd never heard of.
yes i know !@#$%^&*() cheap but its such a pity they dont sell oreo choc or i'll be a regular patron.
hanging out with juniors are much fun! they are very lame and i guess i sort of like lame people?
not exactly but oh well :D

sanjay is coming over in about an hour with a whole tray of sushi!
sounds more like (very very very early) supper than (second) dinner to me but who's complaining? :)

i'm a bit jealous because my grandaunt just came back from the states and she bought my brother a nike hoops messenger bag! it's apparently not sold in singapore anymore.
i'm still eyeing crumpler bagpacks but they are not coming up with newer and brighter colours! :(

congrats flower boy on topping your class for this term! poly life sounds very hectic but jiayou this is an awesome start to the year! :D :D
I PONYO YOU SOME MORE HAHAHA

i want to watch Changeling but it's NC16 !!!
about this mother who would stop at nothing to find her missing kidnapped son.
it's rated five stars so who cares whether there are eye candy in the movie or not

sad to say,
literature in english is quite a bore.

xoxo

someday i'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far behind me

2009-01-13T20:23:00.002+08:00

where trouble melts like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops, that's where you'll find me.

lessons were as per usual today, though i have to say that break (slash eating porridge) with the 3L girls was so hilarious :D
hahah sharlene and her LJF (inside joke) + grace's contagious laughter = noise noise noise and more noise!

after school yeyun liv and i went to west mall's eng wah to catch Australia!
it was totally awesome for a movie that's that lengthy, hello 2hours 45mins! as quoted from livia, "it was not boring at all."
well liv cried the most and yeyun, the least throughout.
quite a tear-jerker.
definitely a must-watch if you liked 1) a walk to remember 2) the notebook 3) titanic 4)p.s. i love you.
okayi i'm gna stop trying to critic here lest this post turns into a boring movie review

school's been going on well thus far. that's more or less a lie, really.
cos trik and i were the very first two people whose names were written down in the class management diary for not doing one freaking homework question.

and the shoelace method (maths stuff) gets on my nerve. i have a whole worksheet on that.

oh did i tell you, that i think i understand french better than chem? okayi not really, since i dont think i will ever get past bonjour and je'taime.

well, academic related stuff aside.
i am morphing.
(a butterfly?
i wish.)
.
.
.
into a L-A-Z-Y-B-U-M.

cos i just turned down tanya's request to go for a run tmr evening, and am going to have my nice sumptous delish sakae dinner with sanjay instead!

does bowling count as a form of excercise? burn calories? cos i think i'll most prolly be playing with PP youths on sat :)

it's getting a bit boring here

happiness is finding joy in life's simplest things.

2009-01-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

today was awesome because after school, dee law and i caught the 4.10PM PONYO ON THE CLIFF BY THE SEA at vivo's golden village! :D :D :D
i highly recommend it because cute factor is 101%.
everyone goes "ooooooooh" when ponyo appears on-screen! dee the muscular soccer guy is no exception.
plus i learnt simple jap conversational words like "moshi-moshi" which means hello, "kawaii" which means cute (i know everyone else knows that alr but still), and some other words that's slipped off my mind for now.
went to walk around for a bit after that and we saw a poodle hump another poodle at the pet shop it was very funny hahaha

might be watching Australia with yeyun tmr and my ticket will most prolly be paid for :D

i'm going to wake up at 3AM to do math ltr.
cos right now i can't concentrate at all.

talking to flower boy ytd was quite fun!
hello if you see this :D

trust?

and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not

2009-01-11T12:21:00.003+08:00

cos i don't know how to make a feeling stop.

i'm so over bai se feng che. now i'm listening to just so you know - jesse mccartney all over again :D

went to support averil and tseyin (and the rest of the runners from RV duh) at bukit gombak ytd. they were having some kinda race slash heats slash whatever the term is. some SAA allcomer's meet! anyw i think they are like really cool people, as in all the trackers (nationwide) in general.

after that averil tseyin and i went to lot1 to have dinner and stuff :)
they're both very childish people no joke hahaha
went to JP after CEO left then i went home at about eight plus going nine.
something really scary and traumatising happened on the way back. i shall not elaborate. you may ask me and i'll give you the details in exchange for a lollipop!
strawberry flavoured tyvm :D

my dad's still in taiwan, so tdy morning mom and i woke up really early and took public transport to church. we stopped by this small coffeeshop at yew tee to have (quite an awkward) breakfast and i must say, it has been ages since i had such quality time with her and her alone. i love my mom. really. i just don't know how to show it, and i used to be so immature and everything so we drifted quite far apart last year sadly we still havent managed to close up the gap.

went to chinese congregation for their sermon and i thought uncle anthony did a magnificent job in conveying the message. the lesson was about loving your neighbours slash brothers as thyself. yep, very commonly discussed and preached about, but it was good. it spoke and reached out to me.
well, all of us tend to flare up at the people closest to us, we don't usually show our bad angry side so much to others we're not as familiar with. we tend to overlook that love and care from the people dearer to us, esp our family members, should not be taken for granted.
it's like, sometimes we have two sides.
in church or school or at work, we're jolly smiley happy nice fun.
at home we're like, screaming at our siblings or spouse, showing disrespect to our parents, ordering our house helpers around and stuff like that.
this shouldnt be the way, cos how do we love god whom we've never seen nor touched when we cant even cherish the people around us whom we see and communicate with so very often?
i think this really applies to me because i've been neglecting my bros so much. i brush them aside when they ask me for help with their homework just because i'm on the phone with a friend, or when i'm watching hongkong dramas etc.
feel guilty now.

FAMILY.

oh then after service i spoke about netball and school issues with mag and hannah (cos she's a netballer too, ex-CT :D) and i'm glad i did.
thank you very much, if you guys ever ever ever see this! i hope i can join you guys for careteam soon :)

now i'm home.

and it feels like home :)

and i'll carry you when you need a friend,

2009-01-09T19:41:00.005+08:00

you'll find my footprints in the sand :)

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edited at 8.54PM (cos i am really quite bored now).

cos averil soh the CEO tagged me.

1o random facts about yourself.

i eat my pizzas backwards sometimes.
almost everyth i do is subject to my mood.
I LOVE MC !!!
I LOVE ZAC EFRON !!!
bai se feng che is playing in my mind for the nth time tdy.
my best friend is in UK i doubt she's ever coming back but i love her anyw :)
i like sunflowers.
and stars.
and carebears.
i have achluophobia. but not always.

9 good things in your life.

GOD
on2yourright/jamsters
all the netballers who've been with me
2B-Pencil 2008 and 3L'09 (maybe, i'm hopeful :D)
how can i forget the rest of you friends (or more) who dont fall in the categories above? :D
oreo chocolate and chicago cheesecake and fruit tarts and sushi and mango pudding
music
travelling.
twilight slash edward cullen i insist he is mine sorry very much.

8 things you wish for.

a closer relationship with God.
to move house asap.
that you'd do this every single day :)
money. very realistically.
sanzhar aka hawflakes. right now. TRIK OH NO NOW IM ADDICTED TOO EAT EAT EAT IN CLASS EAT SO MUCH FOR WHAT
to meet zac efron.
to one day get to play with MC on court. cooperatively.
less ambigouty in my life.

7 people (or groups of people) who makes you smile.

MC
netballers
al (your name's here only cos you've been awfully nice :D)
2B-Pencil'08 and 3L'09
my greatgrandmother.
dee
actually, all whom i know have made me smile. it's not that hard, really.

6 bad things in your life.

poor relationship with parents. but it'm improving so much, believe me! :D
anemia
heartbreaks
my bad attitude towards certain things.
ambigouty, like i've mentioned.
expectations which sometimes seem so unreachable.

5 lame things you have done.

just today, because i was dared to by trik and rae.
at stall one in canteen.
me: aunty, wo3 yao4 xiao3 ji1.... .... .... .... .... .... zhou1.
aunty: xiao3 mei4 mei4, ni3 hen2 ke3 ai4 lei!
tapped someone on the shoulder and ducked away.
given out flyers with someone else's contact number printed on it. at orchard.
limp. like duh.
hahah did you get the joke? yeh, that was lame.

4 nice numbers.

15 (me! 3L class reg)
11 (me! 2B class reg)
32 (me! PP jersey)
1 (me! that's what i am)

3 cool songs.

bai se feng che
bai se feng che
bai se feng che i cant think of anyth else my oh my its so awesome bai se feng che!

2 things you have ever regretted doing.

starting to drink.
let a chance slipaway. it changed my life.

1 thing you wanna do right now.

watch ponyo!

9 people you would wanna tag.

al
trik, only that she doesn't have a blog
huey chyi
livia
joonghan
cleo
joanmak
MC, srsly
tseyin

State the best thing about 3 and 9.
(huey and tseyin) they always amuse me.

The number of branded things 1 owns.
(al) perhaps a million.

Your relationship with 7.
(joanmak) a church bestie of some sort! friends since like quite a long time actually yay :)
it's quite a love-hate relationship. love her for watching twilight with me hate her for prefering carlisle to edward.

How you met 5.
(joonghan) through a church friend's friend's friend. and through booze.

Two reasons why 2 would be enemies with you.
(trik) i killed jay chou. i stole all her purple stuff.

One random fact about 4.
(livia) she... is very random. random enough? :D

Why 8 makes a good friend.
(MC!!!!!!!) UM UM UM COS SHE IS SMART CUTE PRETTY COOL AND IS A NETBALLER! AND IT'LL BE SO AWESOME. LIKE IT WOULD BE COOL TO CALL HER ______ OR ______ OR SOMETHING. JUST LIKE FRIENDS YKNOW. AND EVERYONE WILL BE SO ENVIOUS. AND WE'LL EAT LUNCH DINNER OR MAC BREAKFAST TGT. CAN GO HOME TGT. I STAY IN YISHUN HAHHAH. SO EXCITING HAHHAHAHA I WANT !!!

Whether you think you can last in a relationship with 6.
(cleo) no matter whr you are, best friends forever. yes, of cos.

OKAYI NOW BYE! was quite fun hahaha

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so ytd was the most tiring day of 2009 thus far.

after lessons with the fun-loving 3L, watched estee shoot and offered free labour (pick balls).
hahaha talked abt very random stuff.
after that christabel gail meredith and i played 2-0n-2 street and it somehow evolved to some kinda rugby + tickling game that left us all laughing insanely and rolling about and running around and. and.
got to know many many many inside-info stuff abt the jnrs that left me very much intrigued.
hello you people if you are reading this! :D :D :D

waited till track was done with their session, then huey accompanied me to KNC for speed(7) training (8 to 10PM) :D :D

FITNESS TRAINING WAS !@#$%^&* (i apologise for not being able to express myself better).
warm-up itself was a run in the vicinity!
actually it would have been perfectly a-okayi if not for my aching leg muscles derived from a lousy 2.4km two days before.

anyw, court training was so x 100000000 much more endurable. seven played with speed - performance wise, mine was quite disappointing.
but, go SEVEN-UP! :D

even though i got sent home (in a cab with al), reached my place at about 11.30pm and i was so freaking tempted to sleep without showering first.
my eyes were barely opened. but that was before the cold bath.

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so today concludes the end of sports CCA trials first round so i doubt there will be any more skipping of lessons. which is good in a sense that i will feel less lost in math class. and bad because it means i have to do all my homework and hand them in on time. year3 life is very fast-paced. i need a tutor for chem and math.
please volunteer yourself i am very friendly and hardworking (did i mention, only when i feel like it?)

had match with northland and RV emerged victorious with a score of 29-25.
played in the very last quarter.

took hanni's car home, thanks (for letting me eat inside if you see this :))!

and you! thank you too. i wish you would do this everyday, seriously :)

I THINK I MIGHT HAVE JUST GOTTEN MY FIRST-EVER SUNBURNT.
on my nose slash cheekbone area. it's a wee bit red but it doesn't hurt

xoxo love you!

so how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance?

2009-01-05T18:27:00.004+08:00

by that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip.

okayi so ytd was mighty fine :)
dont think i could have spent it any better because i had very nice company!

church in the morning and instead of the usual bible class, we had combined at the worship hall. was upstairs catching up with matthew. well, sort of.
then thr was the first sermon of the year and it was good because i paid my fullest attention!

after that was quality family time! lunch + shopping at bugis and there was a lot of love involved. and not to mention hilarious exchanges and contagious laughter. so much talking, so much sharing. i wish every sunday was like that :)
it's true that family love never fails.

at about four, daddy fetched me to harbourfront where i met hweeling and fernshen. attempted to start on my commonwealth essay at macs. note the choice of vocab.
abt two hours later (zomg it didn't feel like that long) hweeling left so fernshen and i went to have dinner at pastamania. that outlet is supposed to be like the best one of all but their unagi pasta disappointed me quite badly :(
oh here's a picture!

we stayed on for a bit in the eatery to do plain talking then we went to gift-a-name and bought each other a necklace!
mine looks like this. hahaha its the same as hers actually :D

so at eight thirty thr about, we split ways and i went to look for the parental department who was somewhr in vivo slash harbourfront as well.
so we went for another round of shopping till about ten thirty! didn't think they would have stayed out with me till that late since thr was school the next day but guess i was wrong. anyw, i (finally) got my long sought after cargo pants and a hoodie from zara kids! so though very shagged, i went home as a happy kid.

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today was cool too! in a way.
i'm beginning to feel more at home in 3L hahaha. don't get me wrong i havent forgotten the pencils, you guys are all tucked somehwr inside my heart.
so miss hia's lesson was awesome! she's kinda hip i suppose, though so much more egoistic than let's say, king-of-ego ian hahaha
best lesson of the day :D

and time passed so fast!
it's not that sad that trik's my tablemate actually! :D :D :D
oh and if you're reading this, i've got a nice surprise for you!
no sarcasm intended :)

and container classroom is a very conducive place to study in! though hysterical giggles echo throughout and the softest whispers will never go unheard.

anyw, after school, had a convivially entertaining teens session. quite mean of us actually, considering that we were laughing at someone else's misfortune :S
and i never knew that thr was alcohol poisoning till like, then.

left for kallang before the netballers started trg. and !@#$%^&*( the briefing was merely five minutes.
met al shortly after and we cabbed here, back to my place.
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That's frolicsome! says:
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2B-PENCIL'o8! {11} (happy kid) says:
hahaha yes, go on!

That's frolicsome! says:
i love y..

That's frolicsome! says:
it is very hard to say out.

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That's frolicsome! says:
i love yoghurt!

THAT IS SO PRIMARY SCHOOL, HELLO!
hahaha

xoxo

it's been a long and winding journey, but i'm finally here tonight

2009-01-03T10:40:00.005+08:00

picking up the pieces, and walking back into the light :)

i missed flag-day thing cos i am sick (again)! !@#$%^&*(
when i came back from the doctor's, i was greeted by a very excited younger brother who was chiming, "ka-ka's at the police station! ka-ka's at the police station!"
(in case you didn't know, we warmly address our maid as ka-ka, which means sister in malay.)

my grandmother's maid (MGM for short) ran away, she's sort of missing now. so my ka-ka was called down to the police station for questioning or something. the last i heard, they were close friends until MGM stole lingerie and money and a phone from her.

whtvr. the point is, we have no home-cooked lunch! so we're ordering mac and my brothers are dancing around in jubilee

that's great, because i can put my MC (for monday) to use!

hahaha maybe not.
does anyone realise how bored i am? i am bored!
i think it is uncool to admit it, but... I AM BORED. VERY VERY BORED.
I WISH I WAS WITH THE OTHER NETBALLERS WITH THE CANS AND EVERYTHING ASKING FOR DONATIONS.
though i'll prolly cough in their face and they'll run away in disgust.

oh and when hannah told me about ponyo (the fish on the cliff or someth) i thought it was quite stupid. and it sounded like a porno. or a horror. but after i watched this trailer, i changed my mind drastically 180 degrees
it's so ker-yute!

you mean, you didnt know i youtube?

i'm dying i'm so bored but i refuse to do commonwealth essay

i know what i'll do. i'll call mac and order the food stuff one at a time.
like this:

macman: hello, mac here what would you like to order?

sarah: hello, sarah here i would like a large fries.

macman: that's all?

sarah: that's all.

macman: your address please, etc etc

sarah: my address, etc etc

-end of conversation-

one min ltr...

macman: good morning, may i have your order please?

sarah: good morning, i would like a large coke.

macman: that's it?

sarah: that's it.

macman: may i have your add etc etc?

sarah: my add etc etc...

macman: WHOA! DIDN YOU JUST ORDER A MIN AGO?!

-end of conversation cos i hung up on him-

one min ltr...

macwoman: hi, welcome to mac, your orders please?

sarah: i would like a mcspicy.

macwoman: that's all for you, mam?

sarah: yes, please.

macwoman: may i have you address etc etc

sarah: address etc etc

macwoman: one moment please, didnt you just order?

sarah: i cant order again meh?

macwoman: no i'm not saying that, i'm sorry.

-end of conversation-

one min ltr...

and i start ordering my two other brother's meals in the same way.

guaranteed to kill time, no?

THATS IT I'M SO DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF THIS MUST BE MY MOST LAME POST. K BYE

stars are the street lights of eternity

2009-01-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

foreword: this was supposed to be posted a long time ago 12/28/08. this post, is so last year.

hello i'm back i hope christmas was good for you! at least mine was!
anyw i really wna blog abt melbourne so here i am. the grass is a bit greener on the other side.

the good:

there was a lot of sibling-bonding! and yes, this is an extremely rare occurrence

he fell first (but only because i pushed him).

didnt like this thingy cos it showed that i was heavier.

see what i mean? even so he kills me with every presented opportunity.

our hotel room we checked into at phillip's island was so huge! it was so much more than our expected "humble abode".

this is what you'll see upon stepping into a typical normal suite room. minus the two shocked and elated girls of cos.
double decker beds + a single one.

"quite small lei," you may think.

the toilet. quite a pity i didn't get to lounge in the spa thing.

the other half of it.

hahaha not that small after all! this is the other half of the room, and thr's a queen sized bed! along with cosy corners and flat screen TV.

a balcony we were, sadly, not allowed to go out to because according to my aunts thr were lots of insects.

my roommates for the whole trip, my fifteen year old aunt samantha...

and my eleven year old aunt sabrina :)

the shopping, especially with those two sisters, was a blast! we tried to go around the streets of melbourne (bourke etc) as much as we could. we spent every single free min we had away from the tour scouting for pretty things! we didn't waste any time :)

these are my findings by the third day!
total amount spent: 100 SGD +/-
AWESOME :D

we took time off to view exhibits too. one such is dame zara bate's, ex-president harold holt (he died in a weird drowning accident but his body was never found)'s ex wife's doll house. it's amazing, as in the structure of the house and all the intricate wooden furniture. but its a bit creepy because the dolls' limbs are like falling off and their faces are disfigured too.

and look! the toy piano i almost died for last year! i never did find it in singapore. saw it at an antique toy shop in a small village up on a hill.

i forgot which day it was, the fourth perhaps, but it was splendid! why? because thr were both WINE (tasting) AND STRAWBERRIES!

i handpicked and plucked my own strawberries! big, red, juicy and absolutely sweet ones (sounds like apples hahaha)! the best i've eaten all my life :)

the strawberry field! heavens, a whole year's supply all contained right thr!

this is happy samantha!

move on, move on, wine tasting! realise that i prefer mild, sweet ones (like 'vintage juliet) to the stronger and more flavourful type, unlike sam. acc to australian law, all those under 18 are not allowed to drink, but we all did anyw (secretly, at the back of the cellar). sam and i had quite a lot, the glasses were refillable! hahaha but it was really quite funny to see my bro jovan's face turn all red after a single sip. went he boarded the bus after that, he drank like a whole bottle of water. silly boy who's too young to enjoy the thrills and divine tastes of wine (and booze)!

i had a feast that night! more booze and more strawberries! :)

i mean, they were right before my very eyes.

the combination was irresistable.

nights in the hotel room were fun to the max! :D
we had sushi for supper every night for three days! and we took crazy jumpshots...

like this...

and this...

it was all the better on christmas! we watched 3 episodes of drake and josh + their christmas special! and we took more pictures in between advertisements :)

we went to this ashcombe maze and lavender garden (sort of nature reserve slash park) place. it was boy oh boy, so enchanting.

we had this little game quiz thing to complete :)

we were supposed to look for gnomes like these.

and fairies like these. and fill their names on that piece of paper shown above. we would then get a lolly each!

it's so fairytale. the pictures dont show much, though :(
some things are meant to be kept in the heart, still.

oh here's my brother jerald! we were wandering in the biggest and oldest maze in australia, and i found him :D

we went on a puffing billy! it was thirty minutes long, but it barely felt like five mins! it's so very cool, the most enjoyable train ride ever!

this is the correct and encouraged way of sitting on the train. no joke.

this is the classic, old train station :)

pictures i took along the way. see how long the train is? the ride was magical, anyw.

at the other station, menzies creek, after we alighted.

here's a picture of the gang of cool kids :D

i have no visual aid for this, but believe me, their scones are insanely heavnly mighty delish! i can have their scones and cream and jam for breakfast everyday all my life and i wont get tired of them, ever. i think. hahahah

beautiful scenery! these pictures were taken at great ocean road, five freaking hours drive from melbourne city! i'll kill you if you give me negative comments about them because. we took forever to get thr. and back.

this was taken at phillip's island.

their beach's like perth. for a moment i asked myself if i really was at melbourne.

M-O-H-A-W-K-S! funky ones in all varieties of colours! i like :D
i saw more thr one week in melbourne than i ever do for a whole year here in singapore! mailto:%21@#$%^&*(

we went on this city tour via a horse carriage!

thr were these two guys who posed for me and requested that i snapped a shot of them! :D

look at those yellow taxis on those streets! does it remind you the slightest of the notorious game, grand theft auto? cos my brother was yelling mad he was telling me that this place is vice city (a place in gta)! hahaha

i sort of know how to go to these places by foot. that place is very tourist-friendly :D

the guide was friendly! and thr was a toilet in the coach!

i now like penguins because i saw them waddle (is that the correct word for it?) onto shore from the sea! we weren allowed to take pictures though :(

now, the bad:

jovan developed a bee-phobia because he was so mighty sure one flew into his ear! it didnt, really.

quite funny la hahaha but he cried! :O

my grandaunts were overly-anxious, overly-paranoid. they shushed us and scolded us and got mad at us for the slightest, teeny weeny reasons. dampened the whole holiday mood.
my brothers say they never want to go on a holiday with them ever again. actually, me too. i know i sound like such a brat and i should be so grateful to them because they paid for my expenses, but seriously i think i did well in trying to keep my temper from blowing thr and then. you have no idea, it was so huge a crime to even JUMP. or stray five metres away from the tour group.

i had flu and sorethroat from day 1 - 3 so i was really grumpy then.

on day 4 i lost my voice so it was worst!

flies, flies! and humongous ones at that! they followed us up on the coach so half the time we were scurrying around changing seats to avoid the them.

i wish thr was more shopping time.

i wish three quarter of our meals werent chinese food.

it was really short. not me, the holiday i mean.

we bought wine, lots of it, like eight bottles of good vintage. but my silly and dare i say, stupid grandaunts were afraid the bottles would break so they didn dare leave it in their luggage. they packed it in their handcarry instead. albeit knowing that thr's this custom regulation that if you dont pay tax you cant hand carry back, and that thr's this 100ml liquid rule. everything got confiscated in the end.

i missed a lot of people! :(

hahaha someone took a picture of me calling back to singapore to talk to one special person :)
and bri played with my hair okayi or it wouldnt have been like that!

my iPod ran out of battery and i áctually forgot to bring the charger along. brilliant. i was reduced to sharing music with my brother, who pathetically only had two songs (cascada's everytime we touch and jb's when you look me in the eye) in his samsung player.

we broke a lamp in the hotel room while pillow-fighting. didn't pay though.

NO STARS! cos we were living in the city :( :( :(

to end it all,

\m/

it's half a candid!
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today was first day of school and 3L seems to be quite a promising class alr! :)
I STILL MISS 2B THOUGHHHHHHHHHH!
:( :( :(
all you year twos, cherish all the time you have left with your class!

okayi now i'm really !@#$%^&*( worn out the pictures took forever to load and my back aches!

the first day of 2009 starts pretty hecticly

2009-01-01T13:07:00.007+08:00

i sure hope it is going to be a very happening year! in a good way of course :)

so i spent my last few and first few hours of 2008 and 2009 respectively with the wonderful pencils! namely wenting claire tseyin huixian huakai jerome junyuan huakai and weijie.
we went to some boonlay CC's countdown event (hosts were mark lee and apple hong who apparently had problems conversing in english) and hady was thr to perform. i was hoping that he'd peform 'you give me wings' but he didnt :(
the mini fireworks display made up for it though! :D
anyw, i would like to thank 2B-PENCIL '08 for being the highlight of my second-half-of-the-year :D
if i could turn time back, i'd have gotten more involved with the class like, right from the start. but thing is, nothing right now can travel faster than the speed of light, and once past, the very hours, very seconds and very minutes do not come our way again. so i hope all the awesome awesome awesome pencils will stay as friends, forever (as cliche as it sounds).

as per tradition, the new year starts with making resolutions!
mine's 1024 x 768, what's yours? hahaha
okayi now on to serious business.

firstly, resolutions for today.

buy a bag for school-use tmr.
freaking get a book-list so i would know which books i have to buy.
buy school books.
complete a commonwealth essay.
pack my room. or at least half of it.
help my brother with his bag-packing.
negotiate with my parents on the confirmed weekly allowance for 2009 :)
stop feeling bitter! !@#$%^&*(
apologise to tanya.
webcam with cleo.
buy PE shirts and school skirt.
do homework selectively.
sleep early.
pray before sleeping.

now you understand the title of this post :)

i shall make my year resolutions another time. because if i do it now i wont take it seriously.

okayi and now a bit of update on youth camp! no pictures though.
so by the time i got thr on the 3rd day, the lessons were over! :(
i heard that i missed out on so so so so so much. i mean like, everyone was moved to tears.

and joanmak, i'm glad you shared :)
i have like a total different perception of you now. you're a very very very strong girl.
and i love you!

i am still learning to place God above all else.
sometimes i feel so ashamed because i've brought so much hurt and harm, and i've done so many things that are so unsightly to God. what i did is nowhere close to what i could have done, as quoted from joan. i want to be a better person.

My Life Is in You, Lord - Hosanna! Music
please play this! my life is in you, lord

and this too! this song is so totally playing in my head over and over and over again

thank you Lord, for blessing me :)

"you had me at hello."

2008-12-30T08:07:00.006+08:00

lines like these deserve to last forever.
...but if i could i would have hello-ed my way through the night :)

surprise, surprise! i've just gotten home like half an hour ago!
yes you read it right. well it all started from ytd at about nine in the evening.

my retarded-ness made a decision on impulse to go to the farm site whr PP youth camp was being held. so i tagged along.
my dad fetched me and by eleven i was explaining (or at least, trying to, since i didnt really have an explanation) to everyone who had OMG SARAH WHAT YOU DOING HERE-ed.

i was supposed to be picked up at 12.30am. but the gate was locked so i couldnt get out!
dont tell me about climbing over fences cos that is what silly boys do.
i ended up sleeping in bernice's group's room cos thr was a spare bed.

anyw i'm going back to camp after the match against st. hilda's (geok's girls) :D
speaking of match, ... can i not cut my nails? can i can i can i? they're very pretty now!
and i cant watch sanjay get inked cos he changed his appointment with his tattooist and it clashes with match :(

i'll be in 3L next year and it seems to be a very happening class!
i wonder if it'll be anything like 2B. i miss us us us us us us us :(
it so happens that they allocated us by our sciences so trik's in the same class as i am.
ytd we were talking abt it and holy, it would be very funny to have her call me and say things like "sarah what must we bring tmr." or "eh what homework is thr?"
like, can you imagine?! hahaha
i set to make things right next year :)

i have been doing the most random things (with the most random people) ever. things i will not speak a word of.
it's weird. but it's my life, and i'm loving it, even when everything seems to crop up as untimely as it can get :)
DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
lastly, averil soh i would really like to be a sansan! :D :D

yay back to sleep!

the butterfly, the butterfly is beautiful but soon will die

2008-12-23T11:07:00.003+08:00

will spread its wings in the eternal sky.

i'll be leaving for melbourne in a matter of hours but i'm down with sore throat and flu :(
and that's really bad because if i suffer thr, i'll be in no mood to shop or whatsoever so all of you will get hideous unfashionable nonsensical yucky shitty annoying christmas presents! that wouldn't be very nice, would it?
but hahah, free will. so its your choice as to whether you're gonna pray for me or not :)

that's about all i wanted to say.

OH ONE LAST THING.

MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE!
HAVE A JOLLY CELEBRATION HOPE YOU ALL GET MANY MANY PRESENTS!
:D :D :D

"Kryptonite doesn't bother me, either."

2008-12-21T10:36:00.004+08:00

- Edward Cullen, Twilight

i am supposed to be in church right now, instead of blogging at home on my bed. i'll get down to explaining this later.

for now i'm just gonna have to exclaim that ...
YESTERDAY'S DATE WITH JOAN WAS MIGHTY MORPHINE AWESOME! :D :D :D
12nn to 12am, dont think my saturday could have been spent any better!

we caught twilight at plaza, and we both think that it was okay what! the critics were too harsh with that 1.5/5 rating! okay maybe it'd have been a bit nonsensical and lame for those who didnt read twilight (and if you are one of them, boy you've missed out on so much goodness) but i mean, like, robert pattinson is so fking hot in that exotic way! and joan thinks carlisle (i forgot the actor's name) is the cutest guy on screen.
the only drawback's that half the time the two main leads were staring at each other in a very weird hostile and wary manner.
but still :)

after that was thrift-shopping at plaza and wisma!
for fifteen dollars she got a pair of flats (cotton on)
i bought gladiators which i will prolly modify cos they're now so common (cotton on), a chain necklace (F21), a dress from i dont know whr. for just fifty one dollars.
such steaaaals! :D

at abt 6.30pm we met up with her family and jeremy (not the tng one) and we went for steamboat dinner. which reminds me, i've ate two consecutive dinners with my friend's families! the day before ytd, i had peranakan dishes with kristal's.
okayi so after that was bowling till late :)

JOANMAKKAI-LIN IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I LIKE GOING OUT WITH YOU!
i hate your 5 blue marble story, though. and i bet V agrees

oh anyw, i'm not in church tdy cos both my brothers are sick! please self link

more pics from rvnb xmas party :)

and with my bro/ do you do you do you do you know he's quite a camwhore!

my hair is still killing me.

in my place, in my place,

2008-12-19T11:00:00.003+08:00

were lines that i couldn't change.

this is bad, really bad.
i dont usually blog like so early when the day is still young and unhappening, but here i am now.
this means that i am fking bored and i cant find booze to help me get by.

i think i sound grumpy, but i also think i have the rights to.

at about 4AM this morning paul (you idiot) called my house phone (thank goodness my parents were like momentarily deaf, either that or they were dead tired i suppose) and forced me to meet him at the 7-11 opposite. now usually i dont do things against my will but i make exceptions once in a while if you're rich, hot, or both. or nice. that works too.
so i went downstairs and things happened and i lost my phone.
yes i lost my phone.
i'm having diarrhoea and it was so bad this morning i couldnt go for weights! so i prolly wouldnt be seeing netballers till 29 dec. so i didnt fulfil the task entrusted to me by yeyun :(
i am flying in four days! and all of a sudden i just want to stay put whr i am now. not in my bed, silly, in singapore.
i dont think i have enough undergarments (matching ones, nonetheless) to last me all 6 days in melbourne. time to head to nike
...time to head to nike but i have no money
i need booze. i'm serious.
my hair. my hair kills me everyday

i cant think of anymore for now, but i think 8 is figuratively high enough alr.

anyw i've been getting funny IMs from offline users! its so weird hello people you btr check i think thr are ghosts behind your coms.

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see so many.

okay i need the toilet alr. someone come save my day!

RVNB x'mas party update

2008-12-18T23:33:00.010+08:00

foreword: pictures are spammed. literally.

my captions are nowhere as brilliant as ms loo's so i didnt attempt to make comments.
yes i know my hair looks like a freaking helmet tyvm
i love my boxers btw!

GO RVNB :)